Chapter 50 ( Pier) ( Past It )

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I am eating Cheetos on the way into the art class . I throw away the empty bag and then walk into the bathroom to wash my hands . I think about how really I only felt like deep feelings for 2 girls Mia and Shyanne as the soap lathers . I must drift into my thought cuz a boy beside me who is washing his hands says

" Hey man are you ok ."

This shakes me from my sad thought . I let the warm water run on my hands .

" Yea I am cool " I lie

He leaves and I grab a paper towel and dry my wet hands .

In art class I only think about art , here nothing else matters . It is almost like my mind is in another place .

After the gym I head home . I ignore 2 calls from the dirty blonde headed girl I hooked up with the weekend . I have been keeping my promise to myself with no hook ups on school nights .

But part of me believes if Shyanne wanted to hook up with me I would even if it was a school night . I hate I feel this way Casey is my friend and I have basically betrayed him though he don't know . However it has helped me understand Max a bit more . I know he had feelings for Mia . Maybe some how he couldn't help it . It hurt so much but I guess he was hurting too . I pull out my phone and call my old friend . He answers but it rings a few times .

" Hello " he says his voice sounds distance.

" What's up Man ? " I ask

" Nothing " he replies

" I had not heard from you in a few days " I say

" Yea it been a while " he says back

He don't seem like his self . I don't know what to say . I think of asking if he is ok but before I do he says .

" Pier I have to go I will call you back soon." He says and hangs up .

He is usually not like that I really can't describe how he seemed . I call Mia I know if something is wrong with Max she will know , not that they are on best terms but I still think she will know .

" Hey " she says she sounds all happy .

That is it Mia has moved on and Max knows so he is hurt . Which I am not use to

Max being tore up over a girl but that has to be it . Mia And I talk for about 20 mins . It is nice talking to her . I don't feel pain of them lieing and all there hook ups really I just want to get past it .

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