My Fat Ass Self a Park Jimin ff/smut 18+

Chapter 39

"Are you sure you have it love?"
"For the last time Jimin yes.." I rolled my eyes, I was making eggs, I had been home for two days and I was feeling better with using my left hand for certain things while my right arm was in a cast. I couldn't just sit around and do nothing, it was driving me insane, Liz and Jimin were suddenly over protective parents and it was making me sick how they were treating me. I couldn't fault them for it though, I did just scare the shit out of them. I was feeling really good about making breakfast this morning, Jimin was leaving the next day for his business trip, his father understood why he took a few extra days before getting a new ticket which I was thankful for. Liz had gone out with Joon-ho to pick up some wedding magazines to skim through so we could figure out what we wanted to do
"Are you sure you want me planning this by myself?" 
"I trust you" he smiled staring at me over the breakfast nook watching my every move cautiously, I grabbed a plate and sat it down before loading it up with eggs and toast, I handed it to him before fixing my own plate, we sat down to eat together and I guzzled down my first cup of coffee like my life depended on it 
"Oh, the lawyer called me this morning.. I told him we weren't pressing charges or suing" 
"Thank you" I smiled 
"He said that the man wanted our personal information so he could check on you and offer his apologies so I sent him something from the company to let him know you were okay"
"Wow.." I stared at him in shock 
"What?" He asked defensively as he bit into his toast 
"Oh, nothing" I smiled and continued to eat making him smile 
"I love you" 
"I love you too cheeseball" I chuckled "did you write down your list of people to invite?"
"I did, it's in the bedroom on your dresser"
"Okay, and your bags are packed?"
"Yup"
"Well, what do you want to do today then?"
"Sarah..you know you're supposed to just stay home for a while. Let's just lay in bed and watch movies or something all day. We can binge eat snacks and I'll order pizza" 
"As much as I love when you talk dirty to me, I'm bored as fuck" 
"I know, but you have to relax. You heard the doctors" 
"I know" I huffed and finished my coffee before staring out the window
"Don't be pouty, just relax and get better, it can't be that bad" 
"I feel useless" 
"You're not useless" 
"Doesn't feel that way..on the plus side I have an appointment with Yoongi tomorrow so Liz and I can go out for lunch or something after" 
"There you go" he smiled as he got up and collected our dishes before putting them in the sink 
"I'm looking forward to my appointment with him, I think now that I've realized I want to be here things should get easier with my brain stuff" 
"Brain stuff?" He laughed "baby, I love you, and I mean no disrespect when I say this okay?" He gave me a serious look as my heart raced 
"Okay" I nodded 
"Please, don't get discouraged if you fall backwards okay? I'm not saying that I expect you to go backwards after making so many improvements, I just don't want you to stumble and feel like your hard work has been in vain" 
"I know. I'll try to keep my wits about me..it's really easy to get wrapped up in my emotions but I'm trying to be as level headed as possible. Especially with everything going on" 
"I know " he smiled and walked over to me giving me a peck on my forehead "I'm so proud of you" 
My heart fluttered. 
No one besides Jimin has ever told me they were proud of me, I want to make a recording of it and listen to it over and over again. 
"You're blushing" he chuckled 
"I can't help it" I whined and tried to cover my face with my hands, easier said than done with a giant cast on my arm that's for sure, he laughed at me and my struggles "you're so mean" I pouted making him laugh harder 
"I can't help the fact that I think you're adorable" 
"Get away from me" I giggled and shoved him playfully making him laugh again 
"Awww my cute baby" he ruffled my hair while I tried to shove him again
"Stoooooooop" I whined and pouted as he laughed and sat back down in his seat
"Do you know where you want to have the wedding?"
"I was thinking at your parents house..hang fairy lights in the garden..we don't have many people so there will be plenty of room, the caterers could use the big ass kitchen, and our reception can be in the arcade room, games, bowling, dancing, music, drinks, it's like the whole package without paying for a venue. And we should tell our guests that it's like formal casual? I don't want everyone to suffocate in tuxedos and gowns all night especially if we're all going to be dancing and playing games ya know?" I looked up from my coffee and he was giving me the biggest dopest smile I had ever seen in my life. You know in cartoons when the hearts start coming from their eyes and their face looks melted? Yeah..
It did things to my heart. 
"Okay" he said softly "sounds amazing to me" he put his chin in the palm of his hand and rested his elbow on the table staring at me like I was his entire world. 
"You make my heart hurt" I blurted out, he furrowed his brows at my statement 
"What?"
"In a good way!" I said hurriedly "you make it hurt in a good way..when you stare at me like that" I turned red in the face and he smiled at me 
"You make my heart hurt too in the best way" 
"Okay cheeseball, that's enough of the mushyness for today" I chuckled 
"Do you know what colors you want?"
"Mmmm.. I'm still thinking.."
"Any thoughts?"
"Well.. my favorite colors are yellow, and black. Yours are blue, and black..I'm torn between pale yellow, and black..or like a powder blue and pastel yellow with black accents.. I don't know..everything is happening so fast and I feel like I'm not going to be able to keep up to get everything done in time" 
"Don't stress over it baby, it's not good for you or the bean. It's just colors, you could make the whole thing pea soup green and I'd still be happy" he smiled making me smile 
"Pea soup green it is then" I giggled making him smile
"How long until they come back?"  
"I have no idea, knowing how they each are..probably a few hours. I don't doubt picking up magazines turned into shopping" 
"Well...want to kill some time while we wait?"
"Sure, what do you want to do?" I asked as I sipped my coffee, I looked at him and he wiggled his eyebrows up and down 
"I can't even kiss you properly because my lip hurts though" I frowned 
"I know" he smiled and stood up from his chair, he walked over to me and grabbed my hand standing me up from my chair, he wrapped his arms around me tightly while I held him with my free arm "I just want to make love to you before I leave" 
"I know babe, maybe tonight? I'm not sure how it's going to work out though with one arm and no mouth" 
"We've made it work before where you have no arms, no legs, and no mouth" he gave a breathy chuckle giving me goosebumps as his breath hit my neck
"Tied and gagged is a lot different than broken" I giggled making him laugh 
"I know baby" 
"I promise we will try tonight, but for right now can we go for a walk or something?"
"Sure, let's get dressed" he kissed my forehead before we went to our room and got ready for the day.