One day, cloudy day
A day where the sky is gray as if it's about to cry
- Every end of the day, IU
Cry.
All I've done was ugly crying the moment I've heard of your passing, it was the saddest thing in my life and no words can express how much sadness and grief I felt in my heart.
All the days of tears washed over my face, all the secret sobs that I dissolved by sobbing in my pillow, and the way I make everything seems alright.
As if nothing happened.
As if everything is still the same.
No matter how much I cry out for you to come back, no matter the tears I have shed till my eyes burn and dry will be all futile. There's nothing left for me to say but goodbye.
And I hate it.
I hate that I have to live without you, I hate that I have to pretend that I don't see myself crying ugly tears, and I hate that I have to be okay or else I won't be okay forever.
I hate that you're gone now and that you're never ever gonna come back to me, to us, to your family.
I hate this.
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Letter 10 is up!
Death is those who are left behind. It's harder to live knowing that the person you loved was gone and picking yourself up pieces by pieces till you're whole again and knowing that you'll never be the same, that there will always be the presence of memories and scars in you.
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