When your calm eyes
Fall upon me
Will I be able to smile
So brightly like I used to?
- Knees, IU
Nostalgic.
I feel nostalgic for some reason, like the sudden rush of memories upon touching a stimulus in my brain, it was all too sudden and abrupt. Then it was all gone.
I feel like memories resemble that of sand, building a sandcastle in mere seconds and then losing it as well in mere seconds. The fallen sandcastle still has its remains mixed with its previous sand but it has already condensed into one, barely even knowing the previous sandcastle amidst its sands.
I used to be able to talk freely with him without hesitation and the awkwardness coming in between, to be able to walk by his side and gold his hand with confidence, used to feel the sparks and joy that comes to whenever I see him.
Today, all of those remains a memory, something that I can only think but not recreate once more.
I don't know, maybe I just missed him after seeing his picture while I was scrolling on my feed or being reminded by him just by the mention of his name through my friend's lips. I don't know and I don't wanna know more.
I just hope that when the time comes and we're finally able to meet without the restraints of our previous relationship.
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Letter 4 is up!
I was feeling nostalgic before with my cousin, we were jamming on Taylor swift and one direction yesterday.
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