My Fat Ass Self a Park Jimin ff/smut 18+

Chapter 41

Thank you Dcao0414 for picking the colors for the wedding and for letting me make you a character in the story! Hopefully you like it!

"Babe..is it really pea soup green?" Jimin asked as we were on the phone 
"Maybe, you'll just have to wait and see"
"I'm okay with it.. I just didn't think you'd actually go through with it" he chuckled 
"Well it was easier than picking a color" 
"I get that..how is everything else coming along?"
"Pretty good, can you believe we only have a few days left?! Me, Liz, and Joon got the dress, kookie and I ordered all of the suits for you guys, the DJ is booked, caterers are booked, and today I'm meeting up with Tae, he's going to introduce me to his friend Diana, she's the decorator and interior designer so after she looks at the garden we'll have a pretty good idea of how we're setting it all up" 
"I can't wait baby" I heard the smile in his voice making me blush 
"How's work?"
"Not too bad, just ready to be home. The contract and everything else is signed and ready so I'm just hanging around the office with dad and talking wedding stuff with mom. She's so excited it's unreal" he chuckled "she loves you so much. When is your dad coming?" 
"He'll be here tomorrow I think Liz said, I'll ask her when she comes home. She hung out with Joonbug again last night so I had a sleepover with Hobi, but I'll be going out soon to meet up with Tae and Diana" 
"I can't wait to see you" 
"Me either.. I miss you"
"I miss you too Mrs Park..how's the bean?"
I couldn't fight the blush taking over my cheeks hearing him call me Mrs Park.. I began to wonder if I would ever get used to it. 
"The bean is good..it didn't like breakfast this morning, it had mommy puking all morning" 
"I'm sorry love" 
"That's not your fault"
"Well..technically.."
"Okay okay..goofball. I have to let you go so I can finish getting ready..you need to get some sleep" 
"I will.. I love you and have fun"
"I love you too baby" 
We ended the call and I went to our room to finish putting myself together, it's important for me to meet Tae and Diana today because she'll be picking out the colors and then from there she needs to get the decorations and send pictures over to the guys for the flower arrangements. She's the one that decorated Tae's house and made it feel cozy, I've never met her before but Tae says she's nice and she did a good job on his house so fingers crossed I'm not an awkward fucking mess. I've noticed the further along I get in this pregnancy the more I really hate leaving my house. After fighting to get myself dressed and fighting with my hair I was ready to cry. I can't wait to get this damn cast off. I shoved a bunch of snacks into my purse and called Tae to pick me up, I sat outside waiting for him, when he rolled up I smiled and got in 
"Hey Sarah" he smiled 
"Hey, thanks again for your help" 
"No problem, I'm so excited for you guys"
"When you met me in the parking lot of the cafe did you ever think I'd be marrying your best friend?"
"Honestly, no. But I can't imagine him without you, hell I can't imagine not having you or Rupert in my life..I'm glad we met you" 
"I fucking love you so much" I sniffled as a few tears slid down my face making him chuckle 
"I love you too Sarah, but please stop crying. Everything's okay" 
"I know I know.. I can't help it though" 
"Diana should already be at the house checking out the backyard and the garden" 
"Did you tell her the color decision rests on her shoulders?"
"No..not yet" 
"Fuck.. Tae what if she says no?"
"She won't! I promise, she's super nice and she's good at what she does. I've known her for years trust me, she'll help you" 
"I should just go with pea soup green.."
"No, oh and by the way Jimin said he liked the pea soup green centerpieces I sent him" he laughed "he texted me back and said 'I wish they were a different color but the set up is nice, does Sarah love them?' so I told him you were set on them" he laughed even harder making me laugh too imagining Jimin's face when he got the picture from Tae, we pulled into the driveway and parked, we walked through the house and into the backyard 
"Diana!" Tae shouted and took off 
"Hey Tae!" She said back as she turned around and caught him in a hug
"I miss you" 
"I missed you too, is that Sarah?" She asked as they broke away from the hug 
"Yeah, Sarah this is Diana"
"Hi" I smiled and waved 
"Hi! Congratulations on the wedding!"
"Thank you" I smiled and felt my face flush 
"So this is where you're having it?"
"Yep, we have all the tables and chairs already.. I wrote down how many of each..hold on" I grabbed the paper from my purse with the numbers written on them 
"Okay" she nodded her head and looked around "I think we should probably set up this side with the chairs for the ceremony in the garden..we'll put the chairs lined this way" she motioned with her arms "so this way everyone can see and people can still walk down the 'aisle'..and then on this side I'm assuming is where all of the tables will be?"
"Yep! And I want to put like some sort of fabric down the makeshift aisle to kinda pull it together..but it's really a small simple wedding so nothing too fancy...I'm also really hoping we can include some fairy lights for while we're eating, but after we eat the party is moving to the arcade room so I'm not sure.." 
She nodded at my words and wrote everything down that I told her
"Sounds easy enough! We can definitely put some lights up around the tables and stuff" She smiled "and the colors?"
"Um..about that.." I looked at Tae 
"I kinda forgot to tell you that Sarah wants you to pick the colors…" he spoke for me
"Oh...oh gosh..me? Umm.. I don't know..I don't want to pick something you don't like or ruin it, I usually just use whatever colors the couple gives me" 
"I know..but I'm too indecisive and Jimin doesn't care about the colors. Right now he thinks its pea soup green" I giggled making her laugh 
"Well.. I am honored to be a part of this.. hmmm.." she looked around and looked at me..she looked at the house..she looked at her papers.. 
"Maybe..red and gold with black and white accents?" 
"Sounds good to me!" I beamed 
"Wait really? Just like that?"
"Yep!!! Thank you so much!" I hugged her completely catching her off guard before she laughed and hugged me back making Tae laugh 
