Into My Own League

Chapter 54 ( Max) (Closet Space )

" I can't believe you did that " I yell and slam the door behind me and then gently sit her down .

We are in a closet a pretty big closet it was the 1 st place I seen I was just so concerned with getting her out of there away from them perv eyes .

" Really it is just a bra like a bikini top ." She exclaims in a snotty way

How can she think that ?

I know what was is going on in their minds especially When she threw the shirt at Marco I am going to have a time cleaning that mess up .

I am so mad at her . She knew she was doing it I know she is drunk  but she knew .

" You know every time they see you they will think of you taking your top off " I shout and then kick a box that is on the floor Thank God it was empty cuz it did not hurt .

" Well at least they don't think I hooked up with 2 different guys all summer and then got back with my boy friend and still going with them ." She shouts back at me

I see hurt in her eyes I don't want her to feel a one ounce of pain .

" I am sorry " I say calmly

"Just stop " she says and crosses her arms

Did what I said she did cause her to act out like this  . It hurts even more to think I may the reason for her striping in front of them idiots .

" I am a idiot you done that just now because you are mad that I said that I am so sorry. I am a idiot who has the most beautiful girlfriend and I am messing up ." I say

" It is your fault . You let your insecurities come between us once again ." She shouts

I walk closer to her . And rub her arm and to my surprise she lets me then I say

" Baby lets not let this come  between us I am sorry my insecurities got to me like they have before but I was mad but I never wanted to be broke up not for one second . "  I beg

She shakes her head and curls fall down then tears fall down.

" You believed her over me Max . And you know she wants you ." She shouts

" I don't give a f**k what she wants I want you and only you ." I shout

Her expression has changed maybe I am getting threw to her .

" If you want me then how can you believe so easily I would do that ." She asks

" No it's because I want you that I believe it for that small time when I really thought about it I knew you better , but it drives me crazy to think of you and another man . So I went crazy for a little bit but it was over you . " I say

She leaps into my arms and kiss me . I fall back a bit , but I quickly gain back my balance. I rub her 2 arms and then hear her moan . It come to my knowledge that she is just in a bra so I start to undo it but then she pulls back and slightly slaps my hand .

What the f**k ?

She is pacing back and forth . She looks worried not to mention drunk .

" What is wrong Mia " I say sternly

She looks at me for a second then she says

" Marco has my shirt "

" It's ok baby I will go get it ." I say and turn to go out the door .

" Wait I didn't mean to you made me mad that is why I played but I don't know why I even talked to that a**hole Marco in the 1 st place .

" It is fine , I will be right back " I say and kiss her head Then I say lock the door I will say it me when I come back .

I find the Piece of Sh** that is Marco Lorax and say

" Give me my girlfriend's shirt "

"Nah I think I will keep it until I hook up with her later ." He says with a sly smirk

His words even though I know they are not true still makes my blood boil .

"We made up so no need for that ." I say

" You know I can have who ever I want it is only a matter of time . " he says and I think he really believes it

I spot her top on the couch so I grab and say

" We will see about that ."

I knonk on the closet door and say it is me Mia opens the door and lets me in then she is back to walking back and forth  .

What is she so worried about ?

I toss her the shirt she says

" Thank you " and starts to put it on .

" That is not necessary you can put it on later ." I say

She gives me a look I can not read . She then drops the shirt and says

" You really hurt me when you believe her over me . "

" It was not like that " I stutter but it really wasn't I just got so mad .

" You wanted to get even is that why you hung out with Marco ." I ask

" Maybe self-consciously " she admits

" I never meant for it to go that far ." She adds and I believe her.

" It is fine both of them is the past we are each other's future." I say

She gives me a little smile and walks closer and then kiss me . I pick her and put her on a shelf And I am sure kissing her . I kiss down her neck to her shoulder. Then Mia push me back not hard but enough where I know she wants to stop . I back up and I can't imagine what she is about to say or do .

" I want this to work do you ." She asks

" Of course I do ." I say a little to loud

She walks over and gives me a small tender kiss .

" Then we can't sleep together for a while ." She exclaims

" What the f**k " I scream

" I want to be with you but not like this ." She explains even though I don't think I will ever understand.

" Ok so we won't do it tonight ." I say and put my hands in my pocket

" I think it will be longer that tonight . " she says

I feel like the room is spinning this has to be a crazy dream or a nightmare.

" Baby why ?" I ask as calmly as I can

" I want to know this is real " she says

" So sex is real you can't get no more realer then sex ." I say

She tilts her head ands says

" Max I feel like you don't trust me and that fact this information came from Michelle makes it so much worse ." She says

" I am sorry tell me what can I do to prove to you I love you am that I don't want her . That my crazy jealously actually came from a place of love ." I say

" You can do this just wait until I  know and then we can go back and be together ." She says

" What you want to break up ?" I snap and leap closer to her .

" No I just want to not have sex for a little while ." She says

And I feel relieved , I hate that we can't sleep together but I can't lose her so I will have to just not . I don't understand but but if I refuse I could lose her . So I kiss her hand and agree. !!!!!!!