My Fat Ass Self a Park Jimin ff/smut 18+

Chapter 60

Another day had passed.. 
No movement
No sign of waking
All I could do was sit, hold his hand, talk to him, and walk around the room. 
I refused to leave. 
I was getting constant updates on Jax, and giving constant updates on Jimin. 
I told everyone not to come to the hospital
I didn't want them to see him in this condition, Jin had cried when he stopped by to drop off stuff and I just couldn't deal with the thought of anyone else seeing him this way. 
It was destroying me. 
His parents of course were the only exception but they were preoccupied with Jax and making sure he was taken care of. The nurses were in and out periodically to check his vitals, and drop off food for me and see if I was okay. They kept trying to reassure me and offer me anything imaginable to make me more comfortable, as always I declined. 
I was content sitting in the plastic chair next to him and holding his hand while I slept. I couldn't picture sleeping anywhere else right now..he needs me. 
Even if he can't feel me. 
He would do the same for me. 

Flashback 

"What would you do without me?" 
I shrugged my shoulders "I don't know..I guess call up my secret boyfriend and marry him" 
"Oh you have a boyfriend now?" 
"Yup!"
"And he knows you're married?"
"Duh..jeez I'm not a liar" I rolled my eyes making him laugh 
"Mrs Park you better stop"
"Or what?" I giggled 
He lunged at me and started tickling me making me flail around and laugh 
"Stop! Stop!" 
"Take it back!" 
"Never!!!" I laughed even harder making him laugh as he continued attacking me 
"Sarah!" 
"Okay! Okay! I'm kidding you asshole" 
"I know" he said with a wide smile as he sat back on the sofa 
"Honestly, I have no idea what I would do without you. I love you too much to even think about it" 
"Awww you're so cute" he cheesed and pinched my cheek making me roll my eyes and playfully smack his chest 
"What about you? Gonna call up one of your sexy little girlfriends?" 
"I don't know.. I might give Joon-ho a try" 
We both laughed until I had tears in my eyes and snorted making him laugh even harder..

"Come on baby..just open your eyes" I said softly as I ran my fingers through his hair. I sighed and walked over to the window, I was consumed with my thoughts and trying to make the ache in my chest go away. When he does wake up, he'll have to spend another two days here and get a bronchoscopy to make sure his lungs are good. His throat could have some major scarring, he could experience asthma like symptoms, shortness of breath, and coughing. 
But he would be here. 
I would have my soulmate and Jaxson would have his father. 

"My hearts a stereo, it beats for you so listen close, hear my thoughts in every no-o-ote. Make me your radio and turn me up when you fe-"
"God..your voice is awful" he coughed, his voice almost didn't sound like his. It was so raspy and you could hear his struggle to breathe. 
He's awake. 
My brain almost couldn't register what was happening. 
I cried. 
Ugly cried.
Hard. 
I ran over to his bed and grabbed his hand as I fell to the floor on my knees 
"Baby" he rasped out as he squeezed my hand "I'm okay" he started coughing making his whole body move, I immediately grabbed the cup from the end table and put the straw in his mouth giving him a drink of water 
"Thank you" 
"Don't t-talk baby" I squeezed his hand 
"Jax.."
"Is totally fine he's with your parents"
"What ha-" he started choking again 
"Your phone charger caught fire..I woke up to flames and smoke..and you not breathing" I wiped the tears from my face, his breathing sounded so labored...like each breath was using every bit of strength he had in his body. He gripped my hand tightly as he closed his eyes, I watched a few tears roll down his cheeks "the house is okay, no major damage"
"How long?" 
"It's been about three days" I said softly as I ran my free hand through his hair, he nodded. "You'll be here for at least another two days..they need to do a bronchoscopy to check your lungs and for any scarring in your esophagus"
He nodded again as his eyes stayed closed
"I'll call the nurse in, okay?" I kissed his forehead and hit the call button 
"Mrs Park? Everything okay?"
"Yeah, my husband is awake now" 
"We'll be right in" 

After his check up, they situated the bed so he could sit up, they gave him soft foods to eat. Jello, oatmeal, broth, and lots of water and tea. 
"Here baby, one more" I held the spoon up to his lips and waited for him to swallow the spoonful of jello, I had texted everyone when he woke up and let them know he was going to be fine. 
"You don't have to feed me" he smiled
"I know" I smiled back 
They had swapped his oxygen mask for the small thin tube that stays in the nose, I leaned in and pecked his lips making him smile wider. 
"Sarah" 
"Sshhh don't talk" 
"You'd like that" he chuckled and then coughed really hard 
"See? No talking" 
"I love you" 
"I love you too" I smiled as my eyes watered again, he brought his hand up to my face and cupped my cheek, he wiped my tears away with his thumb. I leaned into his hand and rubbed his forearm with my hand 
"I'm so sorry baby" 
"Don't you dare be sorry. It isn't your fault. Just focus on getting better so we can go home to our son" 
He nodded and smiled "okay" he said softly