My Fat Ass Self a Park Jimin ff/smut 18+

Chapter 30

"JUNGKOOK HELP ME!!!" I screamed through the house, Jungkook came running into the kitchen with no shirt on breathing heavy 
"What's wrong!?" He said panicking 
"I can't get the ice out of the tray to put in the punch bowl" I pouted and he rolled his eyes 
"Are you fucking serious right now Sarah, you scared the fuck out of me I thought something was wrong. You can't do that now that you're pregnant, I'll think something is wrong with our bean" he shook his head and twisted the ice cube tray getting every last piece of ice out perfectly. 
"Fuck you, how did you do that so easily?" 
He threw the tray into the sink and walked off, Jimin walked into the kitchen showered and dressed 
"You okay love?"
"Yeah I'm fine..pretty sure I pissed off kook though" I shrugged
"We have an hour before everyone gets here..are you sure you want to tell them all this early? I'm worried..like if something bad happens.." he shook his head "I'm sorry baby I'm just so nervous and excited my thoughts are jumbled" 
I put down the bowl I was holding and walked over to him wrapping my arms around his waist and placing my head on his chest 
"Don't apologize for how you feel, you're allowed to worry and feel nervous..you're a dad now it's only normal to want to make sure everything goes smoothly with your baby" 
"I'm a dad" he whispered as he pulled me in tightly "god Sarah I can't fucking wait. I'm nervous, I'm excited, I'm scared, I'm happy..I'm like" he started shaking his body violently "ndbdbthrjksjdjjf" he made a bunch of noises with his mouth making me laugh "that's how it feels in my head and there's no word for it" he laughed 
"I know babe, I feel the same way" 
"Really? Because I feel like you've been eerily calm since we found out yesterday" 
"I might be in shock.." I chuckled and walked away to finish up the food I was making for everyone 
"Are you going to talk to Yoongi about your medicine while he's here?" 
"Yeah.. I kinda have to don't I? I'm scared to not be on medicine.. I can get really really nasty and the last thing I want to do is drive you away or treat you like shit and I'm worried that it's going to happen. I can't control it but it's no excuse" 
"I know baby" he kissed my temple "it's going to be okay" 
"I joined a BPD support group on facebook, and I asked them if anyone had gotten pregnant and how their bpd effected it..the common thing is that the hormones balanced them out a bit better, like they were calmer for the most part but when they broke..they broke bad..like big time meltdowns and I'm okay with crying and having a breakdown but what I'm not okay with is being toxic, especially towards you"  
"You don't have to worry about me, I can handle it"
"That doesn't make it right" I shook my head. My biggest fear is losing him because of my own fucked up brain. "You can't give me a free pass because I'm pregnant" 
"I won't" he chuckled 
"Promise?"
"I promise" he pecked my lips 

