Cheryl is super insecure about a lot of things when they're making love, but Toni's tries to help her realise that nothing has to be perfect.
*Smut
*Fluff
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Toni crawled on top of Cheryl while smothering her in kisses and playing with her nipples. The thick red sheets covering them and keeping them warm from the cold breeze that blew right through the walls of Thistle house.
"Mmmm Toni...just...I want to touch you." Cheryl said slightly out of breath when she felt Toni's hand on her inner thigh. "Let me make you feel good."
Toni smiled against Cheryl's lips and retreated her hand a little. "Sure babe, but stop when I'm close, because I want you to come first."
Cheryl didn't answer but Toni assumed she understood.
In an attempt to spice things up a little Cheryl tried to roughly turn them over so she was on top. However, she misjudged the situation and miserably failed to switch positions.
"I might be smaller than you, but I'm definitely stronger." Toni laughed out loud, knowing that the girl underneath her was probably as red as the color of her own hair.
Fortunately for Cheryl it was hard to tell without the lights on. She rolled her eyes and didn't move a single body part, feeling ashamed and stupid for thinking that she could make things more fun by pretending to be the dominant one.
"It doesn't matter." Toni said before kissing Cheryl on her forehead. She then trailed down a little to her girlfriend's lips and waited for her to engage.....but she didn't. "Hey Cher what's wrong, I was really into it." Toni said after a few seconds.
Cheryl sighed, "just...I hate myself for thinking that I'll ever be more than...I don't know a pillow princess."
Toni scrunched her eyebrows together in confusion. This was the first time that she heard Cheryl say something like this. "Why would you hate yourself for that babe? I mean you could have told me, we could have talked about it." Toni said, sounding very serious and sincere. "Do you still enjoy having sex with me?"
Cheryl was surprised by the question Toni asked. "I...I love it Toni and I love being the bottom. I mean we both know I'm a bottom, but I just don't want you to think that I am too lazy or unbothered to switch roles for once." Cheryl rattled, hoping that she didn't upset the brunette.
Toni studied Cheryl's distressed face in the dim moonlight and gently brushed through her hair with her fingers. She suddenly felt extremely aware of the fact that she was laying on top of her girlfriend. Their bare skins directly touching. "True. You are a bottom." Toni said a little absentmindedly.
Cheryl huffed, "did you listen to me Toni? I feel like you're not taking me seriously."
Toni was instantly pulled back to reality, realising that Cheryl was opening up to her and that now wasn't the best time for silly jokes. "No I'm sorry, I was listening I promise. And Cher you need to know that the thought of you being lazy or unbothered never even went through my mind. I love being a top and I enjoy making you feel good. Just as long as you enjoy it too."
"Alright I believe it when you say that." Cheryl said in a small voice. "I...guess I was just overthinking."
"Cher, if there's ever anything you want or don't want or want to try or talk about you can tell me and we'll talk about it. I promise, you can say or ask absolutely anything okay?" Toni reassured.
Cheryl nodded before giving the girl on top of her a peck on the nose. "Thank you Toni."
A small smile appeared on Toni's face. "Of course babe." She stared into Cheryl's eyes for a few seconds before saying something again.
