fuckboy • k.sy

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A shaken up Jieun entered her home, slamming the door shut behind her and locking it. She hurried to turn on the lights and closed every curtain, taking many measures to make sure no one could spy into her house. It appeared the encounter took more of a toll on Jieun than it had appeared to earlier.

She then sat on the couch in her living room and stared at the bag of items leaning horizontally on the table. Her appetite had disappeared.

On the other hand, Soonyoung had gotten worried that Jieun wasn't feeling well or doing okay. And after being bugged by his own thoughts to text her, he eventually caved and did so, signalled by the responding noise from Jieun.

She lazily reached for her phone that sat on the coffee table. It was just a hair's length away. But deciding that due to her rule that stating anything she couldn't reach on the couch was not important, Jieun ignored the notification. Only to continue staring into nothingness. And then be interrupted by another noise from her phone. She couldn't see who it was from since the screen was faced down onto the table and tried ignoring the sounds. But after almost continuous beeps, Jieun grabbed her phone in irritation.

Hoshi 🌟:
Jieun
jieunnnn
Jieun?
ik ur there
hello?
answer me pls
im worried about you
😕

Me:
donut worry im here noww

Hoshi 🌟:
YOURE ALIVE THANK GOD
I ALMOST HAD A HEART ATTACK

Me:
but wut do you want???

Hoshi 🌟:
i just wanted to check on you bcs you just came back and slammed your door
is everything okay?

Me:
not really|
not re|
n|
im fineee
you dont need to worry

Hoshi 🌟:
you sure?
i dont think people usually slam doors if theyre fine
im just worried for you

Me:
are you always this prying lol
im good

Hoshi 🌟:
okay...
...

Jieun looked at her phone, biting her lip. She was wondering whether to tell him or not. She didn't want to be a burden and bury him with all her troubles. Taking a small yet deep breath in, Jieun began typing...

Me:
um
actually
youre right
im not doing good

Hoshi 🌟:
i knew it
well
do you want to talk abt it?
of course only if you want to

Me:
yea
lets talk
so basically
just before i moved into the apartment i was in a relationship with someone
lets call this person B
b for bastard and also because i hate everything abt him

Hoshi 🌟:
lmfaoooo
continuing pls
imma let you just rant and i'll just listen/watch

Me:
he was like i said
a bastard
a manipulative and dishonest one
but i didnt catch onto that
and he made me feel terrible about myself, always forcing me to do things that would 'improve me' and i believed B and did those things to 'make myself better'
i thought that i wasnt good enough and tried harder for him
but B always kept pushing me to improve
which isnt bad normally but it was just so toxic
like the ways he treated me and spoke to me
he would say terrible things about me and spit shit out of his mouth when i wasn't to his liking
but i was in love with him so i stayed without realising how terrible he was
and all my friends and family were telling me how unnatural and toxic our relationship was and they showed me all the evidence that this was not healthy and changed my mind about him

Me:
they basically saved me
so being heartbroken i yelled at him and shouted at him telling him how horrible he was
and this man had the audacity to even fucking say he was sorry
B was obviously lying and i was never going to give him a second chance or believe him
so i left him for good and moved here
where i am so much happier

Hoshi 🌟:
wow
he's a terrible person and i'm glad you're alright
but that doesnt exactly sound like something you would be physically angry at

Me:
yeah
thats bcs i wasnt angry
tiger? 

(ignore me if you want but sTepHaNie sOo wHo??!!?!!?!)

Hoshi 🌟:
did you just call me tiger-
but yeah?

Me:
im scared

Merry Christmas and thank you for 2k!

I'm debating if I should make a Christmas special but idk

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