Prologue
"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened."~ Dr. Seuss
I can't believe what just happened. How did I just let that happen? Why did I let that just happen? I feel so dumb and selfish! I hate myself... I will never forgive myself.
I drag myself away from that place. That place that reminds me so much of him; but in reality everything remindes me of him; the sun, the moon, smiles, blue, snapbacks, love...everything...
I know it was my own fault. I should have stopped myself. I know nothing good lasts forever.
I try to replay everything that had just happened but it was all too quick. All I remember is his last word ''Forever...' Why? Urgh! Why did I let him near me? Why did I let him ruin me? Why did I let him ruin my life? Why did I let myself go?!
In my room, with the door locked and the curtains closed, I sit in the corner of my room with all our albums out. I sit here crying over what used to be, what was taken from me, what belonged to me... I sit here drowning in our all our memories....
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Drowning- A Conor Maynard Love Story
FanfictionDROWNING SERIES: BOOK 1 Meet 18 year old Anna Edwards. Three words to describe her? -Organised -Trustworthy -Guarded Now meet 20 year old Conor Maynard. Three words to describe him? -Famous -Cocky -Egoistic Anna knows exactly what she wants in life...