Into My Own League

Chapter 74 ( Mia) ( The notebook )

As I finished the entire notebook I am filled with so much emotions, my heart feels heavy , relief , happy , but a touch of sad . There was so much written in this notebook . How he loved me , I mean I thought he did but now I know for sure and I now how much he loves me , he wrote his every emotion all of his feelings . My face is still wet from all my crying again some happy some sad yet though my face is wet it also feels dry , I guess where I been crying for so long . He still loves me it says so right in this notebook it also says he never really date anyone after me it was publicly stunt . He never moved on and he don't think he ever will unless that moving on is with me . I love him maybe even more now .
He loved me way before that night we went to the ball although that is when he couldn't hide it from himself any longer . There is so much written. In this note book and it is amazing, he writes about our memories and He also says that whatever broke us up didn't matter that we could make it threw it and he would never ask me about it he wouldn't even think about it again because all he wants is a life with me .

As I close the notebook I look up and see the sunlight peering threw the window . It is already morning .
I look at my phone and it is 9:07

I have read all threw the night and half of the morning .
I don't have any work to do since I took off because of Pier's wedding

Everything in this notebook makes a difference and especially the part where he says he wouldn't ask about why we broke up , I mean that matter because i if he knew his father was the reason it would hurt him so bad and I couldn't be the reason he would be so mad at him and maybe never even speak to him .

.I told my mother everything about Mr. Rogan, the notebook Max gave me .
And she was not 100 percent surprised .
We decided to come up with something to get him back now we realize it would be easy just tell him I love him and I want him back , so I called Pier to get his flight info .

         " Hey Pier I didn't meant to call you the night after your wedding I just well I wouldn't of it was not important " I say int the phone

            " oh ok what is it Mia " he asks

    " I need Max's flight information " I say quickly

        " ok but he has left at 7:00 am "  he tells me
I feel my heart sink

          " Are you by any chance having secound thoughts and wanting to get back with him " he asks

You would think it would be awkward after all we been threw but it is not at all .
  I just tell him the truth

         " I love him and I want to be with him I could call but I don't want to it seems so small I mean after what I put him threw broke up with him and wouldn't speak to him for years I am surprised the man even wants me " I say

     " I am not " Pier says
   

      " Hey if you want to go big I know. A way "
He tells me