In which their lives go on.
BOOK 1 : UNDERCOVER
BOOK 2 : DETECTIVES
TITLE USED TO BE : LAST FIRST KISS.
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Finished - December 2020
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Amelia
After half an hour of just standing around in my bathroom - trying to digest the news, I put the plastic covers over the tips of the sticks and left them besides the sink. I went back to the living room to retrieve my phone and read a few messages from Jay.
Jay Hi baby, Tim told me you left early Everything okay?
Amelia Yeah, of course! Coming home soon?
Jay Was supposed to, but everyone's meeting at Molly's tonight Do you wanna go?
I thought about it for a few seconds and I wasn't sure saying yes was the right thing. I had to tell him today, I couldn't wait or else I'd freak out and it wouldn't be fair to him. Maybe I could tell him after we came back from Molly's. That would work.
Amelia Yeah why not! What time, baby?
Jay 7, do you want me to come pick you up? I'm staying at the district until then
Amelia No need, I'll meet you there handsome
Jay Alright beautiful, see you there Love you
Amelia Love you too
I put my phone down and looked at the time. It was currently 5 so that left me enough time to get ready and stress about tonight a little - great. I started by taking a shower and as I undress, I couldn't help but stand sideways in front of the mirror. I imagined myself with a much bigger belly, like I would have in a few months. I smiled to myself, gently caressing it. I couldn't believe it. I was going to have a baby. For three years I believed I would never be able to, but here I was - pregnant with the love of my life's baby. So many things had changed over the years and I was grateful for them all. Before I met Jay, I had never thought I would make it this far. Hell, I didn't think I'd make it out of my undercover gig.
I got in the shower and washed my body, leaving my hair dry. I was insanely lucky to be here today and to be doing so well mentally and physically. I could have been much worse after everything, but I got lucky with the amazing people that surrounded me. As I thought about everything, I realized I had nothing to be worried about. No matter what would happen, I knew I would have someone by my side to help and support me. I had nothing to be afraid of anymore.
I dried myself after my shower, picked an outfit, did my hair and makeup and everything else I needed to do to get ready. I was ready right on time to leave the apartment. I drove carefully to Molly's, trying to concentrate on the road rather than on my nervousness. Ten minutes later I made it but I stood in front of the door for another five. I took deep breaths, realizing that the chances of people offering me alcohol was high- and I usually never refused. I would definitely have to tell Jay soon or make up an excuse. I pushed the door open and was welcomed by the warmth of the bar along with the smell of alcohol and perfume.
I smile at a few person I recognized and made my way to the table where the whole Intelligence team was sitting. I greeted Jay first with a soft kiss on his lips along with a smile. Then I greeted everyone else with a hug before settling behind Jay with my arms wrapped around his shoulders. There weren't any chairs left, so I decided to stand until someone left.
They instantly brought me in the conversation, but I had trouble concentrating. All I wanted at that moment was to tell Jay I was pregnant. This was such great news and I couldn't just keep it to myself. I just hoped he didn't change his mind about finally wanting kids. I knew he didn't before and just recently changed his mind, he could just as easily change it back.
"Hey Amelia, want a beer?" Hailey asked, handing me one. I froze for a few seconds, making everyone turn to me. I blushed at the thought of me lying to a team of detectives and shook my head.
"No, I'm good thanks." Hailey and Jay frowned at me.
"Since when do you say no to a free beer?" Hailey pushed, already suspicious. Jay turned his whole body to me, looking at me from head to toes.
"Since, uh," think of something, "I can't." Because I'm driving, I should have said.
"You can't?" Hailey repeated as Jay kept observing me. I simply nodded, looking down at Jay with a slight smile on my face.
"I can't. And I won't be able to for the next eight months or so." I spoke up, unsure if I was jinxing it by telling everyone way too soon. Though the look in Jay's eyes when I said it confirmed that I did the right thing by telling them.
"No way." Jay stood up and held my hips gently as he smiled up at me. I nodded, tears welling up in my eyes as I smiled back at him.
"We're pregnant, Jay." I announced, making everyone around us cheer and clap their hands loudly. Tears rolled down my face as Jay picked me up and held me close to him. I noticed Jay's eyes were a little watery as well and I kissed his nose softly.
"Congratulations Jay Halstead, we're having a baby." I told him. He shook his head in disbelief, smiling widely.
"I love you so much, Amelia." He kissed me softly and we took our sweet time with this kiss, celebrating the life we had unknowingly created. I was over the moon with everyone's reactions and I couldn't wait for the first doctor's appointment so we could make it even more official.
After a while of talking and celebrating with our friends, Jay and I went back home in my car since Jay had come with Hailey. As soon as we got into the apartment, I smiled as I pushed Jay against the door roughly but still careful not to hurt him. I leaned up and kissed his neck as his hands found my waist quickly, caressing me. He groaned as my lips got to his sweet spot, making me smirk against his skin. He gripped my thighs and helped me jump up so he could hold me up.
Jay carried me to our bedroom, gently pushing me down on the bed as he crawled on top of me. He was gentle and caring, trying his hardest not to put any weight on my stomach. I touched the skin on his shoulders and made my way down to his waist. I pulled his shirt up so he could take it off - which he didn't lose any time doing. I did the same with mine and we kept going until we were completely undressed. I thought it was crazy how much his touch affected me the same way it did three years ago. It still felt like electricity running through every single nerve in my body.
I felt like I could explode anytime when Jay pushed his lips lightly against my core, licking me up and down. The pleasure made me shiver but I was trying so hard not to move that I controlled it by letting out a moan followed by Jay's name. He groaned softly against me, adding two fingers to his unholy torture. His other hand made its way up and down my body, touching every single inch of it. Then it rested on my stomach, caressing it gently as he stopped what he was doing to lean up a little.
I calmed my breathing down a little as I watched Jay leaning up to my stomach and peppering small pecks all over it. I smiled to myself as he looked up at me with the biggest smile on his face.
"We're having a baby." He stated and I nodded, chuckling. Jay left one last kiss to my stomach before coming up to my face. He kissed me softly as I held his face between my palms. His hips pressed against mine just as he looked up at me, like he was asking for permission without really asking. I nodded, bringing him back in for a kiss. He lined himself up with my core and slipped his cock in, making me feel each and every single inch of him. I moaned loudly at the feeling that still felt amazing after all this time.
That was one way to end the night.
_______________________ I freaking suck at endings lmaooo
