gus was in the studio with some friends working on stuff. he wanted me to come but i told him i didn't want to interfere too much with his music career. as much as i would love to sit there and here gus create the masterpieces he did there was a lot i needed to do for myself.
gus told me we were probably going to move to london soon. i wanted to talk to esha, life was going hella fast. but not only that i just wanted some time to myself to get things done around the house.
i finally took gus's clothes to the laundry room in the complex, he still hadn't cleaned his clothes from tour and was still going out in my dudes clothes.
i was sitting waiting for his stuff to be done in the dryer alone. i decided to go to instagram. i pressed the icon to post and waited for my camera roll to load up.
it was some photos i had taken in the mirror of gus's apartment.
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vixen: missing my personal photographer eshabugz 😭
eshabugz: i miss my little witch friend 😭 vixen: esha come visit me >:(
lilpeep: damn, that's my babygirl.
lilpeep: my monkey 🙈🙈🙈
skye.sallow: oh she BAD BAD
skye.sallow: WTF LIL PEEP COMMENTED. ANSWER MY TEXTS RN BITCH ASS. vixen: @skye.sallow omfg skye.sallow: when she quotes a lil peep song all of a sudden 🙈 vixen: @skye.sallow 🙈 🙈 🙈 lilpeep: @vixen 🙈
lilpeep4lifexoxo: OMG SHE'S SO PRETTY
omfglilpeep: i saw her at the nyc show, i love ur fashion!
trippieredd: 😍
willow.walker: omg vixen i miss you! but bitch trippie redd really be out here commenting. 😩
i only read a few comments because i don't like to get too involved in the hate on instagram. it throws me off and could kill my mood. i was happy gus commented.
i got gus's stuff out of the dryer and took the walk back to his home alone. i let myself in and placed his clean and folded clothes by the closet for him to put away.
i sat on the bed.
i called esha.
"what's up girlie?" she says, she sounds kinda sick.
"are you ok?"
"yeah, just a little sad right now," she sighs. i instantly press facetime and she answers.
she is sitting in bed with tissues by her side and puffy eyes, plus a puffy nose.
