The Accident// N.H

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Zayns pov

  I kind of feel bad about leaving the band like I did. None of them did anything wrong especially Sarah. It is just really stressful for me right now.

Flashback

  Niall and Sarah just left to go to the doctor to see if her cast can come off already or not. I was watching a movie with Liam when my phone went off it was my sister Doniya.

  "Hey sis whats up?" I asked when i answers the phone.

  "Zayn where are you?" She asked me. She sounded like she was crying.

  "I am in Doncaster with the boys. We are about to leave for Cheshire why what's wrong. Why does it sound like you have been crying?" I asked her.

  "I need you to come here as fast as you can. Steven hit me. I am scared Zayn." She told me. I balled my fists and I walked out the door without telling Liam or Paul where I was going. I knew that I was going to get in trouble for this when Paul finds out but right now I could care less. No guy should ever lay a hand on a girl especially not one of my sisters.

  "Hey I am on my way. Are you out of there?" I asked her.

  "Yeah I am. I went to moms house right after it happened. Please don't do anything that will get you arrested. You can't get in trouble. You are in a band." She told me.

  "I don't care that I am in a band. I will give him what he deserves. I will talk to you later." I told her then I hung up. I saw him walking down the street with a smug look on his face.

  "What the hell you think you are doing walking around hitting a girl." I said.

  "So what if I did. What are you going to do about it. You can't do anything about it because you will get kicked out of that band you are in." He said. Before I knew what I was doing I drew back my hand and I punched him in the face.

  "That is what I am going to do about it. I don't care if I get kicked out of the band. You deserve it." I tell him. I hear someone call my name. I turned to see who it was and I felt his fist come in contact with my face. I fell to the ground and he was on top of me. I managed to get him off long enough to pin him and I started punching him again. I felt someone pull me off of him.

  "Zayn stop it you are going to kill him." Liam told me.

  "He deserves it after what he has done. For all I care he deserves to die." I tell him. I tried to get away from him but he held me. All of a sudden two people come running up to us. One of them goes to Stephen and one goes to me. I can see the ones mouth moving but I don't hear a word he is saying I am too focused on the guy I just beat up.

  "Zayn did you hear me I said why did you just do that." Paul said. When did he get here.

  "I did it because he deserved it. Let's go before I actually kill him." I said. I started to walk away but Paul stopped me.

  "No tell me why you tried to kill him first." He told me. I looked and saw that Liam was knelt down helping Stephen up.

  "Fine but you can't tell Liam or anyone else. I did it because he hit my sister." I told him. I looked down at my bruised knuckle.

  "I agree that he deserves that now but you can't go around starting fights like that. You could get in a lot of trouble and it would be bad publicity for the band. What if it were someone else had taken pictures and posted it everywhere. You are no longer just you now you have to think about the whole band." He told me. I nodded and we started heading back to the hotel. We entered and everyone was sitting on the bed with Louis sisters. I don't really know what happened after that but I know that I said I quit the band even though I didn't mean it.

End of flashback

  I feel so bad about it but I doubt any of the boys want to hear it. I am pretty sure that they all hate me. I didn't mean anything that I have to said. I was just mad that someone hurt my sister and all everyone cared about was the publicity of the band. That is all that it ever is about. I plan on talking to them after tomorrow's concert. All of us will have a good night's rest before we try to work this out. They have probably already told Simon what I said judging by how he has been blowing up my phone. I am just not ready to talk to him or any of them yet.