"Would you kill for love?" He sneered coldly.
"Love has destroyed me into the woman who stands before you. Broken, tethered, and utterly infatuated with a man who suffers the same fate as I." She said with a sorrowful chuckle.
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The story of a naiv...
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1995
Astoria could feel his hands on her waist, his breath on her skin, and his lips on the base of her shoulders. She let out a small whimper and did not want the sensation to subside. His fingers traced the sides of body. His pointer finger applied a sense of pressure when sliding up the sides of her rib cage. She lifted her arms to cradle his head and pull his hair. She felt him place passionate kisses along the back of her neck and on the top of her shoulder. Astoria felt adrenaline build up in her body, especially below her abdomen. She wanted this. She needed this. She spun around to cup the mans face in her palms and looked into his eyes.
It was Draco Malfoy staring down at her with hungry eyes.
He began to slip off her dress with his fingers when Astoria's eyes snapped open. She realized she had been dreaming. She had her first sexual dream about Malfoy.
It had been a couple of weeks since the encounter with Malfoy in London. Astoria had not told her friends about her trying to kiss him because she knew Pansy fancied Draco. So, she decided to keep to herself and not hurt her friends' feelings.
But lately, Astoria only had one thing on her mind. Sex.
She was becoming obsessed with idea that to feel like herself again she needed to get someone in bed with her. Astoria's head was spinning with the idea of getting laid.
She was beginning to fall off the deep end, but she figured once she got her fix everything would fall into place.
Astoria tried her best to shove the memories to the back of her mind. She did not want to always have Malfoy on her mind, but he was intoxicating. The things she thought about him doing to her was staring to cloud her mind. She needed a release.
Astoria was walking to charms class when she noticed Blaise Zabini standing at the doorway. He was looking rather attractive lately. Astoria shook her head and walked past him, and she noticed he shot her a smile.
Blaise ended up taking a seat next to Astoria which she thought was odd because she barely knew him or spoke to him, other than when he was with Malfoy.
"Hey Greengrass. Are you having a splendid Wednesday?" Blaise said while setting his book down on the desk.
"Oh-hey Blaise. Yeah, I guess I am." Astoria said awkwardly. Blaise leaned in to speak softy to Astoria.
"I know about you and Malfoy. He told me. Don't worry I won't tell anyone you fancy him." Blaise said while slightly nudging Astoria.
"Oh goodness I do not fancy Malfoy. I was drunk out of my mind in London. It was a fluke. Plus, I am sure Malfoy finds me repulsive, which is why he rejected me." Astoria said while shrugging her shoulders.
She was hoping Blaise would drop the subject and not mention Draco anymore. He was already on her mind so much; she did not want to add to the fire with "what if." Blaise leaned in gripping Astoria's hand making her look at him.
