MY ULTIMATE FAN GIRL_(ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ ᴏɴ ʏᴏᴜ)

95:(Pang iinsulto)

Krissy pov:

"Jumin, who is she?" tanong nang lolo niya "She's my wife" parang pansamantalang tumigil ang mundo ko sa narinig. Kanina masaya pa naman sila, nagtatawanan, nagkukulitan about sa work at business tapos biglang....

OMG....JUSMIYO, PINAG GAGAWA NITO?

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Pasimple kong kinurut si jumin para bawiin niya ang sinabi dahil sobrang sama na ng tingin nila sakin kahit si mateo ganun din. "sillyehabnida?" (excused me), napatingin silang lahat sakin. "I just wanna say sorry about what jumin said. He's just kidding you know?" pinilit kong tumawa kahit halatang alangan.

After a few minutes, sinabayan ng papa ni jumin ang pagtawa ko pero iba yong pakiramdam ko sa pagtawa niya parang di maganda "Ofcourse, its not going to be serious hija" natigilan ako sa sinabi ng papa ni jumin.

"He's getting married soon with mina, what did you want to be his mistress?" diko alam pano mag rereak sa sinabi ng tatay niya. Parang may kung anong bagay ang biglang tumusok sa dibdib ko naramdaman ko nalang ang matinding pagkirut nito.

Alam ko naman na ikakasal na sila, pero diko naman pinangarap na tawagin akong kabit. Akmang tatayo na ako nung magsalita si jumin. Hinawakan niya ng mahigpit ang kamay ko naramdaman niya ata ang takot na naramdaman ko maging si mateo napahawak na din sa kamay ko to comfort me pero di yon kita ni jumin kasi nasa ilalim ng mesa ang isang kamay ko.

"Did i say YES?" pare-pareho silang natigilan sa sinabi ni jumin "I want to be good to mina because you really like her. I treat her like a good friend to me even she's not. I only ask you to be nice to my girl but you didn't!" hinawakan ko ng mahigpit ang kamay ni jumin para kasi maiiyak na ako.

Mas lalo akong nasaktan sa sinabi nung lola niya na maganda lang daw ako pero wala naman daw akong silbi sa pamilya nila. Ni wala akong ari-arian o kayamanan na pwedeng ipagmalaki nila. Nababagay lang na tawagin akong kabit dahil sumama ako sa apo nila kahit dipa kami kasal. Anong klase daw akong babae, kaladkarin?

Dun diko na napigilang di mag reak, dina kinaya pa ng sarili ko. Kahit pala anong tempe mo pag ganun kababaw ang tingin sayo sasabog ka sa galit kahit ingat na ingat kang di sila patulan dimo pa rin talaga maiwasan.

"I know i'm not part of those popular person in this world. I don't have anything to make you smile because of your wealthness. I don't even have a gold to give you by proving my love to him and considering that i deserve jumin!" pinigilan kong di maiyak, tinatagan ko ang loob di naman ako sinaway ni jumin.

"But i love him, i choosed him over my happiness. I am not a perfect, not perfect fit for your grandchild. But i am not a kinda of stupid to be his mistress, but i will fight him 'till the end no matter what the cause." napatanga si jumin sa sinabi ko.

Gusto ko na talagang maiyak, pero ayokong isipin nila na kaya ako nila dahil kung ngayon na mag jowa palang kami nagagawa na nilang laitin at insultuhin ako pano pa kung maging asawa ko na ito? I make things right, para marealize nilang maling hamakin ang iba. "My parents always teach me how to be good especially when they are older than me. But how can i respect those people like you who doesn't even know what is the meaning of RESPECT?" gigil na sabi ko.

Diko na talaga kaya pang mag tempe.

"You should know first know how to respect yourself and i am pretty sure i will respect you like what did you want me to do!" ngitian ko sila ng mapang asar. Alam kong nang gigil na sa galit ang step mom ni jumin dahil sinabihan pa niya akong bastus at walang mudo.

Sino kaya ang bastus samin, gayong sila ang di marunong magpakita ng respeto sa kapwa? Porke't dukha pwede na nilang lait laitin? Di naman ata tama yon!

