Arke High

Chapter 13 part 2

Clarke P.O.V
As I walked on stage I kept my head down. My hands were shaking. Calm down Clarke you can do this. I told myself.
"Whenever your ready Clarke." Mrs. Tailor said. I nodded and the music began to play. I looked up and scanned the crowd to try and find someone I wasn't afraid to sing in front of like Octavia told me,and my eyes found Bellamy. I began to sing Human by Christina Perri.
I can hold my breath
I can bite my tongue
I can stay awake for days, if that's what you want
Be your number one
If only I could be Bellamy's.
I can fake a smile
I can force a laugh
I can dance and play the part of that's what you ask
Give you all I am
If I had the chance I would give Bellamy all I am, but that would never happen.
I can do it , I can do it, I can do it
But I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I try not to fall down to much, but I have scars like everyone else. I thought while singing.
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
Cause I'm only human
I can turn it on
Be a good machine
I can hold the weight of worlds If that's what you need
Be your everything
As I continued singing the song, my thoughts scattered from my family problems to what I felt for Bellamy.
I can do it, I can do it, I'll get through it
But I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
Im Only human
Though I had luxuries others didn't, I didn't have the luxury of having a mom that was at home, she cared about me that I knew, but I barley even saw her, she left before I woke up and came back after I was asleep.
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart, cause i'm only human
I'm only human, I'm only human, just a little human
I can take so much
I sang this last bit with al I had, and was still looking at Bellamy.
Until I've had enough
Cause I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
Cause I'm only human
Once I finished singing and my classmates clapped for me as I rushed off stage. Then once everyone was done Mrs. Tailor stood up.
"Students, I have not decided who would be playing all the parts. But I do have the two leads. The cursed prince, or Beast will be played by Bellamy Blake, which is not a surprise I'm guessing, and Belle will be played by drum role please." Everyone stomped there feet in sync.
"Clarke Griffin." She announces. My jaw dropped in surprise, I truly thought I was going to get cast as an extra. I heard a couple girls say 'what', but mostly everyone clapped. Octavia patted my back," Nice Clarke."
After I regained myself, Mrs. Tailor excused us and said she would be announcing the rest of the cast on Monday. When we got to Bellamy's car Octavia stopped us from going in. "Wait you two have to kiss, it's the last thing on my list of Bellamy being a slave."
"Why?" I whined though it didn't bother me so much as the fact that if he kissed me I might not want to pull back.
"Because I said so. Now hurry up." She ordered.
Bellamy turned to me."Ready a Princess?"
I scowled." Whatever." He took a step closer and leaned in cupping my face with his hands. At first I stayed still, then I kissed back wrapping my hands around his neck as he moved his hands to wrap around my waist. I was kissing Bellamy, and I liked it. He tasted sweet. This kiss was so much better then my dream. I melted into Bellamy as he pulled me closer. This was the best kiss I ever had and I didn't want to pull away. Then I heard a snap of a photo. I pulled away, and saw Octavia with her phone out.
"Octavia did you just take a picture?" I asked her taking my arms of Bellamy's neck, and stepping away from him.
"I don't know, did you enjoy the kiss?" She asked.
"No." I lied, glancing at Bellamy and I was surprised to see hurt briefly flash across his eyes." Now give me your phone so I can erase the picture."
"Nope, this is for my blog." She said.
"What blog?" I asked.
"A blog were I post random stuff that I think, and right now a very popular topic that Jasper brought up is Bellarke." She said.
"Bel-what?" Bellamy asked.
"Bellarke. Bellamy and Clarke. I posted the video of you two singing, and how I thought it would be awesome if you two got together because your my BFF and brother and people seem to agree that you're totally in love with each other." She said.
Wow and I thought she couldn't be crazier, maybe I did like Bellamy, but that was far from love, and I was certain Bellamy didn't like me.
"Your delusional." Bellamy told her.
"Oh yeah I'm delusional, that's why you got jealous of Miller kissing Clarke." She said. Wait jealous?
"I wasn't jealous." He said defensively.
"Oh no you just punched the wall after watching them kiss cause your emo." She rolled her eyes.
"Octavia Bellamy's right we are not, I repeat are not In Love with each other." I told her.
"Whatever you say Clarke. I'll figure out a way to get you guys to admit your feelings for each other." She said and hopped in the car. The car ride was a bit awkward, and I was relieved when I got home. I couldn't stop thinking about the kiss Bellamy gave me, I kept feeling his lips on mine. When I reached my room I absentmindedly touched my lips, and smiles. I decided to look for Octavia's blog. Octavia didn't just post the video of us singing, she had a whole section dedicated to 'Bellarke.' This girl really wanted us together and she wasn't the only one. By the looks of it, Monty, Jasper, and Fox did too. They even made a hashtag, dang this was weird. Octavia had over a million people looking at her blog, and she also put a link to her Twitter account on there so people could follow her. I clicked the link and saw that she already posted the picture with the hashtag Bellarke. A lot of people had commented already. Some where cheering saying 'YES' others commented stuff like 'they're so clueless'. Wow so many people were rooting or us to be together, I didn't even know how to feel about that. I knew I liked Bellamy, but was it possible for us to be together?