I just got message from my dad that got me very anxious.
So, my dad pays child support and sends it to my phone number. I usually answer is "Hi dad, thanks". Like, how am I supposed to respond to that?
But now I don't respond to his messages because I don't feel comfortable doing so. The only reason I'm in contact with him is because he pays child support.
Today he sent the money but wrote something along with it made me feel very nervous. Like, I don't know what he meant but I'm not sure if I wanna open the chat.
I'll probably open the chat tomorrow.
My dad scares me sometimes although he was never there.
I really don't want to talk to him. I just feel so uncomfortable talking to him but of course my mom wants me to stay in contact with him. And for what?
I don't know, I feel that much love towards my dad. I don't feel that much love towards my mom and she's always been with me.
I'm so ungrateful...
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RandomLike it says in the title, it's a diary. But people can read it. I thought this would be a funny idea and make my future self question my stupid entries. Despite being a diary, I won't be updating daily. ⚠️This is mostly venting, so there will be...
