My Fat Ass Self a Park Jimin ff/smut 18+

Chapter 57

"Baby, now that Jax is ten months old..do we need to start planning his birthday party?" I asked him as Jax crawled around on the floor trying to pull himself up on the coffee table 
"We probably should, your dad lives in New Jersey, and my parents will probably still be in New York" he said with a smile as he watched our son babble trying to stand, I nodded my head and grabbed my phone 
"What theme should we do?" I asked as I pulled up Google 
"He loves Trolls..we could do Trolls?" 
"Oooooh or Paw Patrol! He loves Marshall" 
"Jaaaxsooooon" Jimin sang, getting our son's attention and making him giggle "you want Marshall or poppy?" 
"Pop!" He giggled 
"Trolls it is then" I giggled, I googled a bunch of birthday ideas for the Trolls movie "awwww babe, they have so many little girl ideas and only a few for boys" 
"So? We mash them together. He loves Princess Poppy" he shrugged 
"That works" I smiled "awe they have an outfit in his size that matches Branch!" I showed him my phone screen and he chuckled "He'll look so cute as Branch!" 
"We can have it here and do a Trolls pool party, we can throw food on the grill and what not" 
"Sounds good to me babe" he cheesed, his phone rang "it's my dad" 
"Hello?" 
I tuned him out as I made a list of things we needed, possible dates, and I ordered the Branch costume for him..it was on sale and I wasn't about to miss out on that steal. 
"Babe?"
"Hmm?" 
"I have to go to Japan for a few days" 
"When?" I looked up at him as I locked my phone and sat it down 
"In two days" he leaned his head back on the couch "I won't even have Lyn with me because she's spending time with her wife and their baby" he shook his head 
"Well this is balls" I shook my head "I guess I should be grateful though considering you haven't had to travel since Jax was born" 
"And it's only three days" 
"We'll be okay my love, Jax and I can hang out with the guys and stay busy here" 
"I know, but he's so close to walking on his own and I don't want to miss that, not to mention I can't sleep without you" 
"Me either" I frowned 
Total lie. Whenever I have the bed to myself (which is rare as fuck) I starfish across the entire thing and sleep like a god damn rock. 
"If he starts walking while I'm gone you have to video chat me and send me videos" he smiled 
"I will" I leaned in and kissed his lips
"Jaxson, no walking until daddy gets home" he pointed at our son and frowned, making Jax laugh his little ass off, Jimin and I laughed and then decided to make dinner. After we were done eating and we were all showered and in our pajamas, Jax finally fell asleep in his crib so Jimin and I got into our bed. 
"I can't believe he's almost a year old" I sighed out as I stretched on the bed 
"Me either" he shook his head as he plugged his phone in and sat it on the end table, he slid closer to me and wrapped his arms around me, he kissed my cheek as I closed my eyes and melted into him and the bed "babyyy" he sang
"Hmm?"
"You thinkin what I'm thinkin?" 
"Depends..are you thinking about what we need at the grocery store tomorrow?" I joked making him laugh 
"No, not exactly" 
"About what Jax and I are gonna do while you're gone?"
"Not that either" he chuckled 
"Hmm..then I don't think we're thinking the same thing at all" I rolled my eyes and shook my head "jeeze" I sighed out making both of us laugh 
"you know damn well what I'm thinking Mrs Park" 
"I don't think sooo.." 
He laughed and kissed my neck "I'll just have to show you then" 
"Well whatever it is, it better be good, I'm tired" 
"Oh? Really?" He raised his eyebrows as he stared at me making me laugh 
"Yes really" I teased 
I love teasing him like this and he knows it. 
Doesn't stop him from playing along every time though. 
"Has it ever not been good?" 
"Hmm.." I pretended to think 
"You better choose your next words wisely my love" he chuckled 
"Well..there was that one t-" he cut me off by capturing my lips with his, I giggled as he slid his tongue into my mouth, he pulled his lips away from mine as he adjusted himself to be between my legs and hovered over top of me
"You're always a brat" he smiled as he stared into my eyes 
"And you always fall for it" I giggled, he leaned down and kissed me again, this time it was filled with lust and hunger as I ran my hands through his hair and tugged on the roots, he bucked his hips and pushed his erection against my core 
"Mmm" I moaned and raised my hips to meet his 
"Clothes off, now" he demanded as he got on his knees and pulled his shirt off, I chuckled as I took my pajama shirt off 
"Someone's impatient" I joked 
"Damn right I am" he smiled as he reached for my shorts and panties, he pulled them down and I raised my hips so he could remove them, he threw them on the floor and lowered his pants and briefs down so his erection could spring free "you're already so wet" he smiled as he dragged the tip of his cock up and down my slit making me jump as he teased my clit, he pushed his cock down and guided it into my already wet hole 
"Mmmm" I moaned as I stretched to fit his girth 
"Fuck baby" he hissed through gritted teeth as he started thrusting in and out, his pace started off slow and forceful, and eventually he became faster as he slammed himself in and out of me
"Jimin!" I gasped as his body became flush with mine
"Fuck Sarah, you feel so good" he moaned as he put his hands on either side of my head and leaned down "you feel so good baby" he groaned and then leaned down to kiss me, my mouth was hanging open as my eyes were rolling back, my nails were digging into his back as he thrusted forcefully and fast 
"I'm g-gonna cum"
"I know, cum all over this dick baby" his mouth hung open as he panted and continued thrusting, my orgasm came hard and fast rippling through my body as I shook, and my walls clenched around him 
"Fuck" he groaned "I c-can't hold it baby" 
"Mmm cum for me" I hissed as I dug my nails a little deeper into his flesh making him moan and cum inside of me
"Mmm baby" he cooed as he thrusted a few more times, he finally pulled out of me and laid next to me, he pulled his pants and boxers back up and laid there panting to catch his breath, I stood up from the bed on wobbly legs and put my clothes on. I laid back down next to him and wrapped my arm around his chest 
"God I love you" I mumbled as I kissed his jaw 
"I love you too" he chuckled and kissed my forehead. It didn't take very long for the both of us to fall asleep. 

