Arke High

Chapter 29

Bellamy P.O.V
As the camera began recording I sat on my bed and began playing. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. Then I started singing.
I'm so sorry I'm not quite an angel
No I wasn't an angel. Not even close.
But I swear I didn't mean to
break your heart make you cry
I didn't mean that at all.
understand that I honestly loved you
I looked into the camera. I did love her, with all my heart.
and I'm holding on the days drag on
It's been merely hours, but it felt like years.
stupid boy what have I done
What did I do? Why did I accuse her of cheating?
cause your such a princess this ain't a fairy tail
She is a Princess. My Princess.
I'll be Prince Charming
I promise I will treat you well
If she gave me another chance I would treat her well.
you were a dreamer
then I went and let you down
I've got one question before you go and leave me now
is it too late for me and my white horse to come around?
Hopefully it wasn't too late.
Baby I was naive got lost in your eyes
I ruined every second chance
my mistake your not to blame
She wasn't to blame.
i guess I should've just let you have the upper hand
I had so many dreams about you and me
Including the dream of marrying her once we were done with high school and college.
happy endings I am so dumb
I feel like an idiot for not trying harder to explain what she saw.
cause your such a princess. This ain't a fairy tail
I'll be Prince Charming I promise I will treat you well
You were a dreamer then I went let you down
I knew I let her down in some way.
I have one question before you go and leave me now
Is it too late for me and my white horse to come around?
And here I am on my knees
begging for forgiveness
oh baby please
Please forgive me Clarke. I thought and looked up at the ceiling then at back at the camera.
just give me one more chance,
I'm so sorry cause your such a princess
but this ain't a fairy tail
you deserve someone who loves you
and will actually treat you well
She does deserve someone better, but I love her and I couldn't just let her go. Could I?
it's a big world you're leaving this small town
She was leaving for a week, and then I would have to wait a week to see her.
my last chance to love you is slowly disappearing now
and it's too late for me and my white horse
yeah its too late for me and my white horse
it's too late for me and my white horse
to catch you now
As I finished singing I got down on my knees, and looked straight into the camera."Please forgive me Clarke.Please let me explain." I turned of the camera, then I went to my laptop and uploaded it to YouTube. I sent Clarke a link through email. Then just in case I posted it on her Facebook page and I tweeted her a link. Once I was done I went to my bed, and waited for any response though I doubted she would see until she woke up in the morning, since it was 2:00 am. Hopefully she would see it and give me a chance.
Clarke P.O.V
I was asleep, when my phone buzzed and woke me. I had an email, tweet, and Facebook alert. I went to check the email and it was from Bellamy so I didn't click it. Then I went to check the tweet and it was a link from Bellamy. I went to check my Facebook, and it was another link so I clicked it. It was Bellamy singing a song. I almost cried at the words. He was asking for another chance. When he finished he got on his knees and said,"Please forgive me Clarke. Please let me explain." Tears slid down my face. This was really sweet, and I didn't know what I would do. I didn't know if I should forgive him, but maybe I should let him explain. I buried my face in my hands, what should I do? I felt so many mixed emotions. Sadness and pain, because I loved Bellamy and what he did hurt me. Anger because he thought that with just a song everything would be fine, that he was just off the hook, yet I was touched by it. He sang with a lot of emotion, and I saw he was being sincere. I grabbed my keyboard from under my bed and a camera. I pressed play and began to sing.
I'm standing at the fork in the road, and I
Don't really know which way to go, it's like
I honestly don't know what I should do.
17 years ago all over again, and I
I'm a little girl lost alone, and yes
I'm lost without Bellamy.
I wanna know what lies ahead, and yeah my
Feet are planted and I don't wanna take a step cause
I won't make it any further with you on my back
Carry a burden I can't do it this time, goodbye
A tear ran down my face I didn't want to say goodbye, but I just couldn't.
Then again, do I listen to my heart, do I cry for help
My heart says to be with Bellamy.
I keep second guessing myself
Why does it have to be so, hard to let you go
Why is it hard? Why couldn't it be easy to let him go.
Its almost sun down
I gotta put my foot down and I know if I do
It's gonna hurt me more than it hurts you
It will hurt me, and it is hurting me.
I know, how much you need me
As much as he needs me, I need him more.
Breaks my heart, believe me
It does break my heart, into a billion pieces.
Now I know what I gotta do
Sadly I think I have to do this.
But it's gonna hurt me more than it hurts you
Tears ran down my face.
More than it hurts you
More than it hurts you
But its gonna hurt me more than it hurts you
It will hurt me more than him.
More than it hurts you
More than it hurts you
But its gonna hurt me
It isn't going to hurt me, it is already hurting me, so much I just want to die.
Now ordinarily I wouldn't give up
I'm no quitter,
I am not a quitter at all.
but under the circumstance
I Think it's better that I wash my hands of ya, love ya
I do love him.
But I'm thinking that I can't live with ya,
Can't live without ya
I can't live without him, but....
It's something about ya, that makes me wanna stick around and stay settled down
Even if it kills me but I can't
I just can't.
Cause I won't make It any further with you on my back
Carry a burden I can't do it this time, goodbye
Then again, do I listen to my heart, do I cry for help
I keep second guessing myself
Why does it have to be so, hard to let you go
It is so hard.
Its almost sun down
I gotta put my foot down
And i know if I do
It's gonna hurt me more than it hurts you
I know, how much you need me
Breaks my heart, believe me
My heart is shattered.
Now I know what I gotta do
But it's gonna hurt me more than it hurts you
More than it hurts you
More than it hurts you
But its gonna hurt me, more than it hurts you
More than it hurts you
More than it hurts you
I almost break down into sons.
I'm walking away like
Goodbye
Goodbye Bellamy, I'm sorry. I think while closing my eyes.
You got me walking away like
Goodbye
As I finished the song I opened my eyes and looked at the camera. "Goodbye Bellamy, I just can't right now I'm sorry." I turned off the camera and posted the video on his Facebook. I sobbed into my pillow until sleep over came me.
A/N Sorry for the short chapter, didn't have much time, the song Bellamy sang is on the first page. I'll post just the song Clarke sang next.