My Fat Ass Self a Park Jimin ff/smut 18+

Chapter 44

Always and Forever

"Good morning Mrs Park" I heard Jimin say as I laid there wrapped in his arms.

Today is the day.

"Good morning Mr Park" I smiled as I rolled over and kissed his cheek softly
"Are you as nervous as I am?" he asked with a chuckle
"I am actually..but I'm also not nervous at all."
He smiled at my words.
"My mom should be here soon, I think we're the first ones being picked up and then we have to pick up everyone else to go to the salons, you guys are getting dropped off at a different one than the men and then a seperate car will pick you guys up and take you back to the house"
"oh gosh..it's really happening today isn't it?"
"Yes" he chuckled and kissed my temple
"What if I trip? Or I stutter over my vows?"
"Then we laugh and we move on from it"
"And are you sure you're okay with the vows I picked out?"
"Absolutely, they're beautiful. And of course it wouldn't be Sarah fashion if they were normal" he laughed making me laugh
"Fair point" I nodded "Do you think anyone will know where I got them from?"
"Probably not, but everyone is going to be too focused on us to really pay attention to the vows"
"Probably..you know that does nothing for my nerves though, right?"
"I know" he smiled again "I'll be holding your hand the entire time though, okay?"
"Okay" I smiled as we kissed softly right before our alarms went off telling us it was time to leave our little oasis and get ready for our big day.
"The baby is going crazy..I think it can tell how nervous I am"
"Awww" he shifted himself and placed his head on my stomach hugging me
"Behave for mommy today bean, it's a big day for mommy and daddy" he kissed my stomach making the butterflies shoot through my body.
He's going to be such a great father.
I couldn't pick anyone better to take this journey with.
We both got dressed and ate a small breakfast before his mom got to our house, my father and Liz were already with her as well as Mr Park
"Are you guys as excited as we are!?" his mom practically yelled as we got into the limo
"Yes! But also nervous" I giggled "I think Jimin is more nervous than I am for the first time since we met"
"Am not" he blushed making them laugh
"I can't believe I get to be here for this" my dad said with a small smile.
I know he said he wasn't mad at me, and that I made the right choice in leaving, but I can't help but feel bad for what he went through while I was gone. I can't imagine wondering everyday if your child was alive or not. I can't make that up to him. I can only move forward.
"Thank you for being here dad. It really does mean a lot to me" I smiled
"It means a lot to me as well, I never thought I would get to meet Sarah's family. And the way you guys have forgiven her and are both here to support her..it just means a lot to me" Jimin smiled at my dad and sister. We made our way to everyone's houses and as they got in they all congratulated us and smothered us in hugs and kisses as they discussed how the wedding was going to look and what they were most excited for.
"How are you going to get your nails done when your arm is in a cast?" Liz asked me
"I'm pretty sure they can work with her" Namjoon said
"Yeah, it's not like she has no arm" Hoseok laughed
"Eh, if not I'll be okay, I'm not one for fake nails anyway"
"I'm sure it'll be fine. I've been going to this place for years and they're amazing" his mom smiled reassuringly. The driver dropped me, Liz, and Mrs Park off at our salon destination. Before I got out of the car Jimin pulled me into a tight hug and kissed me softly on the lips
"I'll see you soon my love" we both smiled while I felt myself blush as my heart fluttered.
We're really doing this.
I'm really giving myself to him for life.
"I love you Mr Park"
"I love you Mrs Park"
We kissed again and I got out joining Liz and Mrs Park at the entrance
"Ready ladies?" Mrs Park asked as she grabbed the handle
"Absolutely!" Liz cheered
"Yes" I exhaled "absolutely"
I smiled at the two women in front of me before we entered the salon.

Hours later, we all had our hair, nails, and make up done. They dyed my hair pink for me again and put curls in it pinning it up on the one side and put a few pins with pearls in it to accent where my hair was pinned on the side, the pale pink color made the pearls pop, we kept my makeup on the natural side, and the pink lipstick they used matched my hair but didn't look bad with my skin tone either and holy shit I don't think my eyebrows had ever looked better. How come no one ever taught me how to fix my own damn eyebrows? It was like a whole new world for me.
At least I know Jimin loves me with or without a unibrow.
Bless that man.
It was a struggle considering my cast was heavy as fuck but the lady worked with me and I had perfect french tips. I felt like a princess. Or like I was living in someone else's life. Like, this is me? This is my life? I get to have a happily ever after with the man of my dreams? Everything I had ever thought I never had a chance at having is suddenly falling into my lap and I will not let my mental illness take this day from me. I will not ruin this day for myself or anyone else. I'm just going to close my eyes, put all of my faith and trust into Jimin, and take this leap of faith with him.
He seems to be the only thing in my life that keeps me grounded. Without him I think I would float away. It's not healthy to depend on someone else the way that I depend on him..but for today..I just need to hold onto him just a little longer this way.
I was so lost in my own head I didn't even realize we had arrived at the house.
"We're here honey..are you ready to get in your dress?" Mrs Park asked lovingly as she held my hand softly in hers
"Yes" I smiled and nodded while I gave her hand a light squeeze