Imagine [L.H]

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LUKE'S POV:

I sat up in bed, still about seventy-five perfect asleep.

It was dark except for the little light coming from underneath my door.

I threw the blanket off me; my body coming in contact with the goose-bump causing coldness.

I shivered as I made my way downstairs, hearing the soft thuds of footsteps in the kitchen.

"Want breakfast?" Michael asked, smiling wide as if nothing happened last night.

"I'm sick of that damn canned soup and no," I muttered and sat down on one of the stools besides the shiny, marble counter.

"Is everything alright?" He asked, leaning on the cold counter for support.

"No," I whispered.

How could I be okay when he confessed feelings I didn't feel back?

I'm not homophobic, but it's weird; he's my best friend. I've known him for almost three years, how could I be 'alright'?

"Are you okay?" Michael asked, running a hand through his faded green hair.

I stayed silent for a moment, "I'm alive."

I watched as Michael stared at me with pity in his eyes.

"You have to move on Luke," he said quietly.

"And if I don't?" I scoffed. "Not everyone moves on that fast. She died a week ago for God's sake! You don't always move on from someone you cared so much for, Mikey. You don't understand that," I remarked and bopped his nose.

"But I've-"

"Fuck this, I'm going out," I muttered and stood up from the stool I was sitting on.

"Don't think you wanna go outside half-naked," he mumbled and pointed a finger towards my bare chest.

I looked down to see I was in my penguin boxers.

"My love for penguins is unexplainable and infinite," I exclaimed and stormed out of the kitchen and up the stairs.

I bet it was hard to take me seriously; an eighteen year old who was obsessed with penguins and warm hugs.

I'm practically still a child, pfft, I am a child.

I tugged on some black sweats, a gray v-neck, and a black hoodie over that, and grabbed my backpack.

I ran a hand through my hair, trying to somewhat style it.

"Where are you going?!" Michael yelled from the kitchen.

"I have no idea," I yelled back, and with that walked out the door and into the outside.

Maybe I should go out on a run, we are running low on matches and that stupid canned soup we lived off of.

I'll go out for about two hours then come back so I wouldn't leave Michael for too long.

I can't believe Michael loves me.

I mean, I love him too, but in a brotherly way.

It didn't feel right and I don't know why.

Maybe it's the fact that we kinda grew up together, although we've only known each other for three years.

It was an odd feeling; knowing someone loves you when you don't love them the same way.

Is it wrong that I feel bad?

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This is all for now my brain and heart are not okay rn.

SO MUCH IS HAPPENING:
1) LIVESOS
2) Imagine almost has 400 views
3) Twd which isn't 'till Sunday but STILL
4) New story heyyy it's called "I will prove you wrong" it's a Luke one which is all I have to say (Chapter 2 will be up tomorrow maybe so yay)
5) REMEMBER TO FORGET BY _smilelikeniall IS AMAZING AND TODAY'S UPDATE HAD ME FEELING FEELS AND *sigh*
6) I went to hot topic and got:
•2 5 Seconds of Summer shirts (The one with the dog and a muscle tee one that has a speaker thing in the front)
•like like 5 pins 4 5 Seconds of Summer ones and 1 Twd one
•Twd poster don't judge me
•and a chain thingy of 5 Seconds of Summer where I can put my ID card
•I also fan girled with the cashier

STORY TIME:

Okay so after I got out of the dentist I went to the mall with my sister and I went all out on most of the 5 Seconds of Summer merchandise in hot topic.

So, when I went to go pay the cashier (Mayra) looked at me all weird, then said "You like them too?"

And I legit screamed "YES" inside hot topic, oops.

This fricking girl then told my sister that she lives with an amazing human and I love her.

The best part is; she was the manager.

END OF STORY TIME

I LOVE YOU GUYS SO SO MUCH AND IF YOU WANT TO FAN GIRL OVER 5SOS PM AND WE WILL FAN GIRL TOGETHER!

I'll have the whole week next week off, so expect random updates at random times.

Anyways, thanks for reading!

Once again; I love you all so much and thank you for 370+ views!

Excuse any mistakes I made.

Bye guysssss!!!

~xoxo~

Linda