I finished the food just as there was a knock on the door 
"I got it" Jungkook said as he walked towards the front door, Joonho walked in first followed by everyone else 
"The love of my life I miss you so much" Joonho yelled as he ran to me holding me tightly and kissing my cheeks making me laugh 
"I miss you too Joon even though we literally just saw each other" 
"I know" he kissed my forehead before letting me go "hey Jimin" he said as he hugged Jimin 
"Hey, thanks for coming" 
"Of course, what's the occasion?"
"You'll find out" Jimin said as he laughed and they pulled away from their hug, we greeted everyone with hugs and hellos as we all made our way to the kitchen 
"Damn.. something is going on look at all this food" Hoseok said as he sat down 
"Yeah, I was a little confused when you texted us last night" Namjoon said to Jimin 
"I'm just happy to be fed, Sarah is always a good cook" Jin said with a smile 
"Rupert wanted to come, he got excited when I opened the front door and I felt bad. He misses his parents" Tae said softly
"I know, I can pick him up tomorrow and bring him home" I said as I sat down
"He's okay with me!" He said quickly making me laugh 
"I know Tae but I miss my puppers and he needs to get used to his new home too" 
"I know" he frowned 
"I miss him too" Jungkook pouted 
"Oh my God Kookie you don't even live here" I laughed 
"Bitch please, what made you think moving to a new house was gonna stop me from invading your home?" 
 "Speaking of moving, how's moving into Sarah's house Joon?" Yoongi asked 
"It's good so far, just getting used to calling it home and not Sarah's home" he chuckled and Yoongi nodded 
"There's plenty of food and drink guys so everyone help themselves" Jimin spoke up, it was like he pushed an activation button, they all got up at once to get food and they were all talking and getting loud, it was nice having everyone together in our new home. As we were all eating I started to feel nauseous, the chicken I made was starting to make my stomach flip so I stood up and went to the bathroom, after getting sick I washed my face and hands before walking back to the kitchen, I went to the breakfast nook and grabbed some chips but before I could walk back to the table Jimin wrapped his arm around my waist and leaned in to whisper in my ear 
"You okay?" 
"Yeah I'm fine..just got a little sick but I'm good" I smiled and he pecked my lips 
"When do we tell them? I'm getting excited" he chuckled 
"Whenever you want" I smiled wide and kissed him, he looked at all of our friends eating and laughing at the table, he gave me a kiss on my temple and cleared his throat 
"Hey guys" he spoke up and everyone looked up staring at him "soooo.. I want to talk to everyone" 
"Oh god they're breaking up this is like 'the last supper' isn't it? Fuck" Joonho said as he threw his napkin down making everyone laugh 
"If they were breaking up we wouldn't be here" Jin laughed 
"We're not breaking up, everyone relax. I have really good news to share with everyone" Jimin beamed as he spoke tightening his arm around my waist making me blush "we're pregnant" 
"WHAT!?"
"holy shit!"
"Oh my god this is amazing!!"
"We're all having a baby!!" 
"I'm an uncle!!" 
"We're all uncles you ass! Oh my god we're all uncles!!!" 
Everyone except Jungkook got up from the table to smother us in hugs and kisses making me and Jimin laugh our asses off as we accepted all of the love from our rowdy group of friends, to me it was happening in slow motion, the emotions I felt were swimming through my body and as Jin was hugging me and congratulating me I started sobbing and held onto his shirt 
"Oh my god what's wrong?" He asked as he started caressing my hair 
"I'm just so happy" I sobbed 
"Shhhh calm down Sarah" he chuckled "Jimin I think I broke her" he pushed me towards Jimin who wrapped me tightly in his arms while laughing at me 
"Calm down love, you're a bit overwhelmed" 
"I-I know" I hiccupped through my sobs "I'm just so h-happy" everyone started laughing at my reaction, but I was just so happy that they were all accepting and happy for us. I loved all of them so much and even though they had been a big part of my life for almost a year sometimes I still questioned if they actually liked me or just tolerated me for Jimin's sake, or if they thought I wasn't good enough or pretty enough for their best friend. Having all of them here and happy for me, for us just reminded me of how lucky I am, and how far I had come from the person I used to be. I eventually calmed down in Jimin's embrace while everyone talked about baby showers and what gender it could be, they all yelled at Jungkook because he was gloating that he was the first one to know, his pride was short lived after Jimin told everyone that Jungkook cried like a baby and then they all laughed at him making him turn red. I was suddenly very tired. 
"How far along are you?" Joonho asked
"Only two weeks. Do you guys wanna see the jelly bean?" I pulled the pictures out of my pocket and passed them around, while they were all distracted I snuck out of the kitchen and sat down on the sofa, I was so happy, but I was so drained. Yoongi followed me and sat down next to me on the couch, I laid down and put my head on his lap, he started running his fingers through my hair 
"How are you feeling?"
"I'm tired" I yawned 
"I'll look into medicines you can take while pregnant okay? I don't want you to stop taking the ones you're on just yet because I don't want you to withdraw or hurt the bean" 
"Okay" I nodded and closed my eyes 
"Are you happy?"
"Ecstatic honestly" I smiled while I relaxed into his lap 
"Good" 
"Does this count as a house call doc?"
"You'll get a bill for the five dollars" he laughed making my head bounce, I fell asleep on the couch with my head on Yoongi's lap feeling completely happy for the first time in my entire life. 

Some cute stuff ♡♡

Also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOONGI 🖤🖤