Deviator

A dream

2039
Magnus

You loved him...

That's what I heard last night, and that is what has sneaked up in my dreams. I can't explain it, but those three words feels like daggers to my heart. Stabbing it over and over again.

I keep tossing and turning in my bed as those words is the soundtrack to my dream where I have a front row seat to Alexander's love life with some man. Someone I can't see clearly, but I can hear him. How he makes Alexander moan and scream. I can smell the sweat on their bodies as they indulge in each other relentlessly.

I groan and kick the blanket while I keep tossing around in the bed. I can't take it anymore. I want to wake up. If I have to listen to this anymore, I swear I'm going to fling myself of a building!

"Magnus!"

Hands on my shoulder shakes me violently until the noises, smells and images finally releases its grip on me and I wake up with a gasp. Alec is looking straight into my eyes with such concern.

I gasp for air as I try to shake the dream of me. But it has a strong grip in me. I can still hear the noises over and over again.

"Are you okay Magnus?" he brushes my damp hair away from my sweaty forehead. "Damn, you are soaking wet. Let me get you a new blanket."

Before I've even had I chance to think, I grab his arm to prevent him from getting up from the bed. I don't know why I did that and the confusion I feel, is mirrored in his eyes as his gaze ends up on my hand. Instantly I pull my hand back as if I were burned by the look.

"Sorry..." I mumble without looking in his direction.

"Don't apologize." His voice is somehow changed. Just a tad deeper than normal and he isn't speaking at the same volume either. I can feel his eyes on me, so I look up in his direction only to see him turn away instantly. "I'll get that blanket for you."

I nod, but he doesn't notice. He has already left the room.

What the hell was that? Like seriously, what the fuck is wrong with me?

It must be the dream that is fucking with my mind. What else could it be?

Once he returns with the blanket, I've managed to almost compose myself. At least on the outside. The strange thing is that I'm not the only one who is a bit flabbergasted this morning, which becomes very obvious as he rushes towards me with the new blanket and somehow gets his foot caught up in the fabric that is dangling from his hands. He stumbles towards my bed with wide open eyes in shock before he lands straight at my feet. I'm desperately trying not to burst out laughing but isn't very successful.

I've never seen this man so clumsy before. Usually, he is steady on his feet and very elegantly moving around. Not fumbling like this. And it's a lot funnier than I would have ever expected.

"I'm sorry Alexander, I don't mean to laugh."

Alec groans as he gets up, puts the blanket on my bed, before sitting down on the edge of it. His eyes lock onto mine as he speaks.

"Yet, you are still laughing."

"I'm sorry..." I choke down my laughter the best I can. But my entire body is trembling because of it.

"It's not that funny..." he complaints, but this time I can hear the smile in his voice.

"it's a little funny..."

He groans and two seconds later I'm on my back. Alexander on top of me. Holding himself up with his strong arms. I haven't noticed how strong he is before, but now it is obvious and it's affecting me in a way I didn't know was possible. Am I turned on by him? I know I have some kind of bond with him. With his soul and his being, but I had now idea I could get turned on by a man's body. Yet here I am, not being able to breathe properly because of his bulging forearms on each side of my body.

"Still think it's funny..." his lips are so close to mine that I can almost taste his words. And they are delicious... I want more...

"No... not funny at all..." my voice comes out raspier than it ever has. I can't remove my eyes from his beautiful, slightly pink lips. I want him to kiss me so bad. I'm desperate for it... and I don't know what's wrong with me.

A loud growl echoes through the rooms and instantly the magic is gone. The creature in the cell begins to slam his head against the bars.

Alec sighs and climbs off me while looking at the creature that is going crazy.

"I better get Jace..."

I nod while trying to steady my heartbeat.

Alexander disappears out the door and I sit up in my bed.

What the fuck did just happen?

Alexander and Jace walks in a few minutes late while I'm still pondering over my own thoughts and actions.

"Jacob." Jace walks over to the cell. "You need to calm down."

He growls in response but continue to slam his head against the bars. It's fascinating to watch Jace try to communicate with the creature. I think he is reading its body language.

"What is happening, Jacob?" Jace mumbles as he continues to study it.

"Jace!"

A man comes running through the door.

"The Anthroes are getting closer. Team gamma has just returned, and they say that they saw Anthroes wandering around about 5 kilometers out."

"Fuck..." Alec mutters "they have never been that close before. We need to shut down everything. Hide everyone inside. Just In case. If they don't hear or see us, they might go back to the shore..."

I watch as Alec takes charge and the man follow his orders. Even that is kind of turning me on right now...

"You sense their presence, don't you...?" Jace is speaking to the creature again. "Are they here for you, Jacob?"

I watch in awe as it looks like the creature is listening to his words.

"Jace, we need you."

Alec peaks his head in through the door when Jace didn't follow him and the other man outside.

As Jace joins Alec, he turns to me.

"Stay here for now Magnus. I can't risk causing a panic over your presence inside the hostel right now. So just stay quiet, and when we are done with shutting things down, Alec will come and stay with you."

Then they both run outside, leaving me hear with the crazy creature.

I climb under my blanket and hide. I just need to distract myself, so I begin to analyze the situation from before. Both his and my own actions.