My Fat Ass Self a Park Jimin ff/smut 18+

Chapter 69 *end*

"My babies I'm home!" Jimin announced as he walked in the door, Jax and Rupert ran to him instantly 
"Daddy!" 
They pummeled him making him laugh as he hugged Jax and gave Rupert love
"How was your day?"
"Good! Me and mommy went to the store and Hannah let me take an ice cream cone home!" 
"Wow! Hannah spoils you too much" he chuckled as he gave Jax a peck on the cheek "go play before dinner okay?"
"Okay! Come on Roo" 
Rupert followed him to his bedroom while Jimin walked out into the kitchen where I was cooking 
"Hey beautiful" he kissed my cheek 
"Hey handsome" I smiled and turned my face to kiss his lips 
"How was your day?"
"Not bad, Jaxson and I went food shopping after he got out of school, and Hannah brought something to my attention today"
"What is it?" He asked as he sat down at the table with a water bottle 
"She asked me how I was holding up, and I said I was fine, and asked why" I smiled and turned around to face him 
"Okay?"
"You know how for Jax's fifth birthday all eleven of us decided it would be a great idea to go to Jersey?"
"Yeah?"
"Well apparently, you were cheating on me and I filed for divorce" I started laughing as I pulled out the tabloid, I handed it to him as he started laughing, there was a picture on the front of Jimin crying to Hoseok and a picture of me crying while holding Jaxson. We laughed as we opened the magazine and skimmed through it
"If they only knew why we were crying in those photos" he laughed as he threw his head back 
Jimin was crying to Hoseok because he broke his brand new iPad immediately after spending an obscene amount of money on it. 
I was crying because Jax told me I was the best mom in the whole world and if he had another mom he would hate her and punch her in the face to come find me. 
"I guess now we can date other people" I said as I shrugged my shoulders and giggled making him laugh  
"Finally" he sighed "god, who knew a divorce would be so easy?"
"Right? You do realize that now you have to pay me child support?" 
"Bitch please, you pay me child support"
"I don't work though" I whined making him laugh as I straddled his lap and wrapped my arms around his neck, he kissed my temple as he wrapped his arms around my waist 
"I love you"
"I love you too" he smiled as he pecked the top of my head, my face was nuzzled in his neck and I kissed it softly making him smile 
"I can't believe we had to find out through a magazine" 
"Right?" I laughed 
"Do you want me to release a statement about how happily married we are and still fuck like rabbits?"
"Nope" I mumbled into his neck "let them think what they want" 
"Okay" he chuckled 
We sat there together for a few more minutes until Jax and Rupert walked into the kitchen 
"Mommy, are you okay?"
"Yeah, I'm okay buddy, mommy was just giving daddy some hugs" 
"Can I have hugs too?"
"Of course" I smiled and sat up, Jimin and I picked up Jax and squished him between us making the three of us laugh, Jimin and I attacked him with kisses making him giggle and squeal as he flailed around getting Rupert excited. 
Eventually I finished cooking dinner and three of us sat down to eat 
"Can I go to uncle Kookie's house tomorrow for a sleepover and video games?" Jax asked 
"I'll text him and ask him buddy, but if he says no you can't pester me and mommy okay?"
"Okay daddy" he smiled as he continued to eat, I noticed him purposely knocking his veggies on the floor for Rupert 
"Jaxson Park, stop"
"Sorry" he mumbled as he looked down at Rupert with a sympathetic smile 
"What was he doing?" Jimin asked 
"Feeding the dog his veggies" I chuckled as Jimin smiled and went back to eating "how was school?"
"Good" he smiled 
"Learn anything fun?"
"I learned that Hyun-ji thinks I'm her boyfriend" he rolled his eyes "I was nice to her and how everyone thinks she's my girlfriend, I tried to tell her that we're too young but she won't listen!" He sighed as he put his hand over his forehead making Jimin and I laugh 
"Sounds stressful kiddo" I smiled 
"It is! I don't know what to do"
"Just be her friend, and whatever anyone else says doesn't matter" Jimin added 
"I know" he frowned "can I bring my ipad to bed with me?" 
"Not tonight buddy" 
"Fiiiiine" he rolled his eyes 
"Don't be grumpy" I said as I shot a pea at him off of my spoon making him laugh and throw a piece of corn back at me
"Rude!" I laughed "daddy didn't get hit yet" I whispered to Jax, he giggled as Jimin braced himself, he got a piece of carrot to the forehead and laughed 
"It's on now" he announced as he loaded up his spoon with veggies. 
Jimin and I agreed when it came to parenting we wouldn't take ourselves too seriously, all of the quirky and weird things we've done since we've been together, we continue to do, and now we pull Jax into it too. 
Nerf fights, water fights, food fights, tickle fights, pillow fights, we do it all. After my shitty childhood, and Jimin not being close to his dad growing up, we decided to do it differently. And because of that, the three of us are always happy, and Jax is such a well behaved kid, he's also very open with his emotions, and the things he thinks about. I don't think I'll have to worry about him hiding anything as he grows up, because he knows how Jimin and I are as people and as parents. 
After cleaning up from the food fight and getting Jax bathed and in bed, we each gave him hugs and kisses before tucking him into his bed. Jimin and I got a quick shower together before getting dressed and curling up in bed together, he put a movie on as we laid there and cuddled, I had my head in his lap as he played with my hair 
"Babe?"
"Hmm?"
"I have to tell you something" I admitted 
"Okay" he paused the movie "what's wrong?"
I sat up and leaned against the headboard 
"Nothing's wrong" I smiled and intertwined our fingers "I was gonna wait until tomorrow but I'm shit at keeping secrets from you" I giggled as he smiled, I used my free hand and opened up the drawer to my end table, I handed him a card in an envelope
"What's this?" He asked as he released my hand and held the envelope 
"Just open it" I cheesed 
He tore open the paper and pulled out the card 
Daddy 
Was written on the front, it had a silhouette picture on the front of a man and two kids
He smiled at me "it isn't father's day yet"
"I know, but, just open it" I smiled wider 

