A girl who can see the death of whomever she touches or touches her.
A boy who she cannot see his death even when he touches her.
Meet each other's world and make it dysfunctional.
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Chapter 48. "Thank you, my first love"
"Gavril stop. Stop all of this. Why do keep on insisting on what you are believing for? Kung ano ang iniisip mo sa tingin mo ay tama!"
"Bakit hindi ba, Roux? Alam mo, hindi na rin kita maintindihan minsan. Hindi ko alam kung iniiwasan mo ba ako dahil sa note o sa nakita mo tungkol sa akin or may mas malalim pang dahilan. You run off my house when you knew that it's my father's portrait. Tell me, Roux!"
"Hindi mo na kailangang malaman, Gavril. Dahil aalis na ako rito."
"Mahal na mahal kita, Roux pero parang pagod na ako..."
The memories of what happened yesterday keeps on lingering in my mind. Paulit-ulit na umi-echo sa tainga ko ang sinabi ni Gavril. Ramdam ko ang sobrang emosyon nang sabihin niya iyon. I don't understand myself but I felt so guilty right now. Gavril gave everything for me, his time, his effort and his love.
"If I die...I just want to tell you how much I love you...I am scared now not because I know that I am gonna die soon, but because I am scared not to see you and to be with you when I die."
He is always there for me to lighten up my darkest days. He changed everything that I believe for. He taught me to be brave and face the problem and show how wonderful the life is. But I always made him suffer and keep on pushing him away, I always hurt him.
"Maybe because, all this time, I felt so alone. I felt that, that nobody cares for me."
"Sometimes, I wonder what if I gonna die, will they spend some of their time for me? To look or check on me? To care for me and to show that they love me? Will I be able to get the attention that I have been waited for so long? Are they gonna go back home? I am waiting for that to happen my entire life, Roux."
"To feel that I am worth it. To feel that I am valuable. To feel that, they love me the way I am loving them."
"Am I really that selfish if I wish for that?"
Naaalala ko 'yong mga panahong lumalayo ako sa kanya. Alam kong nasasaktan ko siya sa tuwing gusto ko at sinasabi kong lumayo na siya sa akin, alam ko na sa bawat pag-iwas ko ay labis ko siyang nasasaktan. Hindi ko man gustong gawin 'yon pero wala akong magawa.
"And do you think, ignoring and avoiding me will change everything? Na parang buhay pa ako, Roux para mo na akong pinapatay."
"Don't push me away again, Roux. It's like it is killing me from the inside when you want me to stay away from you. So, please don't, don't kill me my feelings and my love for you, Roux. We will be together always, to infinity and beyond, until forever."
Hapon na at hindi ko alam kung saan ako balak dalhin ng aking mga paa. Kanina pa ako palakad-lakad dito sa village namin kasama si Sham-sham. Kanina ko pa iniisip si Gavril at ang nangyari kagabi at kung ano ba ang dapat kong gawin. Halo-halo na ang nasa isip ko at sobra na akong naguguluhan.
