My Fat Ass Self a Park Jimin ff/smut 18+

chapter 56

I know my smut scenes can be really descriptive, and sometimes even a little rough..but I think this one might be a little more so than others. Spanking and wax play, if it starts to make you uncomfortable just skip ahead to the bold line ------. I'll signal the beginning with ●

"Gosh the drive home seemed shorter than the ride there" she smiled as she got out of the car, we unloaded the trunk and walked into the house. Rupert was running around excited that we were home, he ran over the baby's swing and waited for Jax but then he realized that Jax wasn't home and laid down next to it looking defeated, I chuckled as we unpacked our bags from our beach day. 
"I need a shower in the worst way, I feel like I have sand stuffed in my lady bits" she whined making me laugh 
"I know for a fact it's in my ass crack" I agreed making her laugh 
"I feel that" she nodded 
"Ready to shower then?"
"Fuck yes" she took off upstairs and I followed behind her, I smacked her ass since I was eye level with it on the stairs, she jumped and laughed 
"Stooooooop we need to get actual showers" 
"So I can't spank you?" I asked as we entered our bathroom 
"Nope. We'll both get too excited and try to fuck while we're sandy and I'm not about that life right now" she giggled
She knows me too well. 
I laughed and took off my swim trunks letting the sand hit the floor, she pulled off her bathing suit and more sand hit the floor making us laugh 
"Its stuck to my tits" she wiped her boobs with her hands
"It's stuck to my dick" I rolled my eyes making her laugh again, she turned the water on and I followed her into the shower, I watched the water roll down her body as she put her head back and rinsed the sand off of her body, we moved around each other, rinsing, scrubbing, shampooing, rinsing..eventually we were both clean and sand free. I threw a towel down on the floor so we wouldn't step on the sand and then we both got out and dried off. We walked into the bedroom and I sat down on the bed, she went to her dresser and started pulling out clothes
"What are you doing?" I asked 
"Getting dressed?"
"Um..no. You don't need clothes" I smirked and stood up making her blush 
"And why not?" She asked 
My heart started pounding faster as I slowly walked up to her "because I plan on taking full advantage of you" I said softly before kissing her lips, she smiled into the kiss and wrapped her arms around my neck, she tugged on my hair making me moan into her mouth, our mouths separated and I could feel my erection already growing while I held the most beautiful woman on earth in my arms. I kept our bodies flush together with my arms wrapped around her waist
"What do you have planned?" She asked while she stared at my lips, I purposely licked my bottom lip before answering 
"Take your towel off, lay down on the bed on your stomach, and close your eyes" I whispered as I let my lips ghost over hers, she had goosebumps all over skin as she tucked her bottom lip between her teeth, she nodded and I pecked her lips before releasing her from my hold. She dropped her towel and laid down on the bed following my instructions, I went to the walk-in closet and unlocked our drawer for moments like this. I stared at our supplies trying to figure out what I wanted to use. 
I know she loves pain, and she especially loves when I'm dominant. I'm trying to spoil her while we're Jax free so I was trying to figure out what she would like more. 
This is about her needs more than mine. 
I grabbed the leather paddle, some rope, and a wax play candle. I also grabbed the clit sucker toy..this was going to be fun. 
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I walked out of the closet and smiled at her naked form on the bed, she was shaking her feet and humming to herself while she waited for me. 
She's so cute. 
I'm going to make her cum over and over and over again. We haven't had a chance to tear each other apart since Jax was born so I wanted to make this a great night for the both of us. 
"Are your eyes closed?"
"Yes" she said with attitude 
"Excuse me?"
"Yes sir" she giggled making me smile, I put the clit sucker, the candle, and the paddle down on the end table, I dropped my towel and with the rope I tied her hands together and tied her ankles to the bed posts so they were spread open, she had goosebumps as she giggled
"Are you going to behave?" 
"Depends..am I gonna be punished?" she asked with a smile as she looked back at me
"Yes" 
"Mmm..then no" she giggled 
"Do you remember the safe word?"
"Yes" she rolled her eyes
"Are you scared to use it?"
"No..now for the love of God fuck me already" 
I coughed to cover the laugh that was creeping up my throat 
"Someone is needy" 
"No shit" she laughed, I grabbed the paddle and spanked her ass making it red, she jumped and moaned as her body tensed, my dick twitched as my stomach knotted up, the anticipation was pumping through my veins as lust fully took over 
"Drop the attitude" I said sternly 
"Mmm make me" she moaned out, I spanked her ass with the paddle again making her moan even louder. I grabbed the clit sucker from the end table, I took my finger and swiped up and down between her folds feeling how saturated she was already, I started to breathe heavily as I imagined myself getting lost inside of her. I attached the toy and she jumped as I turned it on
"That's n-not fair" she stuttered making me laugh 
"Life isn't fair baby, are you going to drop the attitude now?" 
"N-no" I spanked her again and she moaned as she balled her hands into fists "I'm g-gonna cum" she announced as her body tensed up, she buried her face into the pillow and moaned as she came undone, I was so hard it started to hurt, but I wasn't finished yet. 
"Drop the attitude baby" 
"Okay okay okay..no more attitude" she panted as she started to sweat, her wet hair was stuck to her face and she already looked so fucked out and spent
"Good girl" I cooed as I massaged her ass, I spread her lower lips open and moaned at the wet spot on the sheets "you look so beautiful baby" I cooed as I slid a finger inside of her soaking wet entrance making her moan again as her toes curled 
"Jimin..please.." she panted and I took the toy off of her clit, she relaxed into the mattress and I smiled 
I love when she's fully submissive to me. I get a high from it. 
I grabbed the candle and a lighter, I got on the bed between her thighs 
"Ready baby?"
"What are you going to do?"
"Something new..if you don't like it just say the safe word okay?"
"Okay" she agreed and squeezed her eyes shut. 
She trusts me with her body, and I like to think I know what she likes and dislikes, I would never abuse that power and her trust. I never want to hurt her so anything we own to play with, are things we've previously discussed. I lit the candle and once it started to melt I looked down at her back
"Ready?"
"Yes sir" 
I tipped the candle and as the wax hit her skin she moaned, it wasn't very hot but it was warm, the warming sensations from the wax hitting her skin made her relax as goosebumps took over her body again 
"That feels amazing" she moaned out as I made a line of wax from between her shoulder blades down to her tailbone
"Is it turning you on, hurting you, or making you feel relaxed?" 
"It's more so relaxing than anything else..it's like a warming sensation all over" 
"So it doesn't burn?"
"Nope"
"Good" I smiled and made another line down her back next to the previous one, it started to drip onto her stomach following her rolls and curves, she continued to moan as I dripped the wax onto her skin. I couldn't wait any longer. I needed to feel her wrapped around my swollen cock. 
"I tied your hands together, but not to the headboard, scooch downwards and put your ass up in the air" 
She complied. 
I blew out the candle and tossed it to the side getting up on my knees
"Mmm" I moaned as I squeezed her ass "ready baby?"
"Fuck yes!" 
I chuckled as I guided myself into her. 
Bliss. 
Euphoria. 
Lust.
Hunger.
Love. 
I couldn't control myself as I thrusted in and out of her making her moan out loud practically screaming in pleasure as our sounds filled our room, she was dripping wet as I bottomed out inside of her. My hips were wet, my thighs were wet, I was completely covered in her bliss and it turned me on more than I had ever been in my entire life. I lost myself deep inside her as I listened to her moans and curses, I moaned and grunted as I bit my lip and focused on reaching my high. 
Once I felt her cum and her walls clenched around me practically suffocating my cock I lost it
"Fuck baby, I'm gonna cum" I announced as I picked up speed with my hips, I stilled deep inside of her and released my orgasm that had been building up in my gut. 
"Fuck" I hissed out through gritted teeth as I wiped the sweat from my brow, I looked down and watched as I pulled out of her. 
I'm not ashamed to admit that that's usually my favorite part. She lowered her body back down and moaned into the pillow, I untied her ankles and her wrists, she rolled onto her side as I got on the bed next to her trying to catch my breath. 
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"That was fucking phenomenal" she spoke as she stretched and rubbed her wrists, I smiled as I stared into her eyes, she looked so relaxed and fucked out I couldn't help the happiness that spread throughout my body. 
"You were perfect baby" I said softly as I kissed her forehead and rubbed her wrists with my hands "does it hurt?"
"Nah, I'm good" she smiled and pecked my lips
"Give me a second and I'll go get a wet rag to wipe you down with, the wax should come right off" 
"Okay my love" she smiled again as I wrapped my arm around her and held her close, I kissed her softly again before getting up and getting a wet rag, I glanced at myself in the mirror, my body was red and sweaty, my hair was a mess, and my lips were bright red. 
All the signs of an amazing night with my amazing wife. 
I smiled as I walked back into the room, she laid on her stomach while I cleaned her up, after putting the rag in the hamper I laid next to her again and cuddled her, I ran my fingers through her hair and hummed 
"Jimin?"
"Hmm?"
"I love you" 
"I love you too" I smiled as she blushed and nuzzled her face into my chest, I kissed the top of her head and it didn't take long for us to fall asleep under the blankets. 

