Letter 16

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Late at night, the phone vibrated
And you woke me up with your low voice
Telling me to remember to eat breakfast
Your affectionate worries, did it really mean nothing?

- Voicemail, IU

Sometimes I still think that you're joking with me, that it is all just a play that you and your friends played with me, a prank at the end of the day.

I wish it could just be like that so that I won't be hurt like this, so that I wouldn't be able to feel heartache and try moving on.

Because you and your kindness should belong to me, yes, I'm feeling possessive of your kindness. I'm beginning to feel all the bad emotions that were hidden in me surfacing whenever I see you with someone else.

I hate that I'm feeling this way to you and now, I still don't know whether I would like a repeat of those just to have the word 'us' again.

I really wish that it was a play to you.

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Letter 16 is up!

Our inner demons would always come up at negative times, we just need to learn how to deal with them.

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