His Mafia Princess - J.H

Chapter 98

I'm sorry. DONT HATE ME PLEASE

Mirriella pov

It's been three days since the hospital trip. That means it's been three days since I've seen Jaden. I've kept myself away in my room, not making an effort to leave, and he's locked himself away in his office from what I've been told. I haven't eaten and I've hardly slept since we got back.

I've seen Stefan and Remi everyday. Stefan trying to get me to eat food and drink some water, and Remi forced me to at least have a shower. Today is actually the first day I've decided to come out of my room. I walked down and into the kitchen to get a bottle of water. Both Remi and Stefan had stopped their conversation and looked at me.

"There's no need to stop your conversation. Keep talking it's just me." I mumbled as I walked to the fridge.

"How you feeling Mirri?" Stefan asked, ignoring what I said.

"I'm- doesn't matter. Jaden still in his office?" I asked, avoiding the question.

"He is, but Mirri-"

"Thanks." I said cutting him off and leaving the room.

I made my way up to his office and stood outside the door. I debated knocking but had a feeling he wouldn't let me in, so I just walked in. Upon first glance, he looked to be asleep, but I could see his hands moving so I know he's not.

"Jaden?" Nothing.

"Jaden?" I tried louder in case he didn't hear me. Still nothing.

"Jaden please." I saw his fist tense and his head started to move.

"What Mirri? What Mirri? Fucking. What. Mirri?" He groaned as he stood up off the chair and looked at me.

He looked awful. His hair was a mess and he had massive dark circles under his eyes. His eyes were completely dull and had no colour in them. I could tell he hasn't eaten or drank anything for a while.

"Jaden you need to eat."

"Don't fucking come around here with all that crap. You are the fucking reason I'm like this." I knew this was coming, but it still hurts like hell.

"I know, and I am so sorr-"

"You killed my son. And you think 'I'm sorry' is gonna fix that. Your apology means nothing to me. I fucking hate you." He spat at me.

"Y-you don't mean that Jaden." I tried to deny, not wanting it to be true.

"I do Mirri. I really fucking do. You didn't listen to me. I told you to fucking calm down and you didn't. You stressed yourself out too much and you killed my son because of it. I hate you with every fucking bone in my body." He shouted, emphasising the 'you'

"Well why was I so stressed Jaden? Tell me that. Because you aren't fucking innocent in all of this. If you could understand the word no, I wouldn't have been scared shitless of you. If you could comprehend that I told you no, I wouldn't have stressed myself out. I am not solely to blame here." I shouted back to him. I promised myself I wouldn't do this.

"Don't fucking come around with all of that Mirri. You're a fucking bitch, and I hate you. You need to leave." He denied.

"I need to what?"

"You heard me. I want you to leave." He answered.

"Jaden, please don't do this. Y-you said you love me. This is my home." I argued as I felt my eyes start to prick with tears.

"Well, clearly I lied. Pack your shit and leave my house. This place was never open to be your home." He spat as he pointed to the door.

"So that's it? We're over? Just like that?" I asked as I allowed some of the tears to fall. He didn't say anything, and so that alone meant I knew what his answer was.

I just sighed. I knew there was no arguing with him about this matter. He had made up his mind and it was going to take a miracle to change it.

"I really hope you know what you're doing." I choked out as I slid the promise ring he had bought me off my finger and placed it on his desk.

He looked down at it, but didn't say a thing. I sighed again and turned, leaving the room. I quickly walked across the hall to our room and packed a small bag. I just wanted enough to last me a few days so I have something to wear. I quickly walked down the stairs and out the doors.

I called Kai and asked him to meet me by the entrance at the bottom of the gates. That way I can just walk through without Remi or Stefan trying to stop me. Just as I had suspected, when I got down to the bottom of the gates, Kai was already waiting for me in the car.

"I'm driving. You can drive it back." I stated, my voice not faltering. I've cried too much and now there's little to nothing left.

"-drive it back? Where are you going?" He asked confused as he got out the car and walked around to the passengers side.

"Home." I answered shortly.

"But you are home?" He questioned again as I started driving.

"Kai, I called you to drive the car, not to ask me a million and one questions before we get there." I said monotonously.

"Right, sorry."

In just three days I lost everything. No more baby. No more boyfriend. No more love. No more safe place. No more happiness. None. It all completely vanished from my grasps in the blink of an eye.

I sighed as I pulled up outside Benny's workshop. I got out the car, grabbed my bags and thanked Kai.

"Do you want me to tell Jaden where you are?" He asked before he sat in the car.

"Jaden won't care. And if he does he'll figure out where I went. There aren't very many places for me to go." I answered.

"Well, stay safe Mirri." He smiled as he climbed in.

"I will, bye Kai." I half smiled at him as I waved him off.

Well, this is it. Home sweet fucking home.