Cheryl and Toni are doing 'the deed' when all of a sudden memories from Toni's past flash through her mind, causing her to shut down.
*smut
*fluff
*TW: r@pe⚠️
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Toni was moaning loud as her girlfriend was pounding into her with the strap on. This was the very first time Cheryl tried this on her, instead of the other way around, since we all know that by heart Cheryl is a pillow princess.
However, Cheryl insisted on being the top for once to prove to her girlfriend that she too could take control and make Toni see stars.
Toni had to admit to herself that Cheryl wasn't doing a bad job, her movements were right on point and the sight Toni enjoyed was priceless. She was savoring the blissful feeling that was starting to build up inside of her.
Toni was steadily getting closer to the point of no return when a particular unpleasant memory popped up in her head out of the blue. The memory contained vicious images of a man who brutally abused her when she was only 14 and still so innocent. He had undressed her and lay her on the bed where he proceeded to take her virginity.
Toni squinted her eyes as she tried to get rid of the thought and instead think about the amazing girl who was currently on top of her, making love to her. But it didn't work. The blissful feeling disappeared and was quickly replaced by a sharp pain in her lower abdomen.
Cheryl noticed how Toni started to breath incredibly fast and that her eyes were firmly closed. At first she thought Toni was just getting closer to her climax, but she knew something was wrong when Toni let out a few uncomfortable gasps.
Toni's moans suddenly changed into cries and rapidly after into screams, "stop, stop, stop, please, stop." Toni yelled as she looked Cheryl straight in the eye, her own filled with fear.
Cheryl immediately stopped her movements, startled by Toni's sudden change of mood. "Alright, it's okay, I'm just getting it out." Cheryl said moving backwards, slowly sliding out of her girlfriend, feeling anxious.
Toni had never acted this way during sex before, she always remained totally cool and never really seemed to have a problem with anything. So something was unmistakably off.
She looked at the girl underneath her, she had closed her legs and was laying on her side, rolled up in a bal, crying her eyes out.
Cheryl felt helpless, she didn't know what was going on and how to help Toni. Did she hurt her? Did she hurt her own girlfriend during sex and now she's hysterically crying?
"Baby?" Cheryl said softly, almost in tears herself.
No response came from Toni.
Instead of using words, Cheryl decided to touch her by lightly stroking her girlfriend's arm. However she was quick to realise that Toni didn't like that....at all. "Don't touch me!! Please!!" She shouted, covering her ears with her hands to block all sound.
Since there was no way Toni was going to calm down any time soon and she clearly didn't want her in the room with her, Cheryl took her phone from the nightstand and called one of Toni's friends who might have some answers. Taking the strap off in the meantime.
"Hey Cheryl what's up?" Fangs' voice came from the other side of the phone.
Cheryl spoke in a low tone as she watched Toni from the other side of the room. "Hey Fangs, I know it's late, but something's happened and maybe you can help me?" Cheryl said, sounding a little desperate.
Fangs hummed, "sure, what is it?"
"Uhmm, okay so Toni and I were doing, you know...it...and everything was going well until Toni suddenly panicked and now she is crying and she won't talk to me. I don't know what to do or what's going on." Cheryl said, a few tears rolling down her cheeks. It broke her heart to see Toni like this and all because of something she did to her.
