Bondwoman 2

Chapter 52

KAORI BRIENNE OINUMA

I was so happy when Pax agreed to live with me.
It's much easier to show to her how much i love her.

Everyday with her, i made sure that she will feel love.
Gusto kong bumawi sa lahat ng sakit na napadama ko.

I know she's striving hard to achieve something for herself, i respect that but i felt left out.

I felt like she's with me but not totally.

Do you know that feeling?

That i can hug and kiss her but she's not responding. She's so aloft.

Pakiramdam na napipilitan lang sya na makasama ako.

And everytime she's away, she's at her work, i always think what she's doing? She doesn't update me on her whereabouts. Hindi naman ako makareklamo.

Everytime she'll come home late, i'm always worried that what if she'll not coming home or what if she realized that she don't want to be with me anymore.

Hindi ako mapalagay.

Felt like a torture to me. I really want to feel her love and care again.

But maybe this is the thing they called karupokan 'cause everytime i saw her, i'm okay. Like now, i wake up hugging her.

"I love you.." i greeted her and give her a smooch.

She's still asleep. Naramdaman ko siya dumating kaninang madaling araw. When she lie beside me, i hug her instantly.

I maybe tired but seeing her in the morning giving me enough courage to go on in life.

"I love you so much." i said and kissed her forehead.

I guess, that's my new daily routine everytime i woke up.

                                                 
I cooked breakfast for us then take a shower. Alone.
After that, i checked my wife. She's still sleeping.

I carefully laid beside her and watch her asleep.
She's like a colorful bird, i can't take my eyes off of her.

Gumalaw ang labi niya kaya napatitig ako dun. Those luscious lips. Ugh.

Slowly she opened her eyes and met mine.
"Good morning" malambing na bati ko.

She closed her eyes and turn her back. I moce closer to her, hug her and rest my head in her shoulder.

"I cooked breakfast. Let's eat?"

"Inaantok pa ako.." her morning voice is so deep that really turning me on.

"I need to go to my office now. Let's eat together." i insisted.

"Brienne, inaantok pa ako. Mauna ka na." halata naman talaga sa boses nya na inaantok pa siya.

But i remembered, before she'll wake up to cook for us and have breakfast with me.

"Okay. I'll be back after work." i said and kissed her cheek.

Hindi pa ako nasanay. She always have an excuse not to eat with me.

Kapag ako nainis, siya na ang kakainin ko. Ugh.

                                                                      
When i arrived at the my office. I focus on my work. Everything i need to finish, i did! Kapag walang work si Pax i always make sure to go home early. Bumabawi na lang ako when she's on flight.