The Night We Met - Kolena

18º Chapter

#Elena POV#

"Where are you going?" - I asked watching Kol starting to grab his clothes that were spread all across my room.

"I'm sorry Elena, but I can't stay here." - Kol said without even looking at me, that shit made my heart break a little.

"Excuse me?" - I got out of bed and grabbed the first thing that came to my hand it ended up being Kol's shirt but didn't stop me from dressing it.

"Elena, please give me my shirt." - He said, extending his hand in my direction.

"No." - I said getting sadder by the time. "So that 's it? You came here with a speech that you wanted to make me yours... then you fuck me and you leave?" - I asked him, watching him finally look at me. "Well done Kol, I almost believed you liked me."

I said as I undressed his shirt. I started to walk to my bathroom to take a long shower, maybe this way I can get rid of the feeling of his hands on my body. I started the water but i didn't even let it warm up, i just got in.

"You don't get it Elena." - Kol said storming inside of the bathroom, i thought about covering my body but why have the work to cover something that he saw a few minutes ago? I looked at him standing at the door.

"Then tell me Kol, because I'm done watching you have mood swings every other second." - I said, trying to contain the tears from falling.

"Did you look at yourself? I hurted you, you're body is full of bruises and your neck...Fuck Elena, i bit you." - Kol said in a frustrated tone.

"So that's why you wanted to leave? Because you can't look at me and see what you did?" - I said in a sarcastic tone. - "I was the one that asked you to bite me Kol and fuck... it was the best feeling i ever felt in my live. The bruises? It happens, I'm human, remember? But i loved it Kol, i loved the way you grabbed me, i love..." - I need to shut up now, I couldn't tell him, not like this...

"You what?" - He finally looked me in the eyes, taking a step towards the shower.

"Nothing... it doesn't matter." - I said, trying to avoid his gaze on me. In a few seconds Kol was inside of the shower with me, his hands giving light touches on my skin, I saw the fear in his eyes. - "Why are you so afraid?" - I asked him in a low voice.

"For a lot of reasons, but one of them is because ... in 1000 years I finally feel happy when I'm with someone, I feel like I can be myself and I don't need to hide in the shadows. You are the light that guides me through the darkness Elena, I don't want you to get hurt and especially, I don't want to be the one that hurts you." - Kol grabbed my shin making me look at him.

"Kol... people get hurt sometimes, I can hurt you too, not physically but emotionally... and about the bruises, you can just feed me your blood..." - I said in a low tone, quite shy actually.

"I can't darling..." - Kol said, looking into my eyes. - "For us vampires, sharing blood is a really intimate thing... not that we aren't intimate but, i just don't want to drag you even more to my messed up life." - He said, putting his hand on my cheek.

"I know...but i'm in this mess long before you showed up in Mystic Falls, i..." - I was saying but Kol stopped me before I could say anything more.

"Please don't say it, not know...Elena Gilbert what have you done to me?" - Kol asked me in a rhetorical way that made me smile.

"I won't say it..." - I said, grabbing his hand that were on my cheek and i lead his hand near his mouth. - "I'm all in with you Kol Mikaelson... so if you want, i would much appreciate if you help me heal." - I said, biting my lip.

"You know that I will be turned on again don't you?" - Kol asked with a smirk on his face that made me laugh. - "You aren't as innocent as everyone though."

Kol's inner vampire came to the surface and I watched him rip his wrist so the blood could come out. I turned my back to him letting my body rest agains his chest as i drank his blood, obviously we ended up having sex again, this time he was feeding from me as the same time that he put his wrist on my mouth so i could heal at the same time... it was a unique experience... i will never forget the day that i finally accepted that, i'm in love with the maniac psychotic brother... Kol Mikaelson.