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It'll Be Okay[V]

~!Mentions self harm!~

Violet sits on the cold tiled floor of your shared bathroom. She sits with her back perched against the porcelain bathtub as she twirls a pair of scissors between her fingers. She watches at the metallic object shines, glinting with every sliver of light that flickers over its clean edges.  

Thoughts continue to eat away at her. Her own mind claiming that shes not enough, telling her that the people that 'love' her only do it out of pity.

She ponders why she hasn't done anything yet, why she hasn't left the shitty world behind to leave to a more relaxing and safe place, away from her thoughts, away from any harm that she inflicts to herself.

'You're useless' her mind claims, her fingers consciously stopping the continuous twirling movement of the scissors before gripping them, placing the sharp end of the object along the fragile skin of her wrist.

'No one will miss you. Just get it over with' tears slip down her cheeks as she presses more pressure onto her scarred wrist.

'You don't deserve anyone. You just deserve pain' a sob leaves her lips, her hand pulling the blade vertically across her wrist, a familiar crimson red seeping from the fresh wound. She winces at the burning sensation but she pays no attention to it as her unstable mind begs for more pain, more attention.

She drags the blade one,two, three more times along her skin, each cut becoming deeper and more aggressive.

'You deserve this' 

By now a long,thin trail of blood flows continuously down her arms, dripping from her arm and down to the tiled floor.

Violet stares at her new,self inflicted wounds, watching as the dark red liquid seeps down her arm. She continues to cut, ignoring the intense burning sensation that flows through her wounded limb.

She's so lost in thought as she continues to cut that she hadn't heard the front door slam, she just continues to inflict as much pain as possible. After all 'Its what she deserves'.

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You walk through the front door, closing it behind you with an aggravated slam. Work was stressful and all you've wanted to do this entire day is hold Violet in your embrace.

You leaned your back against the door, taking in a deep breath before letting it out in a tiring sigh before you walk further into your home.

"Babe?!" you call out "I'm home!."

You place your keys down on the kitchen counter while looking around the seemingly empty house. Most lights were turned off and the house was deadly silent.

You frowned when there was no sight of your favorite blonde. You knew she was here, her car was parked just outside the house. So where could she be?.

You just shrugged your shoulders before walking down the hall, planning on checking the rest of the house before you go into sheer panic. You continue to trail through the house, calling out for your green-eyed girlfriend as you enter every room until you enter your shared bedroom.

"Vi?. Baby you in here?" you questioned, a small spike of panic flowing through your veins when you look into an empty room but, it goes away when you see the small sliver of light coming from under your shared bathrooms door.