Bondwoman 2

Chapter 13

My heart shuttered into pieces. My tears falling without ending.
My whole world feels like stop spinning.

H-Hindi ako makapaniwala. Sumisikip na ang dibdib ko sa sobrang pag-iyak.

No. It can't be.

My mom died? No. No.

It's all my fault! If i wasn't too rude or stubborn, hindi aatakihin sa puso si Mommy. She could be still with us.

She died because of me.

That's the reality that keep on hunting me. The reason why i'm feeling a heavy breathing but i never told it to Pax 'coz i don't want her to worry about me.

Lalo pang nakadagdag sa hinanakit ko ng kuhanin ni Daddy ang bangkay ni Mommy. He's a ruthless man! Why he needs to inhibit me to mourn.

"That old man really getting in my nerve!" i throw the bag on top of our bed cause of my anger.

Bzzzt... Bzzzt... Bzzzt

Jelay's phone caught my attention. So i answered the phone.

"Hey baby!" i moved my jaw and look at Pax. She bit her lips and looks so nervous.

"How's your day, Pax?" is she cheating?

"Who the fuck are you?" i wanted to shout. Si Jelay na lang ang meron ako. H-hindi ko kakayanin kapag pati siya mawala sakin.

"Hm. Kung sino ka man, pwedeng pakibigay ng cellphone ni Pax sa kanya. Siya gusto kong makausap." the fuck! He even have a guts. I licked my lip, trying to control my emotions.

"Brienne. Ako na kakausap." Pax said. I just gave her a death glare. Ayaw nya bang makausap ko ang kabet nya?

"Alam mo bang may asawa na si Pax?"  baka lang di alam ng gagong ito.

"Alam ko pero wala akong paki-alam."  i closed my eyes. Nandidilim na naman ang paningin ko.

Naramdaman ko na lang na inagaw ni Jelay sa akin ang cellphone.

"Ano na naman ba, sir?! Pwede wag ka ngayon mambwisit SIR." i'm just listening.

I don't know what i should think right now. All the shit keep on coming. I-I can handle this.

"We have an emergency, sir! Nag-paalam ako sa management na hindi ako makakapasok kaya wala akong dapat ipaliwanag sa inyo." obviously she's arguing with her guy.

Nagsasawa na ako makinig kaya inagaw ko na ang phone then ended the call and throw the phone on the bed.

"What was that Pax?! Are you cheating on me?" pain. That's all i'm feeling right now.

"Hindi! Hin--"

"You know i lost my Mom then you will cheat on me?!" i cut her off.

I felt like any moment i will explode. My heart is aching.

"Hindi nga!" i shook my head.

How will she explain that call? And the guts of the caller?

"Then why is he calling you baby?!" i felt weak. My voice is shaking.

She was about to hug me but i step back.

"Brienne, makinig ka sakin. Wala akong iba." that's what i thought.

"Then who is he?!"

"Piloto yun ng nasakyan kong eropla--"

"Nasakyan mo na rin ba sya?" i might hurt her with my question but that's also hurt me dropping that Q.