"Thank you for helping me grow, for helping me learn, for taking care of me, and showing me how to have fun. 
Happy Father's Day
Love,
Your kids 
Jaxson and baby bean" 

He read it out loud and when he got to the last part he looked up at me with his eyes glistening 
"Kids?" He whispered "baby bean? You have a bean?!"
"Mhmm" I nodded and giggled as he wrapped his arms around me and hugged me tightly, I wrapped my arms around him and smiled as he started to cry happy tears and kept giggling like a kid 
"You're pregnant! Oh my god!" He kissed my belly over and over making me laugh even harder, he got off the bed and started bouncing and running around in excitement 
"How far along are you?" He asked 
"Two months already" 
"Two!" He shouted "holy shit!" 
I laughed at his reaction as I pulled out the picture of the sonogram "I had a busy day while Jax was in school" I handed him the picture 
"Perfect" he smiled as he wiped a tear from his face and stared at the picture, he put it on the end table and got back into the bed with me, he attacked me with kisses as he held me making me laugh and kiss him back all over "I'm so excited baby, I can't believe we're having another baby" he smiled wide making his eyes disappear before he kissed my lips softly 
"I love you so much Sarah" 
"I love you too Jimin" 
He cupped my cheek and leaned in giving me the sweetest, and softest kiss. 

It took a really long time for me to accept myself and all of my flaws. And I owe this man everything for helping me and putting up with me. I still can't believe I found my soulmate, I get to sleep next to him every night, wake up with him every morning, and raise a family with him by my side. 
Me. 
Sarah Park. 
My fat ass, beautifully flawed self. 

I can't believe this is the final chapter of this book.
I'm literally in tears that this has to end. Writing MFAS was like a diary for me, I suffer from PTSD, and BPD. Some of the things Sarah has been through and how she handles things were taken from personal experience, I started this book to bring awareness to certain things like self harm, drug abuse, alcoholism, self hatred, mental illness, and to also, give hope that it does get better.
It really truly does.
I am 30 and am just now accepting myself for the fat, flawed, funny, and quirky person that I am. It took a REALLY long time to get to this point where I can say I LOVE MYSELF and on my bad days I ACCEPT MYSELF.
I want whoever reads this story to get to that point too, you're the only YOU there is and that is MORE than enough.
I can't thank you guys enough for all of the love, support, comments, and messages you guys have sent me. I love every single one of you! ♡

Now that MFAS is officially over, I will start uploading chapters for the spin off:

My Fat Ass Self, The Spin Off: Jin's Time. 

It's all of the same characters so the story continues ♡