Arke High

Chapter 83 Part 1

A/N To be honest I think this is my worst chapter, sorry about that. Also sorry that this chapter is so short but I wanted to update today and I'm putting it in two parts because I couldn't finish it today.
Clarke P.O.V
"I don't love you anymore. I don't think I ever did." The wind was knocked out of me with those two statements. My heart stopped beating, while new tears formed in my eyes. My stomach clenched as the walls began to close in on me; I couldn't breath. Through my blurred vision I as Bellamy's pain stricken face, though right now it seemed more like guilt. Could he possibly be hurt by this? I glanced passed Bellamy to Raven and shook away that thought. The room felt too small, too stuffy. I needed to get out of here, now.
"I-I need to go." I stuttered, ten races down the stairs. Pausing at the front door, I twisted off my ring and set it on the counter. It was over. I sprinted out of the house, furiously wiping my tears until I ran out of breath and fell to my knees. The sobs racking my body were loud in the quiet street. My ragged breaths could be heard from a mile away. I buried my face in my hands trying to muffle my cry's. Breathing staggered breaths I grasped my necklace, the one that had belonged to Bellamy's mother. It was the one Bellamy had given be for my birthday, all I wanted to do right now was rip it off. I wanted to get rid of it, but I couldn't bring myself to do it. Not only was this another sign of how much I thought Bellamy loved me, but it had also been one of his most prized positions. I couldn't just get rid of it like that, even if I wanted to I couldn't. I was incapable of just ridding myself of it. Though right now it wasn't the only thing I wanted to rid myself of. A certain heart shaped lock bracelet was currently giving me a burning sensation. I suddenly ripped of my bracelet and with a heartbroken shriek I threw it as far as I could, watching it disappear into the darkness. Wrapping my arms around myself as I shivered at the cool night air. Sniffling with tears still flooding my face I stood knowing I needed to get home. My mother had my phone, so I couldn't call Camilo to pick me up. I was supposes to use Bellamy's phone once we I wanted Camilo to pick me up, but I guess I had to walk now. I pursed my lips trying to keep in more tears as I began to walk.
Camilo P.O.V
As soon as I put Charlotte to sleep, I hopped into the red Ford Flex to go pick up Clarke. She hasn't called me from Bellamy's phone, but her mother had called saying she would be here at eight fourth-five. It was already eight twenty-five. I didn't want her to get in trouble, so I had decided to go for her. Soon enough I arrived to to Bellamy's house. I knocked on the door but no one answered. Weird, maybe Clarke and Bellamy were still.... busy. I scrunched up my face in disgust. I didn't really know what Clarke and Bellamy did when alone, but I certainly didn't want to find out. pushing it open I walked into the house. Cautiously I headed upstairs, and opened the door to what I assumed to be Bellamy's bedroom.
My eyebrows drew together."What the hell?" A shirtless Bellamy, and a barely changed Raven turned to me. Her hair was let down and messy. Bellamy's was also messy.
"What are you doing here Puppy?" Raven asked.
Puppy, that sounded familiar."I came for Clarke, her mom's coming home early. Where is she? And what the fuck am I looking at?" Right now it seemed like something, that for Clarke's sake I really hoped wasn't what it looked like.
Bellamy spoke,"She left a couple minutes ago." A couple minutes ago, why would she leave? Anger filled me as I realized that this was exactly what it looked like.
"You shit face," I spat at Bellamy."You cheated on her." Raven went to speak, but I cut her off."And he cheated on her with you." I pointed accusingly at her."You wow. I may not remember a lot of things, but I know that she was your friend."Raven glanced down at her hands. "I can't believe you would do this to her." I shook head turning to Bellamy with a glare,"You're the worst on here though. You claimed to love her, and Clarke actually did love you. Hell what am I saying did, she probably still does even after seeing this which I guess she did."
Bellamy eyes flamed with anger."I did not claim to love her, I do love her."
I rolled my eyes."Do you expect anyone to fucking believe that after this?"
Bellamy glared daggers at me, clearly pissed off."You don't know shit! So back the fuck up! I love Clarke whether you believe me or not."
I scoffed."If you love her than how the heck do you explain cheating on her?"
Raven began to speak,"He didn't-"
"Raven, no,"Bellamy interrupted her with a shake of the head. I found that odd but ignored it.
"So? How do you explain cheating in Clarke?" I questioned.
Bellamy scowled at me."That is none of your business."
"Yes it is," I argued.
His nostrils flared."And why is that? Because you like her?"
Wait- he was accusing me of liking Clarke? What the hell did he know? "And if I do?" I asked."You cheated on her and made her leave."
Bellamy's hands clenched."You admit you like her?"
I did, I liked Clarke. I don't know how it happened, but I fell for Clarke."Yes." A fist collided with my jaw and I stumbled back. I narrowed my eyes at him before clenching my hands I to fist and aiming a punch at his face. My punch landed right on his nose before I received a good hit to the side of my cheek, then to my lip, and then my eyes. I fell to the ground and Bellamy continuously socked my face, I forcefully shoved him and managed to get up. I heard Raven calling us idiots and telling us to stop, but I as well as Bellamy ignored her and continued to fight. I kneed Bellamy in the stomach and flipped me over so that I landed on my back. The landing was hard and the breath was knocked out of me with an 'uf.' I quickly recovered and delivered a good blow to his right eyebrow. I then received a hard punch to the nose causing warm blood to trickle out. I wiped the blood with the back of my hand and then socked him in the stomach. We continued to fight, each of us delivering strong hits into the other. Our faces were now definitely bloody and we would have bruises all over our bodies in the morning for sure. It probably hasn't even been ten minutes since I'd gotten here and I would have to do a lot of explaining if I didn't get home before Abigail. After delivering a good kick to the shin, someone yelled,"What are you doing!?"
Neither of us payed much attention too whoever yelled that, but soon I was being restrained and Octavia came into view. She was facing her brother.
"Bell, what happened? " She glanced at both of is,"Why were you two fighting?"
Bellamy glared at me and I glared back."Ask your brother, I need to go find Clarke." I forced myself out of whoever's hold I was in and went downstairs. I went into the Ford Flex and began to drive down the streets. After driving around for about ten minutes, I found Clarke two blocks away from our home.
"Clarke!" I called out. She looked at me and sighed in relief. She climbed in the front seat if the car. Her eyes were red and puffy, her face wet, and she looked like she has been crying for the longest time. The car was dark so she didn't see my beat up face, and I didn't see her crying. Though, I did hear her crying. As much as I wanted to ask her what happened I knew it would be better until we got home, so I turned on the radio and quietly went home