My Fat Ass Self a Park Jimin ff/smut 18+

Chapter 66

"Oh fuck" his whole body tensed as his toes curled, I smirked and straddled his thighs
"You okay baby?" I teased as I rubbed his thighs with my finger tips 
"N-no" 
"Ready to beg for it?"
He closed his eyes, bit his bottom lip, and pushed his head further into the pillow, all of his muscles were contracting and the veins in his arms, neck, and hands were starting to bulge 
"No" he hissed through gritted teeth, making me laugh. I decided to take it up a notch and started rubbing my pussy through my panties, I closed my eyes and started to moan as my juices seeped through the fabric
"Mmmm Jimin" 
"F-fuck! Okay! Okay!" He sounded like it took everything in him to finally cave, I opened my eyes and stared at him "please baby, please fuck me. I want to be inside of you" he whined, I smiled as he turned to mush underneath me. I didn't answer him which made him whine even more as his cock started to leak precum from the tip "please baby" I still stayed silent but I slid my panties to the side and while he closed his eyes I lowered myself onto him. We both groaned at the sensation of him stretching me out 
"Yes baby" he whispered as he closed his eyes, I kept the cock ring on while I rode him. We were both a moaning mess as I bounced up and down on his cock bringing both of us closer to climax. I started to purposely clench and unclench my walls around him which made him moan out even louder 
"Sarah!" He yelled out loudly as I felt him cum inside of me, I slowed down and helped him ride out his high until I came to a stop
"Fuck" he panted "I c-couldn't even wait" I leaned down and kissed his chest 
"That's okay" I smiled and kissed his neck and his Adam's apple, when I went to move to slide off of him he begged me to turn off the cock ring, he was twitching from over sensitivity, I shut it off and uncuffed him from the head board. 
"God damn it" he sighed out as he threw his arm over his eyes and relaxed, I giggled as I curled up next to him and put my head on his chest 
"See? Was that so bad?"
"No" he chuckled "I liked that a lot actually. Except for the fact that you didn't get to cum. I tried holding out but I couldn't" 
"That's okay" I smiled "I can handle it" 
"No, just give me a minute and I'll take care of you" 
"You don't have to" I smiled
"I want to" he said demandingly as he put his arm down and glared at me, making me laugh "what is so funny? Hmm?" 
"Just how demanding you are some times" 
He chuckled and rolled over quickly pinning me to the bed, I smiled as he stared into my eyes with a smile "I love you" 
"I love you too" I pecked his lips 
"I still wonder what I did to deserve having you in my life" 
I felt my face get hot as tears stung my eyes
I'll never see myself the way he sees me
This man loves me with his entire being
Just as I love him with mine 
How did I get so lucky? 
What have I ever done to deserve him? 
He brought his hand up to cup my cheek, he brushed my tears away with his thumb and smiled, his own eyes looked glassy like he was going to cry too 
"I love you so much baby, you'll never understand just how much" 
I started to whimper as more tears started to fall down my cheeks, I wrapped my arms around him tightly and pulled him into me, he nuzzled his head in my neck as he held me just as tight. 
"What brought this on?" I asked as I released my grip on him slightly, he lifted his head up and I wiped the tears from his face 
"I need to be open with you. Sarah, I'm scared" 
"Why?" I asked softly 
"That fire scared the fuck out of me. I can't stop thinking about what could have happened, I want you and Jax to know that you both mean more to me than anyone or anything in the whole universe. I can't seem to shake the feeling that something bad will happen again ya know? I had fun in Hawaii, I enjoyed my time off, and I'm even happy to be going to work again..everything feels normal again..but it's in the back of my mind at all times now" he kissed my lips softly "I'm trying so hard not to let it show. So I can be strong for you and our son..but it's hard sometimes" 
"Awww baby" I wrapped him in a tight hug and rolled over so we were on our sides and held his head to my chest as he started to cry a little harder "you're the strongest man I've ever met, it's okay to be scared, it's okay to cry it out. You should have told me sooner my love, you don't have to go through this alone. I'm scared too, but here we are right? We're all okay, we're all happy, and healthy. Don't think you have to keep it bottled up like this Jimin. I love you more than anyone or anything, and I will always be by your side through everything. I mean that. I wouldn't have married you if I didn't" 
I wiped more tears from his face and kissed his forehead before wiping my own tears away. I hate that he didn't tell me sooner, that this entire time he had been suffering in silence.  
I just want him to feel good, and happy all of the time. 
The way he makes me feel. 
"Thank you" he smiled and kissed me again 
"Of course my love, I would do anything for you" 
"I know, I never doubt your love for me. Ever" he kissed me again and laid his head down on my chest "I killed the mood though" he mumbled making me laugh 
"Only a lot" I ran my fingers through his hair "but that's okay, this is more important" 
"Shower and a movie?"
"Sure" I smiled and he helped me get off the bed, we showered together laughing and hugging the entire time before we got in our pajamas and laid down in our bed. I laid with my head in his lap as he played with my hair until I fell asleep. 
What a mistake that was. 
I woke up in the morning and checked my phone, Jimin, my dearest husband that I love so much posted a photo of me on facebook asleep in his lap with drool dripping from my mouth that formed a puddle on his pajama pants 

