Ambreigns/Barrollins- Don't Leave...I love you.

Chapter 10

(A/N):Guys there's kind of sexual things in this one but if you don't want to read it I'm going to put a * next to it just give you a warning, and at the end I'm going to put ** to show you where it ends so that you can continue reading without searching for the end. This star thing only follows for this chapter and other sexual chapters. I'm going to use the star thing for another thing in this sorry, I'll explain that when I get to it. But I'm gonna shut my face, I hope this story isn't getting boring for you guys, I'm trying to get to a point where I can start having interesting drama happen in the story, so sorry if this is getting a little boring right now but I promise things will get interesting. Also the photo is mine it just has the initials of my Instagram name on it, you'll see a couple of those, it just means it's an older edit. Okay okay I'm gonna shut up now. Love you my beauties ❤️
-Roman POV-
Once I was done cleaning Deans throw up I noticed I'm going to be the most responsible in the group. Great. Rommy started to become my nickname to both Dean and Seth. Both of them were driving me nuts. And note I work with these two.
Dean was walking towards the bedroom and I caught him as I was washing the dirty dishes both him and Seth left all over the place. "What are you doing?" My eyes were staring at the dishes.
"How did you even....ugh I'm going to lay down." Dean groaned
"And leave Sethie all alone?" I looked up at him, raising an eyebrow. Dean crossed his arms and didn't say anything, he just looked at me
"Lay on the pull out couch with Seth and watch TV. I'm gonna be watching tv with you guys soon."
"Let me at least get the blanket from the bedroom? Seth is using the entire blanket for himself." Dean whined.
"I'm cold!" Seth said.
"Go and get it." I finished the last dish and dried my hands. I went into the living room and closed all the curtains so that it was pitch black in the living room.
"Why is it so dark?" Dean said as I heard a thump. "Fuck!" I laughed and so did Seth.
"Dean, it's not that dark I can still see." I walked towards him as I hit the side of the couch. "Maybe not." I felt my way towards Dean and I picked him up and put him on the couch and threw the blanket over his head. I turned on the tv so that everyone could see a little. I don't know I just really like a room like this.
"Did you really have to throw it over my head?"
"Yes. I did." I climbed over Dean so that I was between him and Seth. After Dean fixed up the blanket I took some of it.
"Hey!"
I laughed at Dean.
"Why haven't you put a shirt on all day?" Dean questioned
"Shirts are for losers." I laughed
"Thanks" Seth and Dean both said.
"Can I pick what we watch?" Seth raised his hand.
"Here." I threw the remote at him.
"You didn't even ask me if I wanted to." Dean pouted.
"You picked and you didn't ask me if I wanted to pick so shush." I laughed as Seth went through channels. He picked to watch Law and Order. I liked the show
"The fuck is this shit?" I guess Dean doesn't know what Law and Order is.
"Just watch it, not sure if you'll like it but it gets your attention." Seth turned the volume up as Dean wrapped his arms around my arm and leaned his head on my shoulder. His hand was right next to mine under the sheets. I really wanted to grab his hand but I decided not to do anything just to avoid getting awkward with Dean. Wish awkward wasn't a word, or a thing for that fact.
After one show of law and order the commercials came on.
"Ugh my butt hurts!!" Seth stuffed his head into the pillow and semi screamed in it.
"Was Wades dick too big for your butthole?" Dean smiled but I guess he wasn't trying to laugh.
"Probably was. I've never fucked a guy before so in a way I lost my virginity. Oh shit I lost my virginity!" Seth raised his head. "Ugh now it's even more awkward for me." Seth dropped his head back into the pillow.
"Dude I would've been scared to even let a penis into my butthole. Drunk or not. The first time a guy sticks his Dick into my ass will be the scariest day of my life. And probably will end up being the best." I said
I'd rather be dominant." Dean shrugged.
"Same." I said as Dean laughed with me.
"Well unlucky for me I wasn't dominant. I don't even remember what we did." Seth sat up and readjusted the pillow.
"Well you're smaller than Wade, like in height and body, you wouldn't have been dominant anyways." Is Dean like the expert in gay sex or something?
