My Fat Ass Self a Park Jimin ff/smut 18+

Chapter 48

"Sarah...what the hell?"
"I'm sorry.. I know..I know I said I wouldn't..but I couldn't help myself" 
"You should have asked me first!" 
"I said I was sorry! Don't yell at me!" 
"Well I'm pissed! We didn't even talk about this, you didn't even think to text or call me? You just did it?" 
"I know.." 
"What the fuck" he face palmed himself and tried to breathe "Jax is going to be here any day now, Rupert eats as much as we do, and now we have..?"
"Mocha..her name is Mocha.." I looked at the floor 
"Mocha. Now we have fucking Mocha" he rolled his eyes and sat down in the seat across from me
"I'm sorry.." I said softly "I used my money to get her though.."
"I don't give a fuck about the money baby, you know that. But who is going to take care of her while we're busy with Jax?" 
"In hindsight this was not a very well thought out plan..but when I saw her in the window my heart started to hurt so I went in to just look at her..but after I held her and fed her some yogurt treats..I..I had to have her…" 
"You do realize that a rabbit can't just stay in the house though right? Like we're gonna need to get an outside thing for her too?" 
"I know" I nodded as I held Mocha my new pet rabbit in my arms and petted her while Rupert sniffed her 
"You're the type of wife that is going to surprise me with a goat one day aren't you?" 
"I might.." 
He sighed "you have a big heart, and you love animals..it's another reason why I fell so in love with you. Your compassion..but baby..we can't just adopt every animal that makes your heart hurt.." 
"I know" I nodded and sniffled a little bit while I gave Mocha some lovins "are you gonna make me take her back?" 
"Of course not" he sighed and hunched his shoulders forward rubbing his face in his palms "but baby..can you please promise me I don't have to worry about coming home to a zoo one day?"
"Do I have to?"
He smiled "yes" 
"Okay" I sighed "I promise" 
"Promise...what?"
"That you don't have to worry about coming home to more animals…" 
"Show me your fingers and toes and say it again" 
"Fuck" I uncrossed my toes and held out all my fingers and toes 
"Don't cross your eyes either" he chuckled 
"God damn it.. okay..better?"
"Yes. Now say it again" 
"I promise you don't have to worry about coming home to more animals" 
"And?"
"And I promise I will not bring home anymore animals just because they make my heart hurt"  
"And?" 
"And Jimin is the bestest husband in the whole entire world and I love him with all of my heart" 
"I love you" he smiled and laughed 
"Don't you just love her though!!! Look how fucking cute and perfect she is with her big floppy ears!" I squealed and cooed as I held her up to him and gave her lovins making him chuckle 
"She is cute, I'll give you that" 
"Do you want to hold her?"
"Sure" he caved and took Mocha from my hands and held her while she sniffed him and let him give her love "did you buy the supplies for her?"
"The indoor stuff yes, but we do need to get her a pen of sorts for outside" 
He nodded as he rubbed her ears and smiled 
"Okay" he fed her a yogurt treat and smiled wide at her while she nibbled on it. 
I win. 
He loves her already. 
"How's your arm feeling?"
"Better" I smiled and sipped my iced coffee 
"Do you know what you want for dinner?" He asked while never taking his eyes off of the chocolate brown bunny in his arms 
"I don't know..do you want to go out? Have a date night?"
"Sure" he smiled up at me "are you sure?" 
"Yes! We haven't gone out on a date in a while"
"Okay, where to?"
"I don't know" I shrugged making him chuckle, he put Mocha down on the floor and watched her as she walked around the kitchen 
"Well..want to keep it basic or go all out?"
"Mmm...basic. Let's just put on some comfy clothes and go to a small diner" 
"Perfect" he smiled and stood up, he picked up Mocha and put her in her cage before extending his hand to me and helping me up from my chair, he kissed me softly "I love you"
"I love you too" I smiled and we kissed again before we went to our room and got changed, we each put on sweatpants and a band tee before we left the house. We listened to music as he drove to a small diner down the street from the house 
"Aw mannnnn" I whined as he put the car in park
"What's wrong love?" 
