Can We Fall, One More Time?

Chapter 52: Risk it all

//SPG ALLERT!!//

"Kung ayaw mong mahuli, umalis ka na," He said as he turn his back on me pero hindi ko siya sinundan, bagkos ay pumasok ako sa kwarto niya at isinara ito.

"Ayaw kong ganito tayo, ayusin natin." I said to him,

"Allison hindi ka pa nag papalit, natuyuan ka na. Bumalik ka na sa kwarto para mag banlaw baka magkasakit ka pa," he said, his eyebrows furrowed. I shook my head. "I know you're drunk pero wag ng makulit, go back to your room." Hinila niya ako sa braso at dinala sa pintuan pero bago niya pa ito binuksan ay pinigilan ko siya,

"Sabi mo kanina hindi mo kaya yung ganito, ano iiwan mo na naman ako?" I wanted to make peace with him pero nagtatampo ako, the thought of him leaving me again hurts. "Sorry na kung ganito tayo, sorry na kung di ko na ulit masabi sa mga kaibigan ko pero magagalit kasi sila. Pag hihiwalayin nila tayo. Ayaw kong mangyari yon,"

"Do you really think that's the only reason? Simula kahapon siya na ang kasama mo. Kagabi siya pa rin. Kaninang tinanong ka, did you even consider that I am there on the same table with you and I can hear your answers? E nung hinalikan mo siya sa pisngi? Kitang kita ko allison, nasa harapan niyo ako! I told you I need assurance, oo binigay mo naman yon and I am convinced but how can I keep on believing that when your action shows that you can be something too, with someone else?" Napalunok ako don, that gave me mixed feelings. Nakonsensya ako but at the same time, nasaktan sa huling sinabi niya.

Because how about me? Siya nga marong girlfriend but will I use that against him? Of Course not.

"we're just friends, you don't have to worry about him," I said.

"Ganon di naman ang sinasabi natin sa mga tao but are we only friends?" Na tahimik ako don.

Pinaghihinalaan niya ba ako?

"That is why I am having a second thought, paano kung itigil na lang natin? Noong walang tayo hindi naman ganito yung pakiramdam. I'll admit i feel something inside me whenever you're with someone else pero ngayon na may namamagitan sa atin bakit mas mahirap?"

Gusto kong magalit dahil pinaghihinalaan niya ako sa ganitong bagay. I am not the kind of girl he thinks I am. Sa kanya lang ako ganito, hindi naman ako lalandi sa iba while having something with him, I am not kind of girl. Wala man kami sa tamang relasyon but I am faithful to him.

But hearing from him that he wants to stop what we have scared the hell out of me.

I have my last straw and if I have to give it up just so I can fully convinced him that I am his, then I will. Ayaw kong mag sisi ulit sa huli dahil hindi ko na bigay lahat ng kaya kong ibigay.

I didn't say anything, instead, I kissed him.

Lucas wants this, I know he can't resist this.

Ikinawit ko ang braso ko sa batok niya to deepen the kiss. I felt his hand roaming on every part of my body. Kung ang alak ay kinaya akong painitin, si Lucas naman ay sinusunog na ako.

I didn't know how it happened but now he is sitting on the side of his bed habang ako ay naka kandong sa kanya.

When our lips parted, he looked at me. I can see lust in his eyes.

Tinanggal ko ang t-shirt ko. Tatanggalin ko na rin sana ang one piece na suot ko mula sa taas ng pigilan niya ako.

"Allison you're drunk," He said, nakita ko pa ang paglunok niya na para bang nagpipigil.

"But I know what I am doing," I said. Mag sasalita pa sana siya but I stop him by giving him a peck on the lips. "Take this as the assurance that you need..."

Unti unti kong ibinaba ang 1 piece ko mula sa strap nito hanggang sa bumungad sa kanya ang hinaharap ko.

The lights are on, he can see it clearly. He sighs, looking at what's in front of him.

"I'll give you this assurance because I am all yours." and now I am half naked, sitting on his lap.

Before I knew it, his tongue was already playing on my right nipple while his left hand was massaging my left breast.

Ilang minuto pa ay nadama ko na ang malambot na kama sa likod ko. He is kissing me all over.

It's not long when I felt his hand removing my shorts, kasama ang one piece ko.Mabilis niya lang yung ginawa. When I am fully naked, tinignan niya ako mula ulo hanggang paa. Naipikit ko nalang ang mga mata ko, nahihiya ako. Pwede bang mag brown out nalang? He can see every part of me and every flaws that I have. I can't even show too much part of my body but here I am, fully naked infront of him.

"My god Allison, you are so beautiful," Nang imulat ko ang mata ay nasa harapan ko na pala niya. He smiled at me before he claimed my lips once again.

Naramdaman ko ang pag himas niya sa hita ko. I don't know if it is a normal reaction but I suddenly spread them apart, giving his shaft an access to run on my core, napa ungol ako ako don, shit.

As if the sound that came out from my mouth wasn't enough, I felt his finger touch my sensitive part.

"Lucas~" I moan. He is an expert, he isn't overdoing it, he made sure to take advantage of how sensitive I am on that part.

Nagulat nalang ako ng bumaba siya ang the first things he did was to lick me on my core. I am trying my best to not moan but he is so good.

"Moan my name, shout it out loud," He Said. Hindi na ako nag pigil ng maramdaman ko ang pagpasok ng daliri niya, it is painful but there's something in it that will make you ask for more.

Ipinatong niya ang magkabilang paa ko sa balikat niya and surprisingly, it felt even more pleasurable. Nakakapit ako sa buhok niya pero hindi niya alintana. Kahit pa siguro malagas ang buhok niya dahil sa paraan ng pag kapit ko ay hindi niya papansinin. He is sucking my Clitoris while fingering me, how can I control myself?

Few more strokes of his finger, I reach my climax.

After that is when I was able to breathe. Ibang klase ng kiliti ang naramdaman ko when he massage me down there after my release.

I had my eyes closed so I didn't notice that he took his time to remove all his clothes.

Just when I thought I had already reached heaven, I was wrong. The pleasure doubled when he started playing with my mounds once again while rubbing his shaft on my clit. This is my first time but he is making me experience everything all at once. I am giving this to him as an assurance pero bakit parang ako ang niregaluhan?

"Love..." Na istatwa ako ng tawagin niya ako sa ganoong paraan. He is looking at my eyes, "It will be painful but I will be gentle," I didn't understand what he said, parang nalusaw ang puso. Even the way he spoke was so soft, for the first time I felt something I never felt from him. I don't know how to call, ang sarap sa pakiramdam, ang saya saya ng puso ko. That endearment he called me, ease every bad feeling I felt.

But then I felt him inserting his shaft on me, slowly, kasabay non ay ang unti unting pag punit ng sa loob ko.

Tears fell from my eyes, ang sakit.

"I'm sorry..." He whispered.

He didn't move, instead, he kissed both of my eyes before his lips went on my lips. He kissed me softly, making me divert my attention to how his lips are moving. Even his kisses are different from all his previous one.

Lucas, what are you doing to my heart?

Slowly he move. Hindi pa nawawala ang sakit pero mas nangingibabaw na ang sarap. I found myself joining the rhythm of his movement. The sound of our body sang along with our moans, with our groans.

"Allison you're driving crazy, I don't know anymore..."

This is so wrong but i guess i know nothing right.