"I could've."
"How?" Dean lifted his head from my shoulder to look at Seth as I turned to Seth also, I wanted to know how also.
"I could've pushed him against the wall or-" I interrupted Seth
"Wade is like ten times taller than you, how would you reach his lips? Cause even going on your tippy toes wouldn't work, how tall are you?"
"6'1" Seth muttered, I guess he doesn't like his height.
"You're only like two inches shorter than me."
"He's three inches shorter than me." Dean shrugged. "Your the shortest one here."
"I knew that once we all stood up yesterday when we first met. I have other ways, can I continue?"
"Yea go ahead" I said.
"Okay, I kind of remember what happened last night. Like before we had sex. So I'm going to explain that and tell you guys what could've happened. I remember Roman walked in while I was on top of Wade. But since you didn't see what happened before I'm gonna explain.
-Seth POV-
I'm gonna try to remember as much as I can but i have a whole list of ways I could've been dominant last night. From being gentle and from being rough.
"So after you left, I told him I wasn't finished and I stood up from the pullout couch and pushed him on the bed, which is showing dominance. Then I climbed on top of him and I started to kiss him, he untied my hair from its bun and we were kinda talking dirty to each other, like about my hair. I don't remember what we said though. Then thats when you came in and I asked you to turn off the lights. And once you were in the room i whispered something in his ear, I'm pretty sure I said: now it's dark and eventually I felt his boner-"
"Let's try not to talk about below the waist" Roman laughed.
I laughed with him "Sorry about that, but he took off my shirt, I kissed his neck and I found his sweet spot since he moaned. I continued to kiss his neck but I didn't leave a hickey, I switched sides and went to kiss him every once in a while. After that I went down and pulled down his pants and you can guess from there, but after a little of that, he sat up and I wasn't on the bed, my knees were on the floor. So he made me stand up and he took off my pants and all that, but instead of doing what I did, he took off his shirt and kicked his pants off his ankles as I did the same, he then stood up and kissed me and his body was pressed up against mine. *(Like my dick was against his and we both had full out boners, it was honestly making my penis throb to be touched more than just Wades dick. Ugh I hated that feeling.)** And he turned so that my back was facing the bed and not his. He layed me down on the bed and he turned us to be vertical on the bed and not horizontal. I put my head on the pillows and he started to kiss me and then he started to grind on me. *(I literally couldn't help myself, I was letting out small moans every second and he was kissing me everywhere. My dick was just begging to be touched, or fucking something, I never knew how it was to be teased since when I was with my fiancé we went straight to bed, no kissing before, no neck kissing, no hickeys, not even taking each others clothes off, we just took our clothes off ourselves and she sucked my dick and I'd fuck her, and bada bing bada boom we were done. She was never on top it was always me. I now notice I didn't really enjoy that, it was actually boring as shit and what I did with Wade was so much of a better experience, and feeling. Since I got the chance to not be dominant and taken over. The feeling was amazing knowing I was just doing it with this guy I just met. But still seeing it from a sober point of view I feel like a dick for fucking the first guy I met.)** He kissed me like I did when I was on top and that's where things started to be a blur..." I shrugged still trying to remember what happened. I really wanted to remember, I liked what I remembered. I felt like I was reading a really good book and then the book just stops in the middle of a good part and the pages are missing to the rest of the book and I couldn't ever find a copy of the book that didn't have missing pages. Until hopefully I find that one book that has the full story which will be when I remember the rest of the fucking night! Ugh.
"Okay dude, let's start of before you sucked him off, you shouldn't have done that. Cause usually when you suck the guy off that means that their dominant. Unless you guys take turns. Then it can vary." Dean said, I swear he's like a sex expert or something.
"Before he layed you down you should've kept his back facing the bed and once you guys were on the bed, You should've grinded on him instead, it would've been better." Roman said as Dean nodded in agreement.
