Can We Fall, One More Time?

Chapter 88: His POV

Any secret she asks and I am making way to give it to her.

"Chloe, I stayed for too long more than I should. Let me go."

She stopped from eating. "At bakit na naman?"

"Pagod na ako. Sawa na akong mag tago. I don't want any secrets anymore,"

Because secrets are the reason why we kept on drifting apart. Maayos na kami, ramdam ko na mas gaganda pa ang relasyon namin, I just need to do what's right, i just need to correct everything that I've done wrong before it's too late.

"Bago mo ako kinausap sana si Mica muna. She knows everything baka pag labas mo dito, sinira na niya, who knows?"

Napakunot ako ng noo. "Are you in contact?"

"They are in contact." She said as she sip from her drink. "And who knows? What if nag hahanap nalang si Allison ng butas para iwan ka dahil nalason na ang utak niya?"

No, Allison fought when she was falling out of love. She won't be swayed that easily.

But it depends on what and how she will find everything out...

"Oh look who's here,"

I look at where her eyes are looking, it's allison...

"Kilala mo ba kung sino ang naka sunod sa kanya?"

That's luke...

Luke suddenly block her way, kasabay non ay ang pag yakap niya dito. Napako ako sa kinauupuan ko na kahit naramdaman ko ang labi ni chloe na humalik sa akin ay hindi ako naka galaw.

I don't know what to do, I don't know how to react.

I know that my situation right now is much worse, Chloe kissed me at ngayon kitang kita ito ni Allison but when he hugs her... Damn it! That's luke!

Hindi naputol ang tinginan namin, she is breaking but what i am other that dying? A hug from a guy she once had a strong feeling for slowly takes my breath away.

I watch them go, I watch her walk away from me with him

"Naalala mo ang sinabi ko sayo dati? Iiwan ka rin niya but i will still be here."

Tinulak ko siya palayo sa akin. "If it's not her then there's no one. Tama na Chloe, sobrang sakit nang makitang masira ang relasyon at ang babaeng iniingatan ko!"

"And you're not? Bitawan niyo na kung palagi nalang kayong nag sasakitan!"

I shook my head, if being held captive with pain and suffering is the price i have to pay to be with her then i'll take it all.

Every day i wait for her to talk to me, hindi lang mahirap, hindi lang masakit dahil hindi niya ako pinapansin. Kung wala pala ako, she can freely hang out with her friends which are boys. Grabe ang selos ko pero wala akong karapatan magselos dahil kaibigan niya sila, the first people to take care of her, the one who were there when I am causing her pain.

I was on my way to their house, nagbabakasakali na ngayon ay kausapin niya na ako when i suddenly receive a text from chloe,

Can things get worse than this?

Mabilis ang pangyayari, I don't even know how to comprehend everything basta nandito na naman ako sa labas, naghihintay sa kanya only this time mas malabo na ang tyansa na kausapin niya pa ako.

I only watch her leave, then wait for her to go home. I didn't know how it really feels to have someone near but still so far not until now.

I know that i cannot always win, i won't always be forgiven but i wanna try hard cause she is all that i need.