Flickers

Letter 6

This is a secret
Something I've never confessed to anyone
When you listen to my story
You ask me with wide eyes
How, wow, wow, whatever

- Dlwlrma, IU

Confused.

I feel confused over my decisions however good or bad they are, the life that I have weave in my own hands and is still weaving the strings till it reaches my future, and lastly, I feel so confused over my feelings and how it arrived so fast and in the next second, it was gone.

How come it's so easy to fall in love and then in a second you're not anymore? How your love for that person almost overflows and then the next second it was empty like it was empty all along.

I get it, feelings change and they don't sometimes stay. It's just hard for me to comprehend how my love could be so hypocritical.

I love you, I don't love you, like a game we utter when we're picking petals from a flower as a child.

I'm still navigating life, regardless of the decisions and reputation that I have gathered before, it doesn't fully represent who I am.

I am still in the journey of finding myself and through the journey of moving on, I find myself realizing so many things that school and your parents wouldn't be able to teach you. 

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Letter 6 is up!

Same, I still am unsure of my life and confuse about how I should go on with it but yep, life still goes on and that's what I should do.

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