Roses【Laurence X Reader】[ Completed ]

[ Chapter 30 : Family ]

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Y/n's pov.

" You want to go back to that dreadful place?, How dumb are you? " I asked.

" Just because you left doesn't mean you know what's best for everyone, we all have choices of our own you know " Vylad said, I scoff.

" Who says I was making choices for everyone?, The only one who's making choices here is you and let's hope it's a bad one " I said, he rolls his eyes.

" We've been at this for ten minutes since they left are we done? " He asked.

I sit here in silence and I look around where there's no one around except us.

" I suppose we are " I said.

" Your so typical " he mumbles but it's audible for me to hear.

" I'm typical?, Says the guy who just snuck into our ship and made the situation difficult for us! " I said.

" Difficult?, You made it difficult for me since you kidnapped me! " He exclaimed.

" Kidnapped you?!, For the record we saved you and your welcome! "

" I didn't need to thank you!, All of you basically ruined my deal with the Solvereign!, Meaning you just sent my brother to treason and made yourselves a death wish! " I furrow my eyebrows in confusion.

" Your brother? " I asked, he looks away and I sit here thinking.

" I suppose this is one of the brothers Garroth talked about " I said.

" His name is Zane, and it's only the two of us in the Solvereign " he said.

" When you said deal, what does it mean? " I asked, he sit there in silence.

I got off my seat and approach him.

" What deal did you make?! " I grip his shoulder and he turn his face to me.

" Zane fucked up on his last mission so I made a deal with the Solvereign that I will take his place in order to have both of us alive, but I fucked up too no thanks to you and your Phoenix Squadron, they'll end him and me " he said, and I notice his eyes are glistening a little which I assume they're about to have tears pouring out soon.

" It's been a few weeks since I went missing. . . .and I don't think he's breathing anymore " he said.

I let go of him and step back a few steps.

" Why didn't you tell us earlier?, We could've helped " I said.

" You know how the Solvereign works, anyone who helps us and we help someone will get each other killed, if things still hasn't add up to you, it means nothing will work " he said.

" Still why?!, You still had hope when we were back there!, We could've at least tried! " I shout, he looks away again.

" I lost my hope when you and your brothers left! " he said.

" What's that suppose to mean? " I asked.

" Before I joined the academy Garroth made the decision to join the rebellion then left me and Zane alone, after I joined I met you and your brothers, you were like a sister to me!, When Zane fucked up he was taken away and you were there for me!, But then when you left, I had no one else to share my feelings with!, You were more of a big sister to me than Garroth and Zane as my big brothers!, You, Calvin and Claude were my only family at that time!, And you left me!, You left me like everyone else! " He shouts.

" I told you about our plan on leaving!, You refused me! " I shout.

" Because I realized you were taking the same road as Garroth!, Which I knew will be a high risk and we'll be dealing with the Solvereign!, We both know that their deadly weapons were made by your hands!, But you still left me!, You should've tried harder to convince me!, You should've just drag me along and I hoped you would but you didn't!, You didn't care!, That was when I lost hope!, I lost everything! "