"She's so lucky I love her. You should hear her snores 😂🤣" with- Sarah Park 

I grabbed my pillow and hovered over my sleeping husband 
"Jimin!" I yelled making him jump and hit him right in the face with my pillow making him laugh as I hit him over and over again, he laughed harder and harder as he tried blocking my attacks 
"You asshole!"
"I love you!"
"I hate you! Why would you do that!?" 
"Because it was funny! And adorable!" 
"Fuck you!"
"Fuck you too!" 
Now we were both laughing as he picked up a pillow and we had a full blown pillow fight. 
We decided to spend the entire day in our pajamas watching tv and movies in the living room, we ate junk food, snacks, and pizza literally all day. 
It was the best day with my love I could have ever asked for. He laid on the sofa and I laid on top of him with my head on his chest as we watched The Winter Soldier, I had texted Hoseok to see when he would be dropping off Jax but he hadn't responded yet. 

Hoseok POV 

"Come on buddy, let's go see mommy and daddy" I smiled as I took him out of the car seat and brought him up the stairs, I knocked but no one answered so I opened the door and we walked in. 
I instantly smiled. 
"Mama!" Jax squealed 
"Shhh..mommy and daddy are sleeping buddy" I smiled at Sarah curled up on Jimin as he had both arms wrapped around her protectively and holding her close to himself with her head nuzzled under his neck like a cat as her arms were wrapped around his body just as tight. It looked like a junkfood tornado hit their house as snacks were thrown everywhere, Rupert was happily eating a bag of cheetos that had fallen on the floor, and a pizza box sat open on the coffee table with a few slices of cold pizza in it. 
I want a love like this. 
They clearly didn't do anything fancy with their time away from Jax, just stayed home and enjoyed each other's company. The love that they share is so rare to find that all of us find ourselves envious over it. 
I smiled even wider like a creep and took a picture on my phone. 
"Let's go back to uncle Hobi's house, okay?" 
"Mamamama" he mumbled as he pulled on my necklace, I let out a light chuckle and turned around, taking Jax back to my house. I locked the door behind me and got Jaxson back in his car seat.
I posted the photo of them on facebook 

"Didn't want to disturb the love birds ♡" with- Jimin Park and Sarah Park 

After that, I smiled to myself and headed home with my nephew. 
"I hope you're that happy and in love when you get older Jax..I hope you never settle for less" 
"Dadada" 
"Yup, just like daddy and mommy" I smiled.

Hey guys.
We need to talk...
So, Jax is a year old soon. The birthday party will probably be the next chapter that I write..
And the Jin Spin off starts when Jax is five...as much as I hate to admit, because I'm so in love with this story
I feel like MFAS will be coming to an end soon.
Jaxson, Jimin, Sarah, and all of the other characters in the book will be included in the spin off, especially Jaxson, Jimin, and Sarah.
Jaxson especially plays a pretty big role in the Jin Spin off.
Now that they're just a happy and loving family, and Sarah is accepting of her mental illness, and things are coming together for them.. I don't want to drag it out to the point where it gets boring, repetitive, or throw in some random drama that feels out of place, or just massive amounts of smut.
I want it to end on a really really good high note.
So soon, and I mean...really soon..this book will have its ending and pick up in the spin off.
I told you guys I would give notice in advance, so this unfortunately is my notice in advance.
I love you 🖤
Love,
Jess 🖤