Bondwoman 2

Chapter 12

KAORI BRIENNE OINUMA

When my Mom brought to the ospital, i felt weird. Like my heart invaded of fear. An anxiety.

I want Pax to be with me. I called her when i'm at the hospital but she's cannot be reach. Maybe she's still in a flight. I really wanted her to be at my side. I need her.

But she's working and i understand that.

My daily routine was manage the farm. Hindi ko na maaasahan si Mommy dun since she's always sick. In and out from the ospital. So i'm juggling managing the farm, flower shop, taking care of my Mommy, drive for Pax and trying my best to show her how much i love her.

Until one day, doc said that let my Mom stay in the ospital. I was so down that time. I called Pax again. She didn't answer it so i chatted her to come back home early because my Mom is really sick.

Then after some time she called me.

"Love, please don't forget to eat and sleep. Hindi pa ako makaka uwi dahil may ka-work akong nagpasalo ng schedule nya. Emergency daw." nangunot ang noo ko pagkarinig ko.

"My mom is at the hospital now. I need you now at my side. Is this not an emergency?" i replied to her. Trying my best not to be mad.

"Love, pasensya na talaga. Nandito pa ako sa Germany. I-chachat at tatawagan naman kita kapag available ako." and you're not always available!

I turned off the call not because i am mad but i am disappointed!!

I need her!

But she choose to cover up her co-cabin. It's not her duty anymore! She can't say no to them? But why she can easily say no to me?

Diba dapat ako inuuna niya? I'm her wife! Ako nga e. Kahit gaano ako kapagod at kahit gaano kalaki ang ibabayad sakin basta tatamaan ang oras ng paghatid at pagsundo ko sa kanya ay tinatanggihan ko.

I don't even bother to tell that to her 'coz it's not a big deal and i guess that's really what we should do! Know our priority.

I was so disappointed with her so i didn't chat or call her. I want her to know that i didn't appreciate her decision.

I always support her in her work. Hatid sundo ko nga sya diba? I always bought things for her work but for this once! I'm really so down and she's the only one i want to be with me but she turned me down.

Since i didn't chat or call her, nagulat na lang ako ng sabihan nyang nag-land na sya.

I was on my way to deliver a flower to our VIP customer. I was thinking to pick her first but then i realized, Pax will not do the same to me.

So i did what will Pax will do if she's in my shoe. I choose to deliver the flower.

Medyo nagtagal pa ako dun because the let me wait in the lobby. Masyado kasing maraming bulaklak ang inorder nila and we're waiting for their housekeeper to put out all the flowers at the van.

After a long day in the farm and delivered flowers to customers. I went home. The moment i park the car and went out, Pax called me.

"Love.." she's so excited and hugged me tight. Kahit papaano ay napawi ang pagod at puyat ko. "Namiss kita." she whispered to my ear.

I wanted to hug her too but me being stubborn just passed by her.

I went to our room. Put out all my dirty clothes in my bag and get a clean clothes.

"Love, dala ka ng sweater baka lamigin ka dun. Tsaka sama ako, mag-aayos lang ako ng gamit ko ha?" i didn't responded to her.

"Kumain ka na ba, Love? Gusto mo ipagluto kita? Kumain ka muna." she asked me but i ignored her again.