I am walking, walking in a familiar place. Familiar clothes and familiar strangers I met on the way to that place that day.
"Allison," He called my name. When I look at him, there he is with the same cloth, his eyes are flashed red, he looks so messy.
Alam ko kung saan papunta ang panaginip na ito. That is why with all my might, I tried opening my eyes but just like how it has been since that day, I don't have any control. I can't open my eyes, I can't shout, I can't move an inch.
Rough kisses, forceful touch, I received that from the man who used to treat me so well with his warm and soft kisses, the man who takes such a good care of me.
But he is no longer the same man...
Did he change just now or I just made myself believe that he is that kind of man? He already took advantage of me in the past, I should have known better...
I was shouting and crying uncontrollably while he had my wrist pin on top of the bed. "Stop," I cried, almost whispering which he didn't grant.
"I love you." He said instead but when does love ignore the cries of fear and suffering?
He got me naked then the next thing I knew he was forcing himself in, helpless and powerless. I questioned myself, will I ever heal from all the wounds he caused me?
"Sa akin ka lang Allison..." He said, moving in and out.
Hindi na ako nag laban, I can't find the strength to push him away. I know that whatever I do, he won't listen. Tulala lang ako but tears were falling from my eyes, i am paralyze with all pain he caused me, both physically and emotionally.
3rd Person's POV
Kurt was checking stocks when Allison's friends, who he already considered as his own brothers, came.
They are bringing foods, all of which are Allison's favorite.
They were giving allison the time she needs for herself especially because of what happened. Ayaw nilang mag tanong o ano pa man, ang gusto lang nilang malaman ni allison ay nandyan pa rin sila para sa kanya. They were just there for her physically dahil alam nilang kahit hindi niya sabihin ay kailangan din niya ang mga kaibigan niya. But after knowing from her brother that she has been locking herself after her conversation with lucas, napag desisyunan nila na puntahan ito. Allison loves lucas, maybe they finally said goodbye to each other and it affected her even more.
"Kuya, madalas pa ring bang nandyan si lucas?" Sky asked. Nakita kasi nila ito na nakaupo sa gilid ng gate nila allison. They thought Lucas can't look worse than he was but every time they see him they are proven wrong.
"After they talked Allison has been locking herself on her room tapos yan magdamag na nandyan, I don't know if he is still going home but everytime i go out, lagi ko siyang nakikita. Sinubukan kong kausapin siya but he always ends up crying, si allison naman wala naman daw nangyari. She told me that she is just resting."
They had a few conversation before they decided to go to allison's room. Hindi na sila kumatok dahil ang akala ni Kurt ay masusurpresa si allison na makitang sama sama ang kaibigan na bumisita pero sila pala ang na surpresa
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Allison was crying and shouting in her sleep. "Stop!" she shouted while crying. "lucas, tama na please," pagmamakaawa pa nito.
They are all shocked hearing her. Walang may alam kung bakit siya sumisigaw ng ganito pero lahat sila ay nagkaka ideya kung ano ang pwedeng nangyari noong araw na nagkita sila.
"Did she went home that day?" kit asked, ng umiling si kurt ay hindi na mapigilan mapamura ni Kit.
Linapitan ni kurt ang kapatid at pilit na ginising ito. Nagulat pa ang lahat ng bilang itulak ni allison si kurt. "Wag mo akong hawakan!" She said as she covered her body.
Pilit na niyakap ni kurt ang kapatid kahit pa tinutulak siya nito. "Allison, ang kuya to," Paulit ulit na sabi ni kurt hanggang sa kumalma ang kapatid.
"Kuya binaboy niya ako!"
And that gave away the answer they've been waiting for, iyak lang ng iyak si allison, walang ideya na nasa loob din ng kwarto ang mga kaibigan niya. "I was helpless... hindi ko siya matulak kuya... i was pleading him to stop but he didn't listen... kuya... he raped me..." halos pa bulong na lang ang sinabi niya sa huli pero narinig pa rin nilang lahat.
Kurt knows that her sister needs him pero hindi na niya na pigilan ang sarili. Knowing that he is just outside their house, agad siyang tumakbo pababa, sky and enzo followed him. Asher and ethan immediately went to comfort allison habang si kit ay nasa gilid lang.
Kit isn't at fault at anything but being a playboy he can't help but to feel bad. Conscience is eating him. Habang siya ay kung sino sinong babae ang ikina kama, ang kaibigang babae na pinakamalapit sa kanya ay pinagsamantalahan. He can't even go near her, feeling niya ay wala siyang kaibahan sa lalaking bumaboy sa kaibigan.
"Nandyan ba si lucas?" Allison asked, tumango naman si asher. "Awatin niyo sila baka ma-"
"Kahit anong gawin ng kuya mo kay lucas it is what he deserves, allison isipin mo muna ang sarili mo," Ethan said.
"kilala niya si kuya, baka kung ano pa ang magawa niya."
"Nandon sila Enzo at Sky, for sure they will stop him," Asher said as he soothes her back, calming her down.
Lucas stood up when he saw Kurt on his way to him. It didn't shock him when he was punched right in the face.
"Gago ka!" Sigaw nito at paulit ulit na sinuntok ang binata. Lucas didn't fight back at wala siyang balak. Kahit mapatay pa siya nito ay hindi siya lalaban. "I trusted you pero totoo pala ang sinabi ng kapatid ko. You are not capable of loving because if you do, you won't do that to her!"
Sandali lang ay dumating na si sky at enzo. Kurt thought that the two will stop him but he thought wrong. Sipa ang inabot ng nakaupong si Lucas kay sky at enzo.
Bugbog sarado ito with no one to stop the three, naliligo na rin ito sa sariling dugo kaya nag panic na ang mga katulong sa loob ng bahay. The commotion was heard by Allison that no one could stop the three.
Pinipigilan man siya nila ethan ay wala na silang nagawa ng tumakbo ito palabas and there she saw lucas covered with his own blood, his eyes are barely open, parang ilang sandali lang ay tuluyan ng sasara ang mga mata niya.
"Stop!" She shouted.
Nagulat din si ethan, asher at kit sa nakita. Enzo has always been the most understanding who has never been involved in a fight tapos si sky ay mas pipiliing manahimik nalang sa gilid kesa sa makisali sa diskusyon but now they seems like a different person.
Agad na lumapit ang tatlo para pigilan ang mga kaibigan maging ang kuya ni Allison, agad namang tumakbo si Allison kay Lucas.
"I-i'm so s-sorry," lucas said, halos di na siya makapag salita. Napansin pa ni Allison ang sunod sunod na pagtulo ng luha nito ng makitang nasa harapan siya nito.
"Allison bitawan no yang gagong yan!" Sigaw ni Kurt
Right on time, Luke and Stella came. "Bring him to the hospital." Allison said, crying.
Hindi na nag tanong pa ang dalawa at tinulungan si allison.
She was mad, she was furious but she still can't see him suffering to death even if the pain she has inside her has already killed her.
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