Toni, Cheryl and Veronica are in a polyamorous relationship. Cheryl, who has been having a hard time accepting Veronica in their relationship, tries to conceal her doubts and fears, but eventually the truth comes out.
*TW⚠️: rape
*Fluff
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Cheryl POV
Dating Toni has been the best experience of my life, she is so sweet and kind, so generous and caring. She is everything I ever wished for. Lucky for me, she was also gifted with the sexiest body ever, a sight for sore eyes. Pure perfection in my opinion.
When I come home from work she smothers me in kisses and let's me know how beautiful I am, that I deserve the world and that no one has the right to make me feel less, ever.
We have been dating for 4 years now. 4 wonderful years. However something changed recently, something that turned my life upside down. Our life.
For 5 months now, I've not only been dating Toni...I've also been dating Veronica. And she has been dating Toni.
To be fair, it was a surprise to me when Toni suggested to change things up a little and bring some dynamics into our relationship. It felt weird thinking about letting a third person into the steady relationship we had built up over the years. However I kept an open mind and decided to take the plunge...Veronica was welcome.
The first few weeks were fun, things felt exciting and fresh, like a new beginning. Having sex for the first time as a trouple was exhilarating, fun, very messy and a little awkward, but most importantly it felt empowering.
If only those things had continued to stay, but they didn't. Veronica is amazing in everything she does, she honestly is, but I'll never see her as more than a friend.
These past few weeks have been especially hard. Pretending to be in love with two people at the same time when you're actually only attracted to one of them is tremendously difficult and tiring.
I'm not sure how to get out of this. Every day I wake up and hope Veronica is gone. Every day I wish I had said no to Toni's proposal. That it's all just a dream and that I'm about to wake up.
I want to wake up.
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No one's POV
"Sounds like a great plan Ronnie." Toni said as she seductively rubbed her thigh and placed an open-mouthed kiss to her cheek. "Don't you think Cher?"
Cheryl was staring into nothingness until she heard her name being called from the other side of the table. "Mm...what were you saying TT?" She said as she pulled herself back into reality.
Toni was confused, Cheryl seemed to be distracted most of the time and hardly ever engaged in their conversations anymore. "Uhm, I was just saying that Ronnie...-
"I think we should get a little rougher tonight, you know in bed. Spice things up a little." Veronica said before Toni was able to complete her sentence.
Cheryl nodded her head, "yes of course, that would be great." She said, faking a smile before getting her phone out.
She felt trapped in this relationship. She was a prisoner in her own house. The last thing she wanted right now was to be intimate with Veronica, it didn't feel right anymore.
She felt like every day she was walking further away from the little light that had once shone so brightly.
"Cheryl? You want to do this right?" Toni asked while Veronica was taking a shower. She thought she had sensed some discomfort earlier and wanted to make sure Cheryl was still aboard.