"Babe, can you hand me his cup please?"
"Sure" he smiled as he handed me Jax's sippy cup, I sat there on the floor with Jax as Jimin cooked us dinner, he came out and sat behind me wrapping his legs around me from behind, he wrapped his arms around my waist and nuzzled his head into my neck while we watched Paw Patrol 
"Mmm you smell so good baby" 
"Thanks" I smiled "it's called baby spit" I chuckled making him laugh "dinner smells good though" 
"Daddy, I think the food is burning" 
"No it's not" Jimin chuckled and ruffled Jax's hair 
"I don't know babe..it does smell burnt" 
"Nah, its fine" 
"Okay" I shrugged 
"Mommy.." he started choking, I picked him up and patted his back as I started choking, it became harder and harder to breathe 
"What's wrong with you guys?" Jimin asked
"Babe..how do you not smell that? The s-moke is so bad" 
Black smoke came billowing out into the living room, the heat grew more and more intense as I held Jax, neither of us could breathe and Jimin started panicking "baby, get him out of the house!" The smoke detector started to go off "I don't see any smoke Sarah!" 
"Jimin!" 
The smoke detectors were screaming 

My eyes flew wide open, I gasped for air as smoke filled my lungs, the heat had me sweating and my skin felt like it was going to melt off. I finally took notice of the flames.
Jimin's entire end table was engulfed in flames as the smoke filled the bedroom, I started choking
"Jimin!" I screamed and banged on his chest
He wasn't breathing. 
"Google! Call emergency!!" I screamed for my phone to make the call, I got up and grabbed the mini extinguisher from the dresser, I sprayed the fire as I screamed for Jimin to wake up. The lady on the phone assured me help was on the way and told me how to perform cpr on Jimin, I opened the windows and the bedroom door
Jax was screaming "mommy!! Mommy!!" And crying, he must have been startled awake from the smoke detectors
I tried so hard to perform cpr but I had also inhaled quite a bit of smoke before I woke up from my dream. 
I was choking as I cried and tried to get the love of my life to breathe. 
His skin was smeared black
He had sweat pouring from his body 
His clothes were stuck to his skin 
He looked dead
My entire heart was shattering to pieces while I screamed at him, slapped his face, and performed CPR over and over again. 
Sirens. 
Finally the sounds of sirens filled the air and their banging as they broke down the door. 
Voices
Foot steps
Screaming
Crying
Beeping 
They ripped his shirt and put a breathing apparatus on his face, they worked on him as they got him on the gurney. They rushed him into the back of an ambulance. I called Jin
"Sarah?"
"Jin, get here now please" I begged and screamed as I cried into the phone, I grabbed Jaxson from his crib and took him outside, the ambulance doors closed as they drove away with Jimin. 
Jaxson and I cried harder than I had ever cried before in my entire life. 
The EMTs gave me a check up and put a breathing apparatus on my face as I held Jaxson
"Sarah!" Jin yelled as he got out of his car "what the fuck is happening?"
"There was a small fire but Jimin isn't breathing" I sobbed "can you please take Jax" 
"Of course" he grabbed him as his eyes watered over "I'll get some of his stuff together and take him with me, I'll take your car go in mine, keys are in the ignition" 
"Thank you Jinnie" I broke down again and sobbed as I kissed Jax on his head and ran barefoot to Jin's car. 
I sped as fast as I could to the hospital. 
My entire world was crumbling from under my feet and I couldn't handle it. 
All of my old vices flashed through my mind as I tried fighting them off. 
Now wasn't the time to act selfishly. 
My husband needs me. 
I need him. 
Jax needs us 
I can't let go. 
Not now. 

I pulled into the parking lot and ran right into the emergency room
"Park Jimin. He just came in on an ambulance!" 
"He's in the ICU"
"I'm his wife! Take me to him please" I cried and fell on my knees in front of her desk, he rushed to me
"Its okay miss, it's okay, stand up for me okay?" 
She helped me off the floor and held me as I sobbed into her shoulder 
"I'll take you to him but you need to calm down first okay?" 
I nodded and eventually I calmed down enough for her to take me to the ICU. Through the big glass windows I saw my husband laying on a bed hooked up to tubes and wires, his heart monitor was moving strong but they had him hooked up to a breathing apparatus to keep him open 
"Oh Jimin" I sobbed out as I ran to his bed side 

Please don't hate me.
I love you.
I will not be killing anyone off, I swear so don't panic too much ♡♡♡