14 Years [GNR/Mötley Crüe]

10. Please?

William:

After they were done tongue fucking I stood around for a few more minutes before I finally had it and left the game. Now sitting here with my ideal partner, beer, was the only thing making me not lose it.

Why? Just why would she kiss him? The more I didn't wanna think about it the more times the image kept repeating in my brain.

I didn't know who I was more pissed at, Frankie for being able to do something I couldn't but wanted to for months now, or her for kissing him, even after she clearly knew how I felt about her. Like, yes sure. we aren't exactly in a 'relationship' so she isn't bound to me and can do whatever she pleases, but really? Some things are understandable without saying those and those included what I feel for her and what she feels for me!

Maybe she just heard everything about me and probably felt Frankie was a better choice, he was cooler, better looking, not as much trouble, taller, he was better than me and maybe she realized that.

I think I should go home because as I sat here brooding I could, hear others clearly having a good time and that was only pissing me off more.

"Yo, guys can anyone of you drop me?" I heard Nadia say in the other room

"I will drop ya." I heard Frankie reply, Perfect now what, go to her house, continue to make out and then end up fucking each other?

"Hey dude, why are you sitting here all alone." I looked up and saw the drunken form of Billy. The guy was in English with me. A pain in the ass.

"Man.. Not a good time. Just leave me alone."

"Aww, why not? What happened? You can talk to me." He said putting his hand on my shoulder

"Nothing. I am fine. I am perfect. Why don't you leave?" I said taking a deep breath

"Fine, fine you are perfect. But so is your sister. I saw her at church last week, what a bomb. I mean I would totally fuck that, like have you seen....." That's It, I had no control or sense of time as I felt a blinding rage overcome me. I curled my fingers into a fist and as it met with his cheek, knocking him over the table. Who does this asshole think he is, to come and talk to me in that tone about my own sister.

Anyway, I needed a punching bag, and unfortunately for him, he provoked me into assigning that role to him.

I bend down and was delivering a blow of punches on his face as him talking filth about my sister, Nadia kissing Frankie, My father strangling me against the wall, came flashing to my mind. His blood and my own blood from my now wounded knuckles were starting to blend as I watched his nose and lip area cover-up in blood.

I heard a bunch of screams behind me as I felt a bunch of arms pulling me away from Billy, I tried hard to resist, but they combined were too much for me.

"Man calm down okay, calm down." I was hearing a bunch of voices, I couldn't really process who they were as I was being pulled out of the room and into the living room.

I looked around for Billy, but he was too far away now as my eyes wandered they met with a familiar pair of hazel brown eyes. She looked shocked and scared. Scared of me. I looked at her, trying to calm myself down. I saw Tommy walk up to her and say something as she continued to look into my eyes from across the room. As Tommy left, I saw her walk towards me.

"Dude, I think you should leave. If you stay here problem will increase, he was saying he is gonna complain. And almost everyone who goes to school with us saw what happened. So." Tommy was explaining to me. I nodded and walked towards the door ignoring her, as I reached my car I stopped. I know she was following me out. What does she want now? I guess she has done enough.