Once Upon He Was Mine (Good Girls Series #4)

Chapter 62: His Wrath

"Shane, it's already a year since you were sleeping." Today's our semestral break. Isang taon na rin simula noong ma-coma siya. I stared at her hair that already reached her waist. Gano'n na kahaba, gano'n na rin kasi katagal siyang walang malay. "I just want to tell you that I won't be tired waiting for you."

I opened her diary with a pass code just like what she gave me before.

I don't know how I opened it, but it was a series of numbers that I don't think is special to her nor mine.

I read every word written on it. Her poems, her sentiments, her daily life, everything about how she feels for me is in it.

[Entry # 2]

Eyes by Breyeautiful

My eyes were once closed,
In this painful reality, I was lost.
But when our eyes met,
I feel butterflies and heat.

You opened my closed eyes,
And made me knew that reality is better than lies.
Your beautiful pair of eyes,
Made my heart floats and flies.

[Entry # 3]

Am I already falling? by Breyeautiful

How can I explain this feeling,
Can I say that I'm already falling?
Our paths crossed again,
Maybe we're really destined?

Honestly, I felt something strange when our eyes met,
My hands got cold and my heart skipped a beat.
In my cheeks, I felt the heat,
I'm already struck by Cupid's arrow, I just hate to admit.

[Entry #4]

No Denial, No Refusal by Breyeautiful

Just the simplest words that you have said,
Horrible reactions started.
Just an effortless and sweet smile,
And my heart could run a thousand miles.

Before, I'll admit, I was in denial,
And now I am sure, I'm in no refusal.
In our first sight, I fell hard.
And in your smiles, I'm in loved.

As I am reading the first entries, I was just smiling. How couldn't I? I had never known that I had this effect on her. Parang may kumiliti sa akin habang iniisip 'yon.

She's scared of letting out her real emotions. She's suppressing her smiles, her excitement, her kilig, her pain, her disappointment... She doesn't want us to worry about her emotions. And she's too shy to tell us how she really feels. Even saying I love you is too shameful for her.

But I taught myself not to give up on her, not to stop telling her how I love her, not to stop loving her.

I continued reading it. I've read her pain and agony while I was in a relationship with Marra, I have known her melancholy when I broke her heart.

I closed the notebook and held her hand. I beamed a smile and kissed it.

"I won't stop praying to Him for you to finally wake up. Just please, cooperate."

~ꔷ~

"Happy birthday, happy birthday, happy birthday to you~"

Today is Shane's birthday, this is the sixth time she will have her birthday with me in her life. Ang bilis ng panahon, ang bilis-bilis.