"I have to pee and Jax is stomping the fuck out of my bladder" 
He started laughing as he rubbed my stomach 
"Jax, please stop giving mommy a hard time" 
He tried to reason with the fetus that was currently playing stomp the yard on my bladder making me laugh as he gave Jax a fake scolding 
"Let's go before I pee all over your seat" I laughed as we walked into the diner "I'll be right back" I went to the bathroom and when I came out Jimin was sitting in a booth and had two glasses of soda next to him, I walked over and slid into the booth sitting next to him 
"I got us each a drink and put in for an order of disco fries as an appetizer" 
"Thank you! Oh my god I could kill for some fries right now" 
We sat in the booth eating, talking, laughing, and holding hands. I can't wait for nights like these with our son. 
When we were done and we got home we decided to watch a movie together in our bed, we got halfway through the movie when I fell asleep. 
When I woke up Jimin wasn't in the bed and I could hear pots and pans downstairs so I got up and walked  into the kitchen expecting to find Jimin making breakfast, instead I found an aggravated Hoseok. 
"Hey Hobi"
"Hi" he said shortly as he continued raiding my kitchen
"Where's Jimin?"
"Work"
"Oh..everything okay?"
"Yep" 
We stayed silent as he started making breakfast, I poured a cup of coffee and watched him cook 
"I'm assuming something happened which is why my husband is gone and you're in a bad mood?"
He put the spatula down and looked at me, he looked really torn up about something. He let out a long sigh 
"I fucked up Sarah. I blew a major deal..Jimin is at the office trying to fix it" 
"What happened?"
"I'm not too sure honestly.. I guess they just didn't like me. They refused to work with me no matter what I did. I bent over backwards for this contract and gave them literally everything they asked for and they still shot me down. I told Jimin and he's not mad at me, but he's really pissed off at them. I know it isn't my fault but I still feel bad about it you know?"
"I know love" I hugged him and rubbed his back "shit happens and people suck..but Jimin and his dad both know you busted your ass for this. Don't blame yourself" 
"I'm trying" he said softly as he held me in the hug. 
"Sooo..not that I mind..but why are you making me breakfast?"
He pulled away and let out a chuckle 
"Jimin was getting ready to cook when I called him so I swapped places with him" 
"Ah, got it" I giggled as I took a seat at the table and sipped my coffee. Hoseok and I had a great morning together, he left right before noon so I took Mocha outside to run around the yard for a bit, Rupert kept scaring her though every time he tried to sniff her. I posted a bunch of pictures of the two of them in the yard, Joon-ho and I ended up talking on the phone for an hour, then I ended up calling Liz and talking to her for an hour. I decided to start cooking dinner since I wasn't sure when Jimin would be coming home, he was supposed to be off but with everything that happened I wasn't surprised he was gone all day. I was listening to music and cooking in the kitchen when he finally came home
"Hey baby" he smiled as he kissed my temple and got a drink from the fridge 
"Hey love, get it sorted out?"
"Yeah, once they agreed to the contract though, I ripped it up. My dad was pissed, but the shit they were saying pissed me off so bad that I didn't want a contract with them anymore" 
"Damn" I shook my head as I kept cooking
"How was your day?"
"Uneventful. Hobi and I had a good morning..and then I wasted my afternoon in the yard with Mocha and Rupert" 
"That's a plus, how's my baby?"
"He must be tired because he hasn't moved at all today" 
"Aww poor little guy, he must know it's almost time to come out and decided to get more sleep in" he laughed making me smile
"What is that smell?"
"It's ground beef with zucchini noodles, mushrooms, onions, my homemade sauce, and garlic. I also put some cheesy garlic bread in the oven" 
"God I can't wait" he sighed out as he took a seat at the table "where's Mocha?"
"In her cage, I didn't want her to poop on the floor while I was cooking" 
"Makes sense" he laughed 
"Do you think I should be concerned he hasn't moved at all today? Like not even the slightest bit?"
"I don't think so, the doctor said it was normal for him to have a lazy day" 
"I guess so" I shrugged and turned off the stove, I plated our food and we sat down to eat. After dinner we took a shower and laid in bed together cuddling and watching tv. 
"What if something is wrong?"
"Baby don't stress yourself out okay?"