"You guys are right that would've been ten times better. Maybe next time if there ever is one, when I'm sober." I laughed as both of them laughed too. "But can I say what I could've done? I never thought of what you guys said but I do have other things that I could've done." I said. Roman and Dean both nodded. "Okay so what I could have done is bite his lip and his neck and stuff, that's like being dominant. And when he stood up when we were naked, I could've done what I did in the beginning before he kissed me. I could've pushed him on the bed. But that would be repeating myself... Oh! I could've jumped on him and wrap my legs around him to make him sit down and then I'd be sitting on him. I could've grinded on him. And just taking a wild guess, I'm sure grinding while someone is sitting up feels way more better. And I could've talked more dirty to him, instead of that small bit of talking dirty. And I could've teased him. I didn't have to take my pants off when he sat up and told me too. Also I could have fought for dominance when kissing him. Like tongue kissing, I'm pretty sure that we didn't tongue kiss, since we didn't kiss long, it was like short kisses and then a few longer ones, I guess to mix it up so it wasn't boring. I think that would've been the easiest way." I took a deep breath.
"I like how you think, I'm surprised you weren't experienced before. I guess you just have that type of creative mind. Like I'm experienced, obviously since I'm gay. But even I didn't think of most of the things you said. The only two I knew was grinding while sitting up, which by the way it feels amazing if you're the one sitting, and also the one with kissing, that's how I usually fought for dominance. But if you do end up being in a relationship with Wade, or with any boy you'll date, it's good to switch up dominance, it keeps the sex life in shape." Dean said. I knew he was at least experienced, he talks about it like its nothing. Geez.
"I think I'm just going to come to you if I ever have issues with my sex life." I laughed as Roman and Dean did also as I checked my phone and noticed the time. It was already 7:00pm. "Damn it's already 7." I turned off my phone.
"Really?? Wow." Roman said.
"And also, were laying in the same couch bed thing that Seth and Wade had sex in..." Taking the guess that Dean just realized that, and that he didn't know Roman put sheets on the pullout couch while he was changing his clothes after he got out of the shower. That's when I found out I could barely walk, I got off of the bed and my legs just automatically gave up on me. I fell on my ass. Which was hilarious, and painful thanks to Wade...
"Don't worry, I put a sheet over the pullout couch while you were getting changed, I was planning to have all of us watch something since we certainly weren't going to drink again tonight." Roman laughed as did I
"Oh thank god I got so worried." Dean laughed with us.
"Wanna continue watching Law And Order? It looks like another show is coming." Roman pointed at the screen and the tv said Law and Order was coming up next. I checked the TV guide on my phone and it looks like law and order was going to be on until 5 in the morning.
"It's gonna be on until five in the morning." I showed Dean and Roman.
"Let's watch until we fall asleep! I fucking love this show, thanks Seth you just got me hooked on this shit." Dean laughed as did Roman and I.
"Let's do it." Roman said. I turned up the volume higher as the next episode of law and order came on.
-Dean POV-
I wrapped my arms around Romans arm once again and I cuddled close to him. I leaned my head on his shoulder and my hand was next to his under the sheets once again. I really want to hold it but I don't want Roman to think I'm weird... Maybe I will do it... I'm gonna do it. Plus life is about taking risks anyways. At least for me it is. I slid my hand into Romans and I put my fingers in between his as he mirrored the same movements and held my hand tight. I love him so much. Maybe he likes me back, considering he did the same thing I did and gave a different girl a dirty look for staring at me. But I think almost every girl would, I answered the door with only a towel on and I was still wet and my hair was dripping. A lot of girls think that's sexy. And I don't blame them cause I think that's sexy, especially since Roman did that when he took his shower. Ugh he so hot, and everything about him makes me want to just fucking kiss him. But I can't. And we just met, we can't just automatically get into a relationship if he likes me back... At least I don't think so. I think having a friendship and then dating would end up with a good, healthy relationship. I should stop thinking about it, Law and Order is on. I kept my grip on Romans arm with one arm and his hand with my other hand. This day is one of the best hangover days I've ever had. Actually it's the only good one I've ever had.

(A/N): This chapter is super long, I should've split it into two parts, but I was just on a roll thinking of other ideas to put into the chapter, and I still have ideas. So I probably will start on the next chapter right after I post this one, I don't know if I'll publish it but I'll have a good start to continue on by, bye my lovelies! ❤️