The Words I Speak

BYLER

I keep seeing my heart break over and over again

The look you gave her I wish that was me instead

Sometimes my brain plays tricks on me

Imagining you'd hold my hand like you do hers

You're my inspiration for every painting

A heart on your shield, leading us forward

The monster that settled in me, I can still feel it

Goosebumps running to the back of my neck

I can hear it whisper in the darkness

The images it showed me haunt me in my dreams

So I try to hide in my memories, ones of you and I

All my drawings that I've given you

All my feelings that I grew for you

We were only kids, so we didn't know

I am the person who loves you

Few days I'm gone and you found someone new

Someone special, not like any other

Captured your attention, left me in shambles

You laced her name in every sentence you said

I can not stand the pain it brings

You stopped caring about everything that has to do with me

You leave the table the minute the phone rings

You refuse to even look at me

I fall apart while it rains

I wreck the place we used to play

The once filled with laughter, joy and adventure

Now the castle has fallen down

Stupid ••• stupid ••• stupid

This whole thing is stupid

I heard you rushed here to apologise

I'm somewhere you can't find

I remember us sitting in the backseat

Sleepover at my place

Biking down our way

Even on Halloween

You saved me from my mind

Together we'll go crazy

The swings are my favorite in the park

And for years you wondered why

I thought your eyes forgot mine

Sometimes I don't know

Should I stay or should I go ?

Summer '85 went by like a breeze

Nothing has changed, we're always facing Stranger Things

Side by side in front of danger

Trying to win against all odds

This all sounds like something out of our own imagination

No one will ever believe the stories we lived

Sometimes I think I'm dreaming cause it's all so impossible

Are we still in that basement running our own campaign ?