"Maybe, you distract now because of my attitude. But i don't even care, i want you to know that i'm not a gold digger like what you said. First of all, i don't even know jumin is a superstar and yet a CEO, the first time i meet him he was only a delivery boy. I don't mind him but his actually nice to me the reason why we get closser." nag puzzled sa utak nila ang mga sinabi ko.

Gulat kayo nuh' dahil inisip niyong malandi ako kaya ko siya nakuha.

"Sounds funny but its true" i paused for a while habang sila may kanya kanyang emosyon may naeereta may nagagalit may natutuwa may naiinspired pero hindi ko alam ko alin ako dun? "I'm such a fan of him, he is the reason why i pursue my dreams. But i never knew that he was it, i never know that it can posibly happen to meet my ultimate crush but i don't know it was really him" napatitig si jumin sakin na parang natutuwa sa mga naririnig.

"Our love start to say hi and hello, in unexpected ways, on a crossroads happened. He doesn't even know that i was he's ultimate fan girl. And i never knew that he was my crush. Such a weird and funny stories. I'm kinda of shy type but when the time i meet him, i had more confident i almost exposed everythings i hide without hesitations." napangiti si jumin.

"That's how i love him, he accept me as being me he never cared what standards do we have. The state of fact, we love each other without regretions...." akala ko okay na kaso biglang...."Ow...such a wonderful love story" biglang singit ni mina hae.

"What do you think of yourself like a princess on a fairy tales story who meet her prince charming and they live happily ever after? In your dreams" saka sila nagtawanan ng madrasta ni jumin. Masyado ba akong naging madrama para mag react sila nang ganyan?

"Listen to me girl, weither you like it or not jumin is still marry me. We already settled everything and you?" sabay turo niya sakin. Akala ko sa mga pelikula lang nangyayari na may biglang kuntrabida. Sa totoo lang wala sa hitsura ni mina ang pagiging kontrabida dahil amo ng mukha nito at palaging siya pa ang bida pero ngayon mukha siyang si valentina ng darna para siyang witch.

"You really out of the pucture" "You should stop" gigil na hinampas ni jumin ang mesa saka ako hinila patayo. "If you don't like her then who cares. I have my own money to live with her and if you don't want me to stay here, then go. Do what you want, i can live together with her even in the philippines." "Hu? Jumin, pero bakit?" naguguluhang singit ko.

“I need to do this, just trust me” , yon ang nakikita ko sa mga mata niya.

"Her family trust me and love me and i am hoping that you did theysame way" "She's not deserve, she's so cheap" maarteng sabat ng madrasta nya "What do you think, if i leave here  do you have a money" nakangising sabi ni jumin "I only give money to mateo, because he was the only person who accept krissy." napangiti si mateo sa narinig.

"Granny, i'm so dissapointed. Dad already living his mistress but you still accepting him as part of the family even my mom died you still good to him after what he did?" "Jumin, we forgiven him. It was really an accident and your dad is the reason why our business is still in good!" parang may bahid ng lungkot na sambit ng lola niya.

"Then you believe him? If we don't have anything to say can we live? And i will invite you all on our wedding days" saka niya ako inakay palayo pero bago paman, nagsalita na ang lolo niya na akala ko pepe dahil nakatingin lang ito samin at kahit na anong sinabi.

Akala ko iinsultuhin niya din ako pero hindi dahil sinabi lang niya na gawin ko ang nararapat ayaw niyang magsisi ito sa huli. Parang napawi lahat ng kaba at dissapointment na naramdaman ko kanina buong akala ko lahat sila tutol samin ni jumin pero hindi nagkamali ako dahil may isang tao na gustong gawin ni jumin ang nararapat.

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Update:

Haist...grabeh, unlimited insultuhan?

..kaluka, ang nenega nila, wala namang ginagawang masama si krissy pinagtatanggol lang naman niya ang sarili. Masma na ba? Bastus na agad? Wag kayong judgemental kung ayaw nyonh sinasagot sagot kayo. Kainis haha....