"I'm trying" I rubbed my belly and pushed down a bit but he didn't respond, I grabbed my phone and played music shoving it up against him but he didn't move. I was starting to get really concerned. He's moved every single day since I could feel him..it's not normal to go this long without him moving. 
"Relax babe" Jimin said as he kissed my temple 
"Can you hand me the vibrator?" 
"Um..yes..but why?"
"I want to see if he'll react to the vibrations if I shove it up against my stomach" 
"Do you genuinely feel like something is wrong?"
"I don't know.." I looked down and rubbed my stomach again, I started pushing down on him and felt the slightest bit of movement "he shimmied a little..but not enough" 
"You have an appointment tomorrow, let's just wait and see what the doctor says" 
"Okay" I said softly. I'm not sure why I was so worried and anxious but I had a really hard time falling asleep, I kept trying to move him and tell myself that everything was fine. 
By the time the morning came Jimin and I were both exhausted, he got ready for work while I laid there pushing on my stomach
"Everything is okay baby, relax. The doctor will take a look today and you'll see there was nothing to worry about" 
"I think my appointment is at nine, so at least I don't have to wait too much longer. Jin is taking me today right?"
"Yeah, he said he'll be here soon" 
"Okay" I nodded 
After we drank our coffee and kissed a couple of times he left for work and assured me everything was fine. I got dressed and texted Jin, he texted me back saying he had just pulled up. I didn't hesitate to run out to the car and get in 
"Hey babe, how's the baby?"
"He hasn't moved..like at all. So I'm a bit worried something is wrong" 
"I'm sure he's fine, don't stress out over it okay?" He smiled as he pulled away from the house, we got to my doctors appointment and I signed in, Jin and I sat in the waiting room 
"Park?"
I approached the desk "hi" I smiled
"Sarah, your appointment isn't until two thirty.."
"Oh..shit. okay, well I'll come back then" 
"Well, let me see what I can do" she hit a couple of keys on the keyboard and after a few moments of silence she smiled "I have a stress test machine available, so I'll take you back and set you up okay?"
"Oh awesome! Thank you!" I smiled "Jin, wanna come with?"
"Sure!" He smiled and got up from the chair, he followed me back to the room and they lifted my shirt and stuck a bunch of sticky wires to my skin 
"What is this?" He asked
"It tracks the movement of the baby, I get one done once every two weeks. It's really cool because each bump in the line is him moving. I'm looking forward to this one though because he hasn't moved in over twenty four hours..so hopefully it comes back that he's fine" 
We sat there talking while the needles barely moved across the paper..after a half hour the nurse came back in. After looking at the results she shifted the band around my waist and left the room again with the paper in her hands 
"That's weird.."
"What is?"
"Usually they tell me how active he is..but she looked worried. I feel sick.." 
"Just relax okay? I'm sure he's fine" he held my hand as my eyes watered. 
I knew something was wrong. 
After another half hour the nurse walked back in and took a look at the paper 
"We're going to give you an ultrasound okay?"
"Is everything okay?"
"Well, there's just no movement..so we're gonna check on him and make sure everything's good okay?" She smiled and I nodded while I gripped onto Jin's hand for dear life. She took all of the wires off of me and led us to the ultrasound room, I laid down and she put the cold jelly on my stomach and after moving the doppler around a bit she put her head down and left the room. 
"Jin..something is definitely wrong" 
"I know..just breathe. It's going to be okay" he hugged me while I laid there staring at the ceiling praying to whatever gods were out there that my baby boy would be okay. 
The nurse came back with a doctor and he moved the doppler over my stomach and stared at the screen. 
"You're due in two weeks.."
"Yes" I nodded 
He mumbled something to the nurse and then sat down on a stool so he was eye level with me
"Mr and Mrs park, I'm going to send you to the hospital for an emergency c-section. The baby has franken breeched himself, meaning his feet are stuck to his face and his head is upwards towards your ribs. My concern is that the pressure is too much. His heartbeat has slowed down drastically so it's better to take him out a little early. But he will be just fine I promise okay?" 
"Okay" I nodded, he left the room and I lost it. I was bawling so hard and Jin was holding me trying to get me to calm down, I eventually stood and pulled up my pants, we walked out of the doctors office while I cried like a baby the entire time. I couldn't breathe. My chest was too tight, my head was swimming, I was fucking horrified. Jin called Jimin and told him to meet us at the hospital, Jax was coming out today. 