"So like..a dark red table cover with gold cloth napkins..red and white Rose's in like a dark gold vase..the flowers will be predominantly red and white.."
"Can.. I have a black bouquet with one white rose in the middle for when I walk down the aisle?"
"Yeah of course! I'll let..what's his name?"
"Namjoon"
"Yes! I'll let Namjoon know what flowers and arrangements to order" she smiled as she was taking notes… I finally felt relieved. 
Everything was going according to plan and now that she had picked the colors I felt even better. This means that everything that's been on the back burner is finally getting accomplished. My father will be here soon, Jimin and his parents will be home soon..and the wedding is only days away. I honestly never thought this would happen to me. 
I don't deserve this. 
I don't deserve him.
I don't deserve this amazing life that's being handed to me. 
I felt small. 
I felt so undeserving..like I wasn't even real. I was just impersonating a real person. 
But instead of having a panic attack or an existential crisis right there in front of Tae and Diana, I decided to just roll with it. 
I want this. 
I want him.
Is it selfish? 
Absofuckinglutely. 
But guess what? 
I'm doing it anyway. 
I reached into my purse and grabbed some fruit snacks, I was so in my head I didn't even realize Tae and Diana were talking about the set up, the center pieces..she was explaining all of the decorations she had in her mind and he was agreeing happily
"Sound good Sarah?" Tae asked as he turned around to face me but I had my cheeks stuffed with fruit snacks like a hamster 
"Mhhhm" I nodded my head eagerly making them both laugh at me
"Awesome! So I'll buy the stuff we talked about and then add it to the bill, sound good?"
"Mhmm" I swallowed my fruit snacks "sounds perfect! And Jimin said it didn't matter how much, so just seriously anything you think will look nice works for us..we're both simple and not picky" I giggled making her smile 
"Awww awesome! I'm so excited! This is my first time having total control over a situation like this!" 
"I'm so happy Tae called you, I honestly can't even deal with the stress of this shit" 
"I am too! It was so nice to meet you! I can't wait for you to see the finished product!" 
"Oh! One more thing.. do you do baby showers?" 
"I haven't done one but I'm not opposed to the idea" she smiled and blushed 
"Awesome! After we find out the gender I would love for you to help with the baby shower!" 
"You haven't even seen my work yet though" she laughed 
"Honestly I don't care, it's going to be perfect and stress free for me so it's a win win" I laughed 
"I'll call her when it's time for the baby shower, but baby showers are supposed to be a surprise for the mom Sarah, let us handle it" Tae said as he smiled at me, I rolled my eyes playfully 
"Okay." 
"Awww I'm so excited!!! This is going to be so much fun!!!" She cheesed "well, I have to get to work then, so I'll keep you both updated okay?"
"Sounds good!" I hugged her goodbye, Tae hugged her and thanked her again for coming to the house and for being a big help. Once she left, Tae and I decided to have coffee in the kitchen and talk for a bit before heading back to my house. 
We pulled up outfront and there was a few suitcases on the front porch which made me confused 
"Who's luggage?" Tae asked as he put the car in park
"I have no idea" 
We got out the car and walked up on the porch, there were no names on the tags so Tae pushed them aside and we went into the house 
"I'm gonna call Jimin.. I don't like this" I pulled out my phone, it was around three in the morning where he is but I was freaked out so I was hoping he'd answer
"Babe? What's wrong?"
"There's random luggage on the front porch and its freaking me out..Tae and I just got back from our meeting with Diana, and I have no idea who they belong to, there's no one in the house it was totally locked up..do I call the police? What do I do?"
"Just relax baby..you're with Tae right?"
"Yeah, he just went outside to walk around the yard" 
"Where's Rupert?"
"He's a shitty guard dog but he's with Hobi right now anyway" 
"Okay..just relax..um.. fuck" he yawned "I'm sorry baby, I'm trying to think"
"I understand, I'm sorry for waking you up I just got freaked out and needed you" 
"Maybe open them? Make sure there's nothing weird in there? No..wait..make Tae open them. Just in case there is something weird in there" 
"Okay, let me go find him outside" 
"I'll stay on the phone until we figure this out" 
"Thank you" 
"Of course, I need to make sure you're safe before I go back to sleep" 
I walked outback and didn't see Tae 
"He's not outback"
"Okay, now what?"
"I'll go check outfront.."
"Okay, let me know what's happening" 
I walked through the house and opened the front door but Tae was nowhere to be seen
"Holy fucking shit he's gone"
"What? He left you?"
"His car is still here but he's gone and now I'm freaking out even more" 
"Fuck. Lock the door and call him, can you add him to our call so you don't have to hang up with me?"
"Yeah hold on"
I added Tae to our call and Jimin and I waited for him to answer 
"Hey Sarah"
"Hey it's me and Jimin..where are you?"
"I'm coming back to the house now and I have something for you"
"Dude you left her there by herself when there's some weird ass luggage on the porch" 
"I know, but it's for a good reason, I promise" 
"Its okay, I'm alright babe, I trust Tae and now that we know he wasn't kidnapped or murdered I feel better" 
"Open the door" 
I got up and opened the door only to be met with a smiling Tae, he stepped to the side and my dad was standing behind him with a bouquet of flowers and a box of pastries from the cafe down the street, I gasped and dropped my phone before lunging at him and wrapping my arms around him holding onto him tightly ignoring the pain shooting through my arm in my cast 
"Daddy" 
"Aww honey I missed you so much" he sniffled and let me hug him because his arms were full 
"She's okay Jimin, her father arrived and when I saw him in the backyard I offered to bring him in but he wanted to grab something sweet for her so I took him to the cafe….okay….I will..bye" he ended his call with Jimin and picked up my phone ending the call but I was too busy sobbing into my father's chest to give a shit about anything else.