Can We Fall, One More Time?

Chapter 51: Jealous

I was expecting a morning text but didn't receive one, expecting to meet him at the dining table but he is nowhere to be seen.

Tulog pa siguro.

"Kain na kayo diyan mga anak, nasa labas lang si Lucas." Manang said when she saw us. Oh so he isn't sleeping, gising na siya and he didn't text me.

Everyone are busy eating, ta tayo na sana ako ng makita kong nalagyan ng pagkain ang pinggan ko.

"Eat well," Ethan said. Kumain nalang ako.

segu segundo akong tumitingin sa labas, nasaan kaya siya?

Pagkatapos kumain ay lumabas kami, I tried looking for him pero wala talaga siya. I even send messages pero hindi pa rin nagrereply.

Now the first plan to enjoy the vacation starts with Volleyball, nanuod lang ako.

"Ayaw mong mag laro?" Tanong ng kaklase ko pero umiling ako. First of all hindi ako marunong, second I was prohibited na magpagod. Third, wala ako sa mood. Nasaan ba kasi siya?

"The yacht is on its way." rinig kong sigaw ng classmate ko na lalake, magpapalit na lang naman ako, i don't need to rush.

We are in such a nice place but I feel so bored. Do you know that feeling when you want to see someone pero wala sila? That empty feeling that will only fade away when you see them. I can't enjoy anything because he is nowhere in sight.

Hindi pa man sila tapos mag laro ay tumayo na ako. Magpapalit na ako nga ako.

"Sabay na tayo." Ethan said.

Mabilis lang akong nag palit. I wore a one piece pero nag short din ako. I am shy to so show much skin. We won't also dive right away kaya nag tshirt na muna din ako.

I am waiting for Ethan to text me because he said that when he is done, babalikan niya ako sa kwarto namin. While i am waiting, dumating na rin ang mga kasama ko sa kwarto para mag palit.

"Hinahanap ka ni Lucas ha." Iza said, one of my classmate,

"Nandyan na siya?" mabilis na tanong ko. Napakunot naman siya ng noo.

"Nawala ba siya? Nandyan lang siya sa tabi tabi mula kanina ha?" She said. Huh? I was looking for him pero ni anino niya di ko nakita. "Sinabi namin umakyat ka kasama ni ethan."

When Ethan text me, agad na akong lumabas I want to see Lucas so bad, kagabi pa ng huli ko siyang makita.

Pagbaba namin ay nakita namin ang yate, everyone has their eyes there but I look for someone else and when my eyes finally saw him, my heart felt peace pero napalitan din agad yon ng umiwas siya ng tingin.

He is the first one to hop in on the yacht. Napakunot ako ng noo. May problema ba?

Tanghaling tapat ng napag desisyunan nilang mag inom na. Puyatan daw ang mangyayare, sagaran daw sila. I haven't experienced it yet but I am curious as to why they enjoy something that will only make them suffer in the morning.

"Iinom ka?" Ethan asked which I answered by nodding. Occasions like this are rare and Lucas suggested that I should experience this kahit paminsan minsan lang. Hindi naman ako mag lalasing, i just wanna blend with them.

"Then I won't," Agad naman akong umiling. He should enjoy too. "Walang magbabantay sayo,"

"Ano kaba, hindi ka sumama para alagaan ako. Let's enjoy our semester break."

Hapon na hapon pero mukhang alak na alak na sila. They were able to prepare everything in an instant and now we are already on our chosen seat, hiwa hiwalay, the yacht is too big para mag siksikan sa isang pwesto. Isa pa yung iba ay naka hiwalay talaga, meron talagang mga kaklase na sumasama sa gala pero mas prefer na naka hiwalay.