Everything happened in a blur. One second I was in the parking lot of the obgyn, the next I was walking through the doors of the hospital. Jin did all of the talking because I still couldn't calm myself down. The nurses assured me everything was fine, but I didn't even hear them. My brain was too focused on Jax and the thought that I could lose him. I felt empty at the thought that my beautiful baby boy would never take his first breath, he would never feel the love of his parents, he would never laugh, grow old, have friends, prom, none of it would happen. 
I was in a gown and laid in a bed, they had wires and IV's hooked up to me monitoring Jaxson and I. I couldn't focus. Jin held my hand and kept telling me everything would be okay, I was so scared.
I'll never forget the way I felt that day. 
It was such a hopeless feeling. 
There was nothing I could do to save my baby's life. 
The doctors came in and tried explaining to me how everything was going to happen but I was too distraught to even hear a word they said. After laying there for what felt like hours while I sobbed and cursed at the world, I was wheeled into the OR. 
I sat on a cold table while they stuck a needle into my spine making me cry harder, they tried to calm me down because they couldn't operate with how high my heart rate was, they injected me with something to calm me down, they laid me down and put up a visor so I couldn't see past my chest
"Before we start, her husband has just arrived. I'm getting him prepped now" 
"Okay" 
I stared at the ceiling, my tears had finally dried up and I started to feel calm, Jimin practically ran into the room, he had a scrub top on, a hair cap, gloves, and a face mask on. I could only see his eyes. 
His beautiful crescent eyes that had tears in them. 
"I'm here baby, it's okay" he caressed my cheek while I let out another sob, he held my hand and stood by my head as they started the cesarean. 
I practically held my breath the entire time.
He watched every move they made. 
"There he is, grab his foot" the doctor spoke
This is it.
They're going to pull him from my womb and I'll have a moment to say goodbye before we have to put my baby in the ground. 
Time stood still. 
"He's not breathing" I heard the nurse whisper 
Jimin turned pale and I felt his hand slip from mine as tears started to run down his face, there was fast movements and then finally a scream broke through the silence. 
Jaxson Park. 
He screamed at the top of his baby lungs as Jimin and I released the breaths we had been holding. He squeezed my hand and looked down at my face 
"He's beautiful baby, you did it" 
"We would have you cut the cord Mr Park, but given the circumstances we can't have you on this side of the room" 
Jimin nodded at the man's words before looking back down at me. 
I was crying again, but this time from relief. He caressed my face and talked to me about what they were doing. They swaddled him in a blanket and handed him to Jimin, Jimin cried as he held his son close to his chest, he held him close to my face so I could see him, I cried harder and kissed his little head while he cried and kicked his legs trying to get out of the blanket. After a few pictures were taken, they took his footprints, and his fingerprints before they took Jax and placed him in a bassinet and ushered him to another room, Jimin stood with me holding my hand while they stitched me up. 
Once we were out of the OR and in our private room Jimin kissed me so hard he took my breath away, we both sobbed as he held my head in his hands and kissed me sloppily. We were both so overwhelmed with the days events. They brought Jax in, he was in a plastic crib like contraption on wheels, after discussing his name and signing papers Jimin picked him up and laid in the bed next to me, he handed Jax to me and I cried harder while I held him close to my chest. 
My beautiful baby boy. 
Jaxson Park. 
He was perfect. 
Eight pounds, eight ounces, and twenty one inches long. He looked exactly like Jimin. Just a tiny version of the love of my life. Perfect.
Jimin and I laid there with our son holding him, kissing him, taking pictures, and crying. 
My eyelids were so heavy as I stared down at my son, Jimin was feeding him a bottle and smiling wider than I had ever seen. The love in his eyes made me breathless. 
I fell asleep. 

He's finally here ❤💜
Ps. This is how my son came into the world. Damien sure as hell knew how to make an entrance and scared tf out of me and my mom.
Btw, I purposely had the doctor call Jin Mr Park. He wasn't her usual doctor and hadn't met Jimin. It's not a typo. ♡