I suck, I'm a terrible person.
I seem like such a asshole in everyone's eyes. Someone crazy.
I don't mean to laugh when someone gets hurt or potentially die. I just don't know how to react.
I just laugh at every bad situation. I don't mean it, I really dont. I even laugh when it's me who gets hurt. Emotionally or physically. No matter what it is.
In the inside I feel such a different way then how I show it on my face.
I hate myself for that. I don't know why I'm like this.
My whole family thinks I'm a psycho and I'm not.
I don't want to be seen like a bad person. I want people to think I'm nice and good.
If only I could go back in time and fix every single thing I've done since birth. I probably wouldn't be like this.
I deserve every bad thing happening to me. At this point, why even bother..
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My Diary
RandomLike it says in the title, it's a diary. But people can read it. I thought this would be a funny idea and make my future self question my stupid entries. Despite being a diary, I won't be updating daily. ⚠️This is mostly venting, so there will be...