I woke up to the smell of bacon and smiled
This woman can't even relax and let me take care of her for more than two days. I climbed out of bed and stretched before grabbing an outfit and getting dressed for the day, I went downstairs and watched her cook with her headphones in, she was dancing and singing to herself while she moved around the kitchen. 
Again, love at first sight. 
Watching Sarah do anything when she thinks she's by herself is like a new experience. She's so carefree and happy, like nothing and no one else exists. 
If she ever realized how much I watch her when she thinks she's alone she would probably yell at me for being a creep, but I can't help it. I smiled hard as she danced, she has no rhythm, and her singing is awful
But I love every second of it. 
I wouldn't trade it for the world. 
If I had to pick between seeing my favorite artist in concert or watching my wife do this in the kitchen..I would pick this a million times over. 
I'm so fucking whipped. 
She turned around and caught me smiling at her, she blushed and took out her headphones 
"Good morning my love" she sang as she came over and kissed me
"Good morning baby, you seem to be in a great mood this morning"  
"I am" she blushed 
"Still riding last night's high?" I asked with a smirk
"Maybe" she blushed and handed me a cup of coffee 
"You're so cuuuute" I cooed as I sat down at the table 
 "What do you have planned for today?" She asked with a smile
"Honestly? I was thinking maybe we could just stay home..maybe play some video games and go swimming" 
"Perfect" she smiled as she handed me my plate of food 
"Are you sure babe? We can find something else to do" 
"Nope, I'm quite content just spending the day in our pajamas not existing" she cheesed 
"Okay love" I smiled as we